"I've never believed in this type of shit before," I said with fury as I blew my hair which was disturbing my view.
"You just have to be careful to never allow him to find you. He is more dangerous than you think," Selena warned again.
And this time, I trembled in fear. Everything just made me tired and weak. Thinking about it, I realized that I have never been happy for once in my life.
I just keep on getting into trouble, but this time around, I was in a worse one.
"I understand how you feel, Anastasia. But I know what is best for you, finding him is just like exposing yourself to a lot of dangers," she muttered the words gently into my ears.
"I still found your words hard to believe, but thank you so much for your concerns." I said as I stood up, lost in thoughts about what to do next.
A long silence ensued between us before I finally talked again.
"I have to leave this country," I said, staring intensely at Selena who was still seated on the chair.
"Do you really want to go?" She asked me, concern still etched on her face.
"I want to, anything that will endanger my life isn't worth doing," I said as I bit my lips hard, almost drawing blood.
"When do you plan to go?" She questioned.
"I am preparing my visa tomorrow and living instantly."' I took a deep breath and responded.
"It's okay, I will always support you," She added and then, I started to feel nausea again.
I rushed into the bathroom and vomited as usual. Selena followed me and patted my back to help relieve the pressure
"You don't need to stress yourself, I will help you with your visa," she assured, her soft pats further enhancing her words.
"Thank you so much, Selena." I uttered in a weak tone, thanking her.
Done, we left the bathroom and I sat down on the couch and took a deep breath.
"Let me go prepare you something to eat," Selan said before walking out of the room into the kitchen. As she left, my troubled eyelids closed shut.
******
I woke up and sat upright. I felt so weak and also smelt horrible. I scrunch my nose as I sniffled myself, feeling the urge to vomit again.
"When the hell will this cycle be over?!" I signed. I should have taken a shower.
I craned my head to look at the window and unfortunately, it was dark outside. I slept for so long that I didn't even realize that. I looked away from the window and my eyes caught a small note beside me on the bed.
I slowly picked it up and read the content. Selena wrote it, it says, "Hey babe, gotta help you with the visa stuff. Your food is in the microwave, have a great day!"
Reading the letter, it brought a little smile on my lips. I took a deep breath, I was troubled about the future, how it would be without having a father for my child.
"Let's find a new life," I placed my hand on my tummy and smiled. It was more like it would be better if I accepted everything and just saw it as fate.
I rose from my bed and walked into the kitchen. I proceeded straight to the microwave and took out my food ready to devour it.
After eating, I entered the bathroom, filled the bathtub with water, soap and scents. I submerged myself in the water and closed my eyes. Some incidents which appeared blurry settled in my head.
He went down trailing over my breast with his tongue to my navel. I grew more wanting, the clips recurring in my brain couldn't seem to stop. It felt as if it had happened to me before.
"Life is sweet and bitter at the same time," I whispered to myself as I laid there.
I found relaxation in the bathtub and gently closed my eyes.
Very soon, the morning sun rose bearing all morning greetings to all. I was still deep in my sleep when Selena came in. I could feel her watching me, sleeping like a princess waiting for her charming prince.
She cleared her throat and said, "Hello!"
I was forced out of my sleep which I tried to enjoy but couldn't because of her presence, staring intensely at me.
I stood up with furrowed brows as I asked, "What's the matter?"
"Just be careful," she said, looking at me from down to toe, not even toe because realization dawned on me that I was in the bathtub since last light. I slept in there.
I scanned Selena's body and I could smell the fragrance of her perfume and I also sighted a document in her hand.
"What is that?" I questioned immediately.
"Ta-da, finally got you a visa to Spain," she rejoiced as she showed me.
"Really? Spain?" I asked with joy and I tried to get up from the bathtub.
I stood up and I was drenching with water. With no care of that, I hugged her tight and yes she tried to struggle her way out.
"Your hug never changes," she squeezed my cheeks as she said, smiling.
"Will you help me pack?" He asked with pleading eyes.
"I would love to," she responded with a huge smile as she nodded her head.'
We started arranging and I interrogated her a lot about Domic Steele, trying to get my hand on any little information I could get.
"What if he finds out that I am pregnant?" I asked the one big question that has been disturbing me as I folded my clothes.
"He'll come and take his kids and also make you miserable because you're human," she uttered, folding another piece of cloth.
"He must be really deadly," I uttered and Selena nodded in agreement.
"Just keep it a secret between me and you, no other human must hear." she commanded me.
"Thank you babe!" I saluted her and continued folding my clothes.
Then, I determined and steeled my heart that I would follow Selena's advice. He must never catch me. I have read so many books where Alpha rejects their mate because his mate was a human.
"I will go to Spain and start a new life.'' I mumbled to myself, folding my other piece of cloth.
How I wished the day was longer and I was permitted to spend more time with my friend. Then, we can talk and gist well but no matter what, time will always pass.
It was night again, just like a dream. After arranging my bags, my room looked scanty.
"Selena, are you going home tonight?" I asked because I needed someone to escort me to the airport tomorrow.
"I am gonna miss you, babe," I said downcast.
"Don't worry, I will visit you and I'm not going home tonight," she uttered with a smile.