I was thinking about how to avoid getting myself into trouble but my mind couldn't resist how strong is the man's aura who could make me stunned even in just a single word. What I'm sure of right now is that he recognize me because of the mess I've done yesterday. I should let him know that it was not my intention to be rude to him but how will I defend myself if I couldn't find the words to say it?
I shouldn't mind this after all he doesn't even know me and all of this should mean nothing to me. I don't know why it took me a couple of minutes to finally breathe out. I'm sure that is so impossible for him to recognize me with the voice and the actions I portrayed on that day.
I gulped soundlessly when I slowly connected the happenings on my mind the moment he put effort to say the word first encounter. Could it be the day when I was sitting outside of Notre Dame Cathedral? I want to punish myself for the embarrassment I've done just to pretend that I'm not the person he is referring to.
But what's wrong with me? I shouldn't act like this. Maybe this is what I get in praying that I could see him again.
I took a few steps away from his back because I felt like I can't breathe properly in this close position. I was about to face him but was interrupted when the first time I heard him chuckled. The way he chuckled gives me a different feeling as if it was the sexiest sound I've ever heard. I misunderstood his personality because I recognize him as someone who doesn't know how to put emotions in all of the things that happen. I smiled lightly thinking how normal it is to hear someone's chuckle but if he is the person I was taken aback.
"Lady I'm talking to you. Don't tell me, you will turn your back on me again just like what you did the first time we met?" He said as he sounds manly and husky.
I don't know why even the way he speaks is like someone who rules the world because of his deep and authoritative voice.
I smiled lightly not even reaching my cheeks because of the way he talked to me. I faced the man with a serious expression not even giving him the feeling of being amazed. This time, we can see each other up close. Other than that, I was able to look at him with dashing eyes. I swallowed hard as I stared into his deep mysterious eyes. I felt like I was obliged to look at him every time his eyes were cold-blooded. He always looks glorious despite the plain outfit he still brings up the face of a man which could captivate the hearts of women.
"First of all, my name is not Lady. Yes, you are right to say that I'm the person who splashes water in front of your face. I want you to be aware that it is not intended. I was about to do it to the other person but you suddenly appear and unfortunately you were the one who go through with the mess I'd made. I am sorry. I hope that it is now clear between the two of us." I explained calmly looking relaxed despite the coldness I felt penetrating my skin.
His deep eyes narrowed as he was confused about what I said. I thought he would stay that serious or arrogant but I was suddenly stunned for a second when he smirked as if being shocked the way I look at him. I saw how Adam's apple move slowly when he lick the bottom of his lips. I tried to adjust my posture because I seem to have a hard time dealing with this overbearing man.
"So are you saying that you're a troublemaker or you're trying to warn me that you used to be abusive when you get mad? Thank you for the awareness Lady but I bet you aren't this kind of person." There was no trace of emotion when he said it as his eyes traced my face towards what I was wearing.
We stared at each other again and even if I won't tell him the truth I couldn't help but sense the feeling I found in him the day he suddenly appeared. I admire how bizarre his eyes are and why I would love to look at those longer. I know Viktor has these beguiling black orbs too but the mood he is giving is different than him.
I smiled gently and nodded lightly. I look at his face and notice he couldn't take off his eyes on my face as if I made him problematic. I look at the areas where we were standing and I get relaxed to notice that no other people are going on this floor. I only need to be careful because Viktor's office is not that far from where I am right now. It is not because I'm scared that he might be caught me talking to someone. I just want to be careful with my actions because I don't want to involve myself in drama again.
"Same feeling Mister. I bet you aren't this kind of person too." I said while looking directly at his eyes. He did the same thing but in a different way when I notice how his eyes come to a halt and rested on mine too with pure warmth.
"Bonjour"
As soon as he said that word, time seemed to stop running and even the things I saw were replaced by his face. All the events that took place when we first met are changing. I thought he didn't hear when I said it. I thought he never notice me when I followed him. Aside from that, I was thinking if he also knew that I was the one who picked the folded canvass. Is he doing this because he wants to get the thing that is important to him? Then why do I feel reluctant to agree that it could be the reason he talk to me? Lastly, I couldn't stop thinking about who could be the person in a small size picture.
I was about to utter a word when someone catches my attention. I don't want trouble but because destiny brings us closer, it's normal to think that I'll be the one who will accuse you of something that I didn't do. I was even more surprised when I saw the person with Beatrice. I swallowed bitterly and I felt like a needle seemed to pierce my heart as I stared at the lady. Viktor's mother.
I noticed that the man was still looking at me. He just looked behind when he feel the presence of two people in our direction. After that, he return his gaze to me like he was asking my expressions.
"Oh, look who's here aunt Victoria? The only woman I know that has no manners. What are you doing here? Seriously until here at Viktor's office? Do you still have the guts to bring here your filthy body? After what you did to me, do you think I'll allow you to enter this place? A woman like you should not dare to come here." Beatrice said angrily as if he could kill me using her sharp eyes.
I was not shaken by what Beatrice was saying but instead smiled sparingly at Aunt Victoria. Until now I still can't fully imagine that the kindness she had shown to me was not true. She has been my second mother since I allow Viktor to become part of my life. I was more hurt when I remember the years that she said those words. It's like I was never good in her eyes we had nothing in common.
Aunt Victoria remained looking at me with no traces of emotions. I'm sure she agreed to Beatrice's words. She was even in her side when I'm pleading to her that I need her to believe me. It hurts to think but I can't do anything if she thinks that way about me. I just can't accept that the person I once trusted will only mean nothing to me.
"Is that all you want to say just to drive me away? You even bring with you your ally to make me the scoundrel here and you as the victim? Don't worry I never wish to be here and to be surrounded with the hypocritical persons I've ever known." I speak modestly but seriously.
I see how they look dumbfounded because I was looking at them keenly. Aunt Victoria didn't even react but she also stared at me seriously. There was no place for anger on Beatrice's face. I also noticed that she looked around at me and at the man I was with. I don't know why she seems to know this man. Maybe that's because of Victor. I still don't know the reason why he was with Victor yesterday and why he was at the mansion. I don't even know, I seem to see the seriousness on Victor's face yesterday when he saw me staring at this man.
"You piece of nothing! How dare you called aunt Victoria like that? You were not ashamed and you even managed to be proud. Who do you think you are? You are just a low-born bitch. I won't be surprised how you poisoned Victor's brain to be obsessed with you. You are too flirty." he said with a fake smile as he hovered over to the man who was now staring straight at me.
"Are you talking to yourself? You know yourself very well why do you have to involve me in your dementia?" He was stunned when I said that and also looked at Viktor's mother who seemed to be asking for support.
She smirked and stared hard at the man without even reacting to her stare. I could see how she looked at my body and even seemed to stare at me like garbage in her eyes. I just don't know why she smiles every time she turned to the emotionless man. Won't this man leave? Does he like to watch being downgraded?
"You know what I love your guts. There's no shame left on your body. After you seduced my husband you have the confidence to flirt with others. You are not satisfied and seem to have more fun with someone else. If I were, you should stop being so hungry flirt craving to all men. What can they get from you? Are you trying to get this man using your trap because he is rich? I won't be surprised anymore because you're thirsty for money. You should your place or else you won't like to how you'll get your reward after ruining someone's life." Beatrice said like she's mean that her words.
I was no longer startled when Beatrice's eyes narrowed at the man and I was also not surprised why the man's eyes deepened while staring at Beatrice without emotion. I'm sure that they know each other. I don't know why it seems that I'm looking for more answers and explanations the moment Beatrice speaks again.
"Ash Gray Ventura. I never expect that I will see you in this position. Don't tell me that you're also seduced by this woman. How would my friend react if you just abandon her for this one? Either way, she can't be compared to Ava so be sure not to experience the worst thing that could happen in your life. Anyways, I'm sure how you deeply love Ava so I won't be scared for this." Beatrice said as if I would really do what she said.
Ava? Could it be the person in the small size picture? I remained quiet and was about to speak when the man ask me.