I stood in the grand hall of the Celestial Citadel, my fingers tracing the smooth edges of my signet ring. The air inside the sacred hall was thick with the scent of burning incense, swirling around me like a weight on my chest. The golden columns stretched high into the vaulted ceiling, reflecting the flickering light of the many oil lamps that hung from the walls, casting shadows that danced in rhythm with my uneasy heart.
The High Sovereign, a man draped in ivory robes embroidered with intricate symbols of the divine, sat upon his marble throne. His face, etched with lines of both age and devotion, was framed by a silvered beard. His eyes, sharp and unwavering, pierced through me as if gauging the depth of my soul. I had always revered him for his piety, his endless commitment to the gods, but today, there was something in his gaze that made me uneasy.
"Princess Griselda," he spoke, his voice low and commanding, "You are a vessel of the divine. You have been chosen by the gods themselves to carry out their will." He rose, descending the few steps of his dais slowly, deliberately, as though his very movement carried sacred purpose. He stopped just before me, his presence looming. "There is a village... defiled. Its people are heretics. The gods demand that you raze it to the ground. None must be spared."
My breath caught in my throat. The words, sharp and venomous, struck me like a dagger. "Raze... a village?" I repeated, my voice barely above a whisper. I could feel the weight of his gaze upon me, but I dared not meet his eyes. Instead, I stared down at my trembling hands.
"You hesitate, child," he said, his voice softening, though it carried a dangerous edge. His hand, gnarled and cold, reached out and gently lifted my chin, forcing me to meet his gaze. "It is not for you to question the will of the gods. Your bloodline, your devotion—it has brought you here, to this moment. Do not falter."
His touch sent a shiver through me, and I swallowed hard, trying to steady my breath. "But..." I began, my voice firmer now, though my heart raced. "To destroy innocent lives... I cannot do that. It is not the will of the gods I know."
The High Sovereign's eyes narrowed, his grip on my chin tightening just enough to make me wince. "Innocent?" he scoffed, releasing me abruptly. "You are naive, Griselda. You think their hands are clean? They spread their heresies, defiling all that is sacred. It is your duty to cleanse them."
I took a step back, drawing in a breath as my heart pounded against my ribcage. "No," I said, my voice stronger than I felt. "I will not. The gods I serve are just. They would not demand such cruelty. What you ask... it is wrong."
The High Sovereign's face darkened, his lips curling into a sneer. "Wrong?" he spat, his voice rising. "You speak of wrong? You dare question me, a servant of the gods? Your defiance is not only a rejection of me, but of the gods themselves!"
I shook my head, standing my ground even as his fury grew. "I do not question the gods," I replied, my voice calm but resolute. "I question you. I will not be an instrument of destruction for your twisted interpretation of divine will."
For a moment, the hall fell silent. The High Sovereign's eyes blazed with a mixture of disbelief and rage. His hand hovered near the hilt of the ceremonial blade at his side, but he did not draw it. Instead, he turned from me, pacing in slow, deliberate strides, his robes sweeping the floor behind him.
"You are a fool, Griselda," he hissed, his back still to me. "You will regret this."
I stood there, my heart thudding in my chest, my fingers still trembling. But despite the fear that coursed through me, I felt a strange sense of peace. I had made my choice, and I would not waver. Not now. Not ever.
The High Sovereign's gaze bore down on me, an iron fist wrapped in the silk of authority. "You are a blasphemer, Princess Griselda," he declared, his voice a low growl that echoed off the marble walls. His features, once noble, now twisted with fury; his brow furrowed like dark storm clouds, and his eyes blazed with a fervor that sent chills through my core. "You threaten the divine order of our nation, and for that, I will not allow you to live in ignorance."
I felt a cold sweat trickle down my back as his words sank in. My family—their safety hung in the balance, a fragile thread spun from my compliance. "I... I understand your concerns, my lord," I stammered, my voice quaking. "But to condemn innocents for their beliefs? It is a grave sin."
His lips curled into a sneer, revealing teeth that seemed to sharpen with his disdain. "Sin? You dare speak of sin? Your refusal is a betrayal! You will agree to carry out the will of the gods, or I will have no choice but to consider your family's allegiance. The gods have chosen you, and you will obey."
Every word he uttered felt like a tightening noose. I nodded slowly, my heart heavy with resignation. "I will... I will do as you ask," I said, each word a bitter taste in my mouth. "But only to protect my family."
The moment I turned away from him, I felt the weight of my decision pressing down, suffocating me. As I walked through the dimly lit corridors of the citadel, the echoes of my own footsteps felt like a dirge, mourning the innocence I was about to extinguish. I stepped into my chamber, the flickering candlelight casting shadows that danced like lost souls. My reflection in the mirror revealed a face I barely recognized: my auburn hair, usually cascading in soft waves, now hung limp against my cheeks. My green eyes, once bright with purpose, appeared dull and clouded with despair.
"Why, gods?" I whispered, my voice trembling as I sank to my knees. "Why must I endure this cruel fate? Is this truly your will?" My hands pressed together in fervent prayer, desperation spilling from my heart. "I have always strived to be a good daughter, a faithful servant... Am I not innocent in this tragedy?"
Silence enveloped me, an oppressive weight that stifled any hope. I felt the sting of tears welling up, but I refused to let them fall. I needed answers, a glimpse of clarity amid the chaos of my soul. The gods seemed distant, their silence echoing louder than any decree.
Driven by an overwhelming need for justice, I clenched my fists, my nails digging into my palms. No longer would I allow myself to be a pawn in this deadly game. I would confront the High Sovereign and end this madness before it consumed me entirely.
With a newfound determination, I stormed back to the hall, my heart pounding in my chest like a war drum. The doors swung open with a loud creak, and there he stood, his back to me, speaking to his advisors. I could see the way his silver beard brushed against the ornate collar of his robes, the very embodiment of power and corruption.
"Your reign ends here!" I shouted, my voice ringing with conviction as I brandished a dagger I had hidden beneath my gown, the blade glinting ominously in the dim light.
He turned, surprise flickering across his features before morphing into rage. "You dare! You think you can—"
Before he could finish, I lunged forward, the weight of my choice crashing down upon me. The blade found its mark, and as he gasped, a mixture of shock and betrayal etched onto his face, I felt the warmth of blood on my hands, a bitter reminder of the sacrifice I had made.
"Forgive me," I breathed, my voice choked with anguish as his body slumped to the ground. "I had no choice."
I fell to my knees beside him, my heart racing, the world spinning in the aftermath of my decision. The room seemed to close in on me, and I cried out to the heavens, desperation pouring from my lips. "Oh, gods! Come down and answer me! Was I a good girl even as I killed the sovereign? I only sought to protect the innocent!"
Tears streamed down my face, mingling with the remnants of guilt and sorrow. In that moment, I was a paradox: a protector stained with the blood of a tyrant, forever bound to the choice I had made. I was both free and forever trapped, seeking redemption in a world where innocence had been sacrificed for survival.