I could tell that she was hurting terrible and i trembled a bit. I knew i coast her alot of pain but i didn't know how to console her. I sat there looking at her completely spechless i knew no words could fix whatever that she was feelings at that moment so i sat silently. Once Mr Rimu was done he quietly and slowly made his way to us. He sat next to Terry and breathed out loudly. He looked as if he was defeated and seeing him thay way i knew that we were both doomed. I really wanted to get swallowed by the ground and signaled Mr: Rimu thay i wanted to step outside so that i could give them room to talk. He agreed to my request with a slight nod. Just as i was aboutto step outside Terry reached for my hand and gestured me take a sit. I did so and once i was sitted she gave me a very hard slap that made my ear ring and right there and then tears coe welling down my alredy red cheecks and mu hands were shaking like crazy out of the shock from the slap.thst she gave me. Iremained in the same position to get a hold of myself. Mr Rimu held Terry against him preventing her from hitting me again. I never saw the slap coming but i knew deep down that i deserved it. When i completely gained my posture back i went down on my knees infront of her and cast my head down. I.wad feeling ashamed of myself and i couldn't even say anything not even a single word could form iny mouth. Never in my life did i ever thought of having such analtercation especially that which was bexayse of love and that too with a married man. I knew from the word go that he was taken yet why was it so hard for me to avoid this.How hard had i flenfor him for him that it was hard for me to fight my feelings for him. How was i suplosed to conquere. Terry didn't look at me twice she didn't even utter a word not even a single word yet her silence and the tension inside the room spoke heafty of volumes. Terry collapsed on my bed and finally broke down. I slightly lifted my head to her direction and i happen to see Mr.Rimu 's face and i could tell that he was he was also hurting so fucking badly. I just knew right there andthen that i had made a very big mistake sunce he still loved his wife dearly. I never thought that the risk that i had taken was gonna be shirt leaved. Him knowinge had costed him dwarly. Imade my way towards Terry still on my knees placed my hands on her legs and asked for her to try and forgive me. "I know that i have hurt gravely and no amount of sorries or ant word no matter how long could fill the hole that i have created in your heart. I am willing to do anything just to tryand ease your pain. Anything". Then Mr Rimu ; spoke " Lina are you sure of what you are saying, i know things are a bitout of hand but it doesn't have to get to this ". As he stated this i could see Terry looking at him at the coner of my eye. I avoided glncsing at Mr Rimu . " Lina i hope you dont mind having a word with me at the car"? Terry asked non-chalantly.