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A MORTAL'S DIVINE ANGUISH

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Chapter 1 - Oh, Goddess

Prologue: The Shattered Heavens

The heavens trembled as the clash of titans echoed through the void, shaking the very fabric of creation. At the heart of the storm, two figures stood locked in a battle that had torn the sky itself. Venlyra, Goddess of Love, already bore deep wounds. Her once-radiant form was battered and bruised, her divine light flickering like a dying star. Blood, shimmering with the essence of the gods, stained her hands as she stood defiantly before her opponent.

Tarethor, King of the Gods, towered over her. His eyes, like burning suns, were cold, his expression unreadable. He had shaped worlds with his will, bent reality to his whims, yet now he faced the goddess with a grim resolve. Around them, the other gods and goddesses watched in silence, their forms still and quiet, their judgments withheld.

Venlyra stumbled, her breath shallow, but her spirit unbroken. "Do you not hear them, Tarethor? Their cries, their endless suffering?" she whispered, her voice trembling with the weight of untold grief.

Tarethor's eyes flickered, his tone laced with irritation. "Their suffering is the natural order. It passes, as all things do. You have let their mortal anguish cloud your judgment."

Venlyra's hand, still aflame with love's sacred fire, moved to strike again, but the force behind it was waning. Her movements, once graceful and full of purpose, were now burdened by pain. "You speak as though it means nothing," she rasped, her voice cracking. "They are more than passing shadows… I feel their hearts, breaking, their souls withering—"

Tarethor caught her weakened strike with ease, his grip firm yet indifferent. "Because you allow yourself to. You, who once ruled over love without question, now falter because of a temporary sorrow."

Venlyra's eyes flashed, but there was no strength left in her to fight. "Temporary sorrow?" she breathed, incredulous. "Is this what we are now, Tarethor? Gods who look down on the suffering and do nothing?"

"You are consumed by this," he said, softer now, as though reasoning with a child lost in a dream. "It's a phase, Venlyra. A storm that will pass. You are rebelling against nothing but your own illusions."

She staggered back, clutching at the wound on her side, her divine ichor seeping into the ground. "I am not rebelling for the sake of it. I'm struggling to make sense of it all. Their pain... their suffering... how can you stand by and call it a phase?"

Tarethor's gaze hardened. "Really? You would go against us, your own kin, for them?" His voice was heavy, tinged with both disappointment and disbelief, as though her defiance was a personal affront to his rule.

Venlyra's shoulders sagged, her once-majestic form now fragile and broken. She shook her head, whispering, "I am not trying to go against you. I'm just struggling to make their suffering make sense."

A thick silence hung in the air, as if the universe itself held its breath. The gods watched, their expressions blank, their thoughts a mystery.

"I see," Tarethor finally said, his voice a low, cold murmur.

In a single, fluid motion, Tarethor summoned a dagger from the void—rusted, ancient, and surrounded by a dark, malevolent aura. Its jagged edge crackled with a black and red lightning that seemed to hunger for the divine essence it was meant to destroy.

Venlyra's eyes widened in horror, but before she could speak, the dagger plunged into her chest, piercing her heart. Black and red lightning coiled around the wound, sinking deep into her very soul.

She gasped, a sharp, broken sound that barely escaped her lips. Her wide eyes locked onto Tarethor's, searching his face for something—remorse, regret, perhaps even a flicker of the bond they once shared. But all she found was cold indifference. Disbelief spread across her features, her brows furrowing as the weight of betrayal crushed down on her. How could it be him? The one who had stood beside her for ages, who had shared the same divine purpose, was now the hand that dealt her death.

Her eyes narrowed, the disbelief fading as disgust took its place. It was not just the act that sickened her, but the callousness behind it—the ease with which he condemned her, as if she were no more than a fading memory. Her lips quivered, trying to form words, desperate to make him understand, to plead, to curse him—but no sound emerged. Her voice, once the embodiment of love's essence, was gone, stolen by the pain coursing through her, silenced by the jagged blade still lodged in her chest.

For a moment, she tried to fight it, clinging to whatever strength remained in her fractured body. Her gaze, once fierce with defiance, began to waver. Slowly, the fire in her eyes flickered, then dimmed, the embers of her divine light burning out as the weight of her fate pressed down on her. Her breath came in shallow gasps, each one more labored than the last, until it became clear—there was no more fighting left in her.

Her body, once radiant with the glow of eternal life, now trembled under the weight of her injuries. The brilliant, golden light that had once flowed through her veins like liquid fire was dimming, fading to a pale shimmer as each labored breath drew her closer to oblivion. Her limbs, which had once moved with the grace and strength of a goddess, sagged, too heavy to lift, as if the very air around her pressed down like an unbearable burden. Even her wings, once spread wide with divine majesty, now drooped, tattered and broken, barely holding on to the last threads of her being.

Her spirit, once unyielding and fierce, began to fracture, bending beneath the crushing inevitability of her demise. The fire in her heart, which had fueled her defiance and rebellion, flickered weakly, like a candle struggling against the wind. Every beat of her heart sent waves of agony through her, each one more intense than the last, and yet she did not cry out. Her body may have been failing, but her resolve remained unbroken, even as the end approached.

Her eyelids fluttered, heavy with exhaustion, as if they too were surrendering to the darkness that crept in at the edges of her vision. The world around her blurred, the vibrant hues of the heavens reduced to shadows and muted colors. Her once-bright gaze, filled with passion and love, grew distant, unfocused, as though the light of the cosmos was slipping through her fingers. She could feel the cold grip of death pulling her down, an inescapable force that whispered in her ear, calling her to rest.

Her breathing slowed, each inhale shallower than the last, until it was no more than a faint whisper against the storm still raging above. And then, with a final, soft exhale, she let go. Her lips parted in a quiet surrender, not in defeat but in acceptance—a recognition that her fight was over.

In that moment, the heavens wept as her form, fragile and broken, ignited in a final surge of light—white and blinding, pure as the love she had embodied for eons. The brilliance radiated from her like the heart of a dying star, casting the battlefield in a radiant glow that momentarily turned the storm to stillness. Her silhouette dissolved, piece by piece, into the light, her divine essence scattering into the ether like the last breath of a dying flame.

The dagger, still lodged in her chest, vanished with her, consumed by the same radiant void. Its malevolent aura, so full of darkness and malice, was swallowed up, disappearing as though it had never existed.

The storm that had torn the heavens apart now stilled. Silence fell over the divine realm, the echo of battle fading into nothingness. The gods, who had watched without a word, remained unmoved. They stood as statues, neither mourning nor celebrating, their expressions unreadable as the last remnants of love's light faded from the heavens.

Tarethor stood at the heart of it all, his towering presence unshaken. His expression remained cold, indifferent, as if untouched by the enormity of what had just transpired. Yet, for all his resolve, something broke through that stony façade. A single tear, almost imperceptible, slipped from the corner of his eye, falling silently through the void. It was swallowed by the silence, its journey unnoticed by the other gods, as though it was a secret meant only for him.

The tear disappeared, leaving no trace behind, much like Venlyra herself. Yet, for that fleeting moment, it betrayed the weight of his actions—a sorrow hidden deep beneath the mask of indifference.

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Chapter 1: Oh, Goddess

"Oh, goddess of the endless skies,

Can't you feel these mortal cries?

In your light, I stand and yearn,

Will your heart begin to turn?"

 

The melancholy notes of the song drifted through the dense canopy of the Forest of Whispering Pines, carried on the whisper of the evening breeze. The young man's voice wove through the stillness, clear yet heavy with longing, as if the very trees and creatures listened in quiet reverence.

As the sun dipped below the horizon, casting long shadows across the land, the young man trudged through the forest, dragging an oversized warthog behind him. His boots crunched through the underbrush; each step marked by the rhythmic sway of the beast he towed. His rough hands gripped the makeshift harness tightly, a testament to the day's hard work and the humble life he led. Yet, even after a day's toil, his thoughts were never far from the divine, his song rising from a place deep within, where wonder and loneliness intertwined.

The forest seemed to listen in silence as the young man's song faded into the evening. The crickets began their chorus, and the distant hoot of an owl added its note to the symphony of nightfall. As he neared the edge of the forest, the ambiance began to change. The soothing sounds of nature gave way to the distant murmur of village life. The young man's thoughts shifted from the solitude of the forest to the familiar warmth of Eldergrove, a place where the divine yearnings of his song would soon blend with the bustle of everyday life.

He emerged from the forest's edge, entering the bustling village. The streets were alive with activity as villagers prepared for the evening, and the young man's presence drew a mix of reactions. While some greeted him with nods and smiles, others whispered behind their hands. "Look at him dragging that bloody thing over there," one villager muttered, their voice laced with scorn. "I guess even Mr. Scholar can still hunt." The murmurs of disdain were unmistakable, hinting at the prejudice he faced for his scholarly interests, seen by some as a sign of weakness despite his evident prowess as a hunter.

As he approached the village square, he spotted a familiar face by the well. A young woman, her features illuminated by the fading light, was chatting animatedly with a group of friends. Her laughter rang out like music, a sharp contrast to the whispers he had just overheard. When she saw him, her face brightened, and she excused herself from her friends to meet him.

"Hey, Kae," she beamingly said.

"Hey, Elaine," he said, managing a genuine smile despite his exhaustion. "I've had a long day. Brought back a warthog for Grandpa Vel and me."

Elaine's eyes sarcastically widened with admiration. "You're a real hero, you know that? Not everyone would attempt to hunt such a 'ferocious' beast."

"Just doing my part," he shrugged, though his modesty couldn't hide the pride in his eyes.

As they walked together towards Elaine's house, their conversation turned to Veldric, Elaine's grandfather. "So, how's Grandpa Vel doing?" he asked.

"Still as stubborn as ever," Elaine replied with a chuckle. "He's been buried in old tomes all day. And you know how he gets about the anti-gods movement. He's been talking about it a lot lately."

"The anti-gods movement?" he asked, raising an eyebrow.

"Yes," Elaine said, her tone growing serious. "It's been gaining momentum. Some people are starting to question the gods, especially after all the divine interventions or lack thereof."

He frowned. "I've heard whispers, but I didn't realize it was becoming such a big deal."

Elaine sighed. "It's worrying. Grandpa says it's part of a larger pattern, but he's been tight-lipped about the details."

As they reached Elaine's house, a modest cottage with a thatched roof, they saw Veldric Hawke sprawled out on the roof, his robes flapping in the breeze. Elaine's eyes widened in horror.

"Oh, Grandpa!" Elaine exclaimed, rushing up the front steps. "What are you doing up there? It's dangerous!"

Veldric, with a mischievous glint in his eye, called down, "Just getting some fresh air, my dear."

"You're going to give me a heart attack!" Elaine scolded, her hands on her hips. "Get down from there before you hurt yourself!"

Kaelan watched with a smirk as Veldric and Elaine bickered. The old mage, despite his advanced years, was as spry and spirited as ever. Their back-and-forth was a familiar and endearing sight.

Elaine, with a dramatic flair, threw her hands up and said, "I wish you'd just fall already!"

As if by some twist of fate or magic, Veldric's footing faltered. With a startled yelp, he slipped and began to fall. The young man's reflexes kicked in, and he rushed forward, catching Veldric before he hit the ground.

"Are you alright, Grandpa Vel?" he asked, concern etched on his face.

Veldric looked up at him, his expression a mix of gratitude and mock annoyance. "Thank you. And Elaine, you witch!"

Elaine's eyes widened in surprise. "I swear I didn't—"

Veldric waved her off with a grin. "I'm fine, just a little shaken. Now, let's get inside before the witch strikes again."

With a final chuckle, Veldric, and the young man made their way into the cozy cottage, with Elaine in tow, still scolding her grandfather.

Inside the warm glow of the cottage, Kaelan carefully dropped the oversized warthog onto the wooden table, its weight thudding heavily on the surface. The scent of pine and roasted herbs filled the room as a fire crackled in the hearth, casting flickering shadows against the walls.

"Grandpa Vel," Kaelan said with a grin, "I think it's time."

Veldric smirked, wiping his hands on his robes. "Of course, lad. Always happy to split a good meal." He stood tall, raising his hands. With a murmured incantation, an icy mist formed around his fingers, and a thin, sharp ice blade materialized in his hand. The blade shimmered in the dim light as he knelt beside the warthog and began expertly skinning it, the ice slicing through flesh and hide with ease.

Kaelan, leaning against the doorframe, folded his arms. "So, what do you make of this anti-gods movement?"

Before Veldric could respond, Elaine spoke up, crossing her arms. "It's mostly just people who think the gods aren't answering their prayers. Now they're bitter and stirring up trouble."

"You can also put it that way," Veldric added dryly, not looking up from his work as he continued skinning the warthog with swift precision. His hands moved with practiced grace, revealing the clean, glistening meat beneath the hide.

As Veldric began the delicate process of cutting the warthog in half, he continued, "But there's some truth to what they're saying. In the old days, the gods didn't just linger in the skies, watching us like we're ants in a glass jar. They were… involved. Direct. You could pray and expect an answer that was more than vague symbols or an inexplicable 'sign.'"

Kaelan's brows furrowed as he listened intently. "What do you mean?"

Veldric's hands worked the ice blade as he cut through bone with ease. "Back then, they walked among us. Mortals and gods were almost like kin. The four empires—Valoria, Elaris, Kharazad, and Aqualoria—they all worked together. There was peace. Prosperity. The gods gave guidance, and in return, we offered our respect and faith. It was like living in a utopia. But then…" Veldric paused, his blade still for a moment as he reminisced. "One day, they just… left. As if they were never there."

The room grew quiet, the only sound being the soft crackling of the fire and the rhythmic movement of the blade slicing through flesh.

Kaelan, deep in thought, remained silent. He had heard tales of the gods, of course, but the way Veldric spoke of them now felt different. More personal, more vivid than the legends passed down through the generations.

Veldric's voice broke the silence. "So, lad, do you want the head or the butt?"

Caught off guard, Kaelan blinked, his mind still turning over Veldric's words. "But why did they—"

"Butt it is!" Veldric cut him off with a mischievous grin, not giving him a chance to finish the question.

Elaine huffed, eyeing the warthog with a playful frown. "Why do you always cut it down the middle of the stomach, Grandpa? Wouldn't it make more sense to go from head to tail?"

Veldric shrugged, wiping his hands clean on a rag. "I find it amusing to leave the hard choices to you two. A little excitement in our dull village life."

Elaine rolled her eyes. "You're impossible."

The two men shared a lighthearted laugh, the tension from the earlier conversation dissipating for a moment. Elaine moved towards the table and gestured to them. "Come on, dinner's ready."

Veldric murmured another spell. This time, a block of ice encased one of the warthog halves, preserving it for future meals. He placed the block on the far side of the room, while the other half was left for Kaelan.

As they sat down to eat, Veldric continued, the light of the fire reflecting in his sharp eyes. "Anyway, that's why I said there's some truth to the words of the anti-gods movement. But I don't agree with their ways."

Kaelan took a bite of the hearty stew Elaine had prepared, his curiosity piqued once more. "What ways?"

Veldric's face darkened slightly. "There've been… reports. Whispers from the neighboring villages and towns. Priests—those gifted with healing and blessings—they've been found dead. And not just common priests, but those with real power, those who can tap into the divine. They even managed to kill the 'Saint' of our kingdom."

Elaine's spoon hovered over her bowl as she glanced nervously between the two men.

"Elara Faye the Saint of Valoria?" Kaelan echoed, his voice low. "She's dead?"

Veldric nodded grimly, stirring his own bowl absentmindedly. "Yes, and it's not just one or two isolated incidents. It's happening across Anthera. No one knows exactly who's behind it, but the anti-gods movement seems to be at the center of it all."

Silence fell over the table as Kaelan processed the information. The world outside their small village was growing darker, more complicated. And yet, here they were, sharing a meal in the warmth of the cottage as if everything was still normal.

Kaelan finished his bowl and wiped his mouth, glancing at Elaine and Veldric. "Thanks for the meal," he said, standing and moving to grab his half of the warthog.

Elaine shot him a teasing look. "You're not going to help clean up? Dining and dashing again?"

With a playful grin, Kaelan slung the warthog over his shoulder. "I'll get it next time!"

Elaine waved her dishcloth at him as he darted for the door. "That's what you always say!" Her voice echoed after him as he disappeared into the evening, his figure fading into the twilight, leaving the warmth of the cottage behind.

With half of the warthog slung over his shoulder, he moved quickly through the quiet streets of Eldergrove, the cool night air brushing against his skin. Despite the lateness of the hour, it wasn't hard to see where he was going. The stars twinkled brightly in the clear sky, and a full moon bathed the village in silver light. His boots pounded the dirt road as he ran, feeling the rhythm of the earth beneath him.

As Kaelan made his way toward the outskirts of the village, something strange caught his eye. Up ahead, there was a large gathering in the village square, a mass of people congregated under the moonlight. He slowed his pace, his brows furrowing in curiosity. The village was rarely this lively at night.

Coming to a standstill, Kaelan took in the scene. A man stood in the middle of the crowd, his voice booming with intensity as he preached to the villagers. The crowd, seemingly entranced by his words, grew more agitated with every syllable. Kaelan edged closer, trying to catch what the man was saying.

"In shadows beneath the skies, we crawl," the man cried out, his voice laced with anger, "mortal hands reaching for the stars. Our breath a fleeting whisper, just a call. While gods above weave destiny's bars!"

The crowd stirred restlessly, murmurs of agreement rising with every word. Their faces, illuminated by torchlight, were painted with frustration and bitterness. Kaelan's pulse quickened as the tension in the air thickened. He recognized the man's words—it was the rhetoric of the anti-gods movement.

As Kaelan reached the edge of the crowd, the man in the center continued his tirade, his voice growing louder. "I say let them watch us from heights above. Their immortality cold and still. We the weak will rise with love, and bend this world to our iron will!"

With each word, the crowd became more unruly, their anger feeding off the man's fiery speech. The once peaceful night began to change. The gentle breeze grew stronger, the air swirling with an ominous energy. Clouds gathered rapidly overhead, darkening the sky, swallowing up the stars. The wind howled, whipping through the village as if stirred by the man's words.

Suddenly, a flash of lightning streaked through the sky, striking a house nearby. The roof ignited instantly, flames licking upward into the stormy air. Gasps erupted from the crowd, but the man in the middle pointed to the fire with a triumphant sneer.

"See?" he shouted, his voice cutting through the chaos. "They don't care! The gods watch us suffer and do nothing!"

Without hesitation, Kaelan dashed toward the burning house, climbing swiftly onto the roof. The flames crackled around him, but he focused on putting out the fire. Grabbing a bucket of water from the ground below, he doused the flames, fighting against the blaze with all his strength. As the fire began to die down, Kaelan glanced up at the sky.

Amidst the swirling storm clouds, there was a small patch of sky left untouched, a tiny oasis of stars. Kaelan's heart tightened in his chest, and he found himself whispering under his breath, "Oh, goddess of the endless skies, can't you feel these mortal cries?"

As if in response to his words, a blinding white light suddenly flashed from the center of the untainted starry sky. The crowd below gasped in awe, their attention torn from the preacher. Kaelan's eyes widened as a massive meteor began to descend from the heavens, engulfed in pearly white flames tinged with rainbow hues.

He stared in disbelief as the meteor grew larger and larger, hurtling toward the earth at incredible speed. Without taking his eyes off the phenomenon, Kaelan scrambled to a higher vantage point, climbing to the peak of the roof. From there, he had a clear view of the meteor's descent. It streaked across the sky like a falling star, beautiful and terrifying in its brilliance.

With a deafening crash, the meteor struck the heart of the Whispering Pines Forest, sending a shockwave that rippled through the trees and into the village. The ground beneath Kaelan's feet trembled, and the force of the impact nearly knocked him off the roof. He quickly set the warthog down, his thoughts racing.

His curiosity just couldn't let him stand there. Gripping the edge of the roof, Kaelan leaped to the ground and took off toward the forest. His legs pumped hard as he sprinted through the village and into the woods, the adrenaline surging through his veins. Branches whipped past his face as he navigated the dense foliage, nearly losing his balance several times as the uneven terrain threatened to trip him up.

Finally, he reached the clearing where the meteor had crashed. The trees around the impact site were flattened, and the ground was scorched and steaming. In the center of the crater, Kaelan's breath caught in his throat. Lying amidst the destruction was an unconscious woman, her body limp and broken.

She wore a white dress adorned with light gold lace, but the fabric was torn and soaked with blood. Her long red hair cascaded over her shoulders, and her face, though smeared with dirt and blood, was hauntingly beautiful.

Kaelan's heart pounded in his chest as he approached her, his mind spinning. Who was she? And what was she doing here, at the center of this cataclysm?

Dropping to his knees beside her, he reached out hesitantly. The woman's skin was cold to the touch, and her injuries were severe. He looked around frantically, but there was no one else in sight. Just the silent trees and the still-smoldering earth.

"Who are you…?" Kaelan whispered, his voice barely audible against the distant rumble of thunder.

But there was no answer. Only the quiet of the forest and the weight of the unknown.