I was happy to see Bomi, more than I thought I would be. But ever since she came and went, I kept on thinking about Danbi and wondered if and how we could make up. I've never been good with friends, and I've never been good with girls, because I haven't had any.
Actually, I wasn't even sure that Danbi was 'mad' at me. I simply did not have the social aptitude to read or deal with such situations. It was impossible to understand the mind of a girl. Maybe she really just had enough of all this life-threatening drama that she got sucked into because of me.
She was a lovely girl and a loving daughter.
I may not understand how a girl feels, but as a child and having seen my own parents suffer the heartbreak, I could somewhat understand how it would feel if something horrible happened to me that broke my parent's heart even more.
I knew that all too well.