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How it all actually started?
I... really not much remember, many things happen and ofcourse i know it. So much important to me, and yet, somehow it's hard for me to remember...
Since when it become like this, since when i am ended up to be like this?
...Ah, perhaps since that day?
I remember was choosing to stand up on the frontline to protect humanity. On that day... Polaris has deemed mankind to be corrupted and irredeemable, and thus used the Void to gradually destroy and remake the world
Polaris... What is polaris?
A God? Is polaris a God? No... I am sure polaris is not a God neither something almighty... Yes, polaris just seems almighty, but not actually almighty
Because... The existence of true God is should be something beyond our logic and common sense. Thats why anything that is still need some logic for something to be working, is not actually almighty...
But, i do believe there is greater power beyond our logic that we never gonna understand neither we gonna imagine about it.
Any supernatural creature or being who claim to be almighty... they are actually not. They are simply just something hard for us as human to understand... Something hard for us to accept, complicated... But not beyond our logic, it's not almighty
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Polaris...
The north and the brightest star in the sky, found in the Ursa Minor/Small Dipper constellation. In Norse Mythology the Pole Star is known as Veraldar Nagli or the World Spike, placed at the center of the universe and has the heavens revolve around it... Thats polaris
She is a godlike entity that resides in the Akasha Stratum, and has access to the Akashic Records, allowing her to edit the fate of multiple universes. She has inherited the Heavenly Throne from her predecessors, Kochab, Thuban and Vega, with Er Rai being her direct successor. This implies that Polaris is actually a member of an alien race, rather than a unique being.
There is also Canopus and septentriones, how could i forgot this things... My friend too, no, no way, am i somehow got amnesiac?
"Shining one... Should i call you administrator?" A gentle voice could be heard by me
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Suddenly i open my eyes "hah!" *Panting*
*Look at toward someone who seems worried to me*
("Who... Who? A- alcor")
... "Alcor" one word finally come out from my mouth while i look at alcor, he has curly white hair and a very pale complexion. He is always squinting, giving him a sleepy appearance and white make-up/eyelashes around his eyes. He usually wears a red and black striped shirt with a frilled undershirt. But currently alcor wears same white jacket that has a hoodie that resembles rabbit's ears same like me
"You really looking bad administrator..."
"... Just stop it to call me with that, please call me with my name a- alcor" i reply at him, so plain and simple manner but there is slight smile on my face
"Hm, fine... Hibiki are you okay" alcor seems choosing his word
"... Am i? I- i don't know, i feel weird alcor, i feel uncertain and unstable"
"..." Alcor look at hibiki while try to heard carefully
"*Sighing* ... It feels like i slowly forgot what make me as hibiki kuze" i said at alcor
"I think the feeling of uneasy is the word you try to said hibiki" said alcor
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"Alcor... I am-"
"Perhaps... Is let you ended up in heavenly throne is actually mistake? Is our choice to make human administrator is wrong... Thats what you think isn't it?" Alcor look at me calmly
"... Alcor, i am actually scared" i said to alcor
"Scared?" Said alcor
"Being administrator of akashic record... Is not simple like i actually really think of it"
"So, perhaps do you regret it?"
"No, that not what i mean... It just, i think slowly feels losing myself as hibiki kuze" i said toward alcor
"Hibiki... I already said this before, but you have me as your sword. As long i am alive and still around you, i will dedicated myself for you" alcor said to me
"... I know, i am really grateful for you still keeping on my side"
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Alcor smile gentlely while giving slight bow to me, then he look at blue transparent glass board in front of me
"So you still gonna do it" alcor said with unwilling tone
"There is no only way... At least, this is the most best option i could only think for me to counter that possibility" i said with irony *chuckles*
"Project slayer..." alcor said
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"I already send it to many side already... This my hope alcor"
"Hope..." Alcor
I am nodded at alcor "Yes, it might be still the seeds that i planted, but this is still a back up and counter for the problem. So when the next polaris come... Everything will be fine" i smile gentlely
"... If you said so, then i am too gonna put my faith into this hope" alcor also smiling and chuckles
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Teyvat, a continent or world full of mistery and history. So many thing happen on this land, either it's something beautiful or tragedy. Both painting this world with so many color
In this continent, there is seven region with the seven archon who lead each nation based their own ideal, value, rule, and path
Each people who live in this world living with their own story as best as they can. It's the world that full with fantasy, dream, and also the unknown mistery...
Currently night has come on teyvat, a bright star filled the night sky, and there is also beautiful shining moon showering teyvat with moonlight of tranquility
Meanwhile in Liyue, could be seen the city filled with the lights of people who currently continue their daily activities.
The busy morning, turned into a relaxing evening. But, this city is never quiet, after all this region known as city of contract.
A lot merchant from all region gathering in liyue only for one things, which is for more great fortune.
But, ofcourse fortune is not for anyone...
"400 mora... Either you take it or not"
"What?! But... But... 400 mora is too cheap, i am really working hard to gather this things" *pointed at material she try collected at forest*
A shabby looking girl around 10 years old with ragged clothes is selling the materials she had just gathered from the forest to a merchant in Liyue. Her name was Chang Yu, she had really tried hard to gather the materials in hopes of getting mora from the merchant in Liyue, but it seems she had set her hopes too high
"If you don't like it, that is fine for me. After all, is not like your material will really selling well. If i want few material like this, i could simply asking someone from adventurer guild for something more efficient. Then again, this things is not worth for selling" said merchant
"At- at least... Give me 1000 mora please" The girl bow at the merchant
"What are you doing kid? Aren't i already said this things is only worth for 400 mora..."
"Please... I really need that money" the girl insist without shame and keep asking desperately
"*Sigh* tsk! Look kid, i am doing business, not charity okay? I don't know what is your reason is and neither i care about it. But if you keep acting unreasonable like this... You will put me in difficult positition" said the merchant while also can feel the slight gaze from other people who passing by
Chang yu really understand what she is doing right now is unpleasant, unsightly, and shameless. She might be still 10 years old, but she do understand what she doing right now is unreasonable. Even so...
"Please..." She said while holding herself from crying, her tone slightly shaking
The merchant look who looking at the little girl feel uncomfortable and in the end choose to admit defeat.
"Fine... I'll give you 1000 mora, but make sure later not come to my shop again, understand?"
"T- thank you" she giving the merchant bow of her gratitude, there is slight tears on her edge eyes
After the merchant giving her 1000 mora, the little girl leaving the shop with happy face
The girl then running on liyue main street, the night time of liyue is so crowded in main street. On the left of the right, there are so many sparkling places where everyone gathering.
whether it's a tea shop, restaurant, or nightlife venue. The place is full with people, but among passing by people on the street, chang yu running toward specific place.
"Mr. erick... I bring the money!" The little kid enter specific bar where fatui organization used it as their main base in liyue
"Oh little yu! You come..." The man have smirk on his face, sit on the table and drinking with his group friend of fatui
Fatui is military organization from snezhnaya region under archon named tsaritsa.
"So like usual, eh..." Said the masked man
"*Nodded* Em, i have 1000 mora like you ask... Please give me the potion" chang yu said hopefully
"1000 mora... Hmm, well, thats the problem little yu" said the masked man and look hesitate, while other his friend watching the conversation feeling amusement
"... Whats wrong mr. Erick" Chang yu said her shoulders slumped and feel worried
"You see, I don't think I'm saying this. But the market conditions have been very unstable lately, and the price of materials for making potion have been fluctuating... so I doubt I can sell it for 1000 mora" Said the masked man
"... Eh?" Chang yu suprised, her hand holding tight on her own clothes
The masked man looking at little girl reaction who feel worried. For chang yu, she really don't understand what is wrong if market being unstable. After all, she herself can't even reading or writing. She just ordinary 10 years old kid who struggle as best as she can, but after hearing what mr.erick word. She can guess what he said mean bad news for her...
"... So- so can i have the potion mr. Erick, or" Said chang yu
The masked man just smile gentlely, "well, i am not sadist. Ofcourse people known me as understanding person, there is no way i will abandoned little chang yu" he pat chang yu head
"... Th- thank you, so i can have the potion" said chang yu seems feel relief
"Ofcourse, here..." The masked man giving the potion at little girl
"Thank you, thank you..." Chang yu feel grateful
"But, it's only this time, you understand little yu?"
"Em *nodded*, next time i will bring more money" Chang yu said, while the man just smile gentlely
After that chang yu giving polite bow and leaving the place
"*Chuckles* really bad hobby you have there erick" said woman voice drink beverages while sit behind on the chair
"Please, i am just simply try gather more income with this pennies" said the man while smirking at woman
"I heard that little girl mother, is sick"
"Oh, you know?"
"Something like that, so is that really potion? 1000 mora for potion is really cheap"
"Ofcourse, i am generous person after all, how could you looking at me like that? Well, you see, thats potion i give to her basically just water with sleeping drug. But it's still counts as potion right?" The masked man laugh
"Wow, truly evil... You sure not feeling afraid toward bad karma" said the woman feel amusing
"Karma? you sure said something funny lise *laughing*. Well, i guess humour is also one of your trait" entire bar full with laughing of fatui group
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Chang yu home is a bit far from liyue city, and far away from settlement where people live. Her home is located right on the mountain and on the edge of the forest near the river.
When chang yu arrive at her home, she find her mother lying down on the floor
"Mother!" Chang yu shocked, she helping her mother lying down on the bed
"*Cough* *cough*" Chang yu mother
"Mother please drink the potion, this is good medicine..." The little girl can see her mother feel really hurt right now. Actually she herself is really feel afraid and uneasy, just looking at her own mother state, it feels she gonna crying. But, she choose to hold it
After let her mother drink the medicine or potion, her mother slowly could sleeping calmly. Though it doesn't mean chang yu can feel relieved.
She already giving her own mother same potion again and again, hoping her mother condition will got better, but in the end her mother condition just become more worse for each days.
Chang yu can hear the noise from her stomach, she feel hungry. She still doesn't eat anything since morning. After all she busy spend her days to gather material she could find in forest, then selling it for mora, so she can buy potion from Mr. Erick.
*Sigh* chang yu choose left her home and going to outside, the river is really near from her home, so she choose to go there for clear her head.
Chang yu drink water from river, filled her stomach with more water so she is not feel hungry anymore. As 10 year old children, her logic is truly simple.
Then chang yu look at herself on the river. She can see her own reflection on the river.
Somehow the dam inside her was slowly breaking down...
"Hiks, hiks... It's hurt, i can't doing this anymore father, it's truly hard living without you and mother support" she close her face with her palm, she try stop crying and hold it, but instead it only make her crying more
She remember when see glittering place in liyue, people with nice clothes, a child with the same age like her which have happy time with their own family, people eating delicious food, toy, and etc... People look happy, but why she is not?
She feel envy... It ended up she realize how hurt her feeling right now. She know complaining will not change anything, but she just can't do this anymore, she feel tired...
Then the girl remember her own mother who currently sick, her crying slowly stop and she make a new resolve.
"In the end chang yu just awkward kid who is kind to the core and a bit clumsy"
She remember her own father word it put smile on her face, she believe she need to endure a little bit. As long she can keep doing this, she believe her mother will got better, and then...
*BOOM!!!*
"!!?" Chang yu shocked and suprise toward the sounds of explosion, she try to look where is the explosion come from
And then she can see the big smoke inside forest not far from her current location
"Falling star?" Said chang yu
She feel curious and ended up choosing to check up the source of the explosion
When she arrive, she feel Amazed toward crater on the ground
"Wha-... What happen here? Hm?" Chang yu looking at the center of the crater, without realize her careless and ignorant choice might be looks like a moron move
"A guy?" Chang yu said, she looking at the young man currently lying down on the ground.
He simply just look like ordinary human and there is nothing wrong with him. At least thats how chang yu see the person in front of her
If we go with description, it will be Young around 18 or 20 years old, good looking, light build, blue eyes *chang yu try open his eyes while the person is still unconscious*
"He have gentle appearance" chang yu said while curious
He is wearing white jacket with the hood that has long rabbit-like ears. Under his jacket, he wears black shirt with a blue and white striped necktie, blue pants and dark navy sneakers
"Ugh... What i should do with this person" Chang yu look at the person while sweatdrop
That day, hibiki kuze finally arrive in teyvat