When Lieselotte returned home, she slumped into the Prussian blue velvet sofa, took off her coat, took off her earrings, took off her high heels, scattered them aside, poured her wine into her glass, and watched the moonlight outside the window.
The experience of these two days made Lieselotte feel more happy than ever, she didn't expect to see her again, she didn't expect her to come.
She originally thought that the result was that she might not come, or she would not accept the lottery if she came. She knew Katelynn, she was such an indifferent character, everything had nothing to do with herself.
It seemed that everything could not mention her interest, but she came, she accepted it. This reunion made Lieselotte feel like a dream.
She had fantasised many times about reunion, about her demeanour and expression when she saw her again, what would she say, what would she do, what would K's expression be? She couldn't imagine, maybe it was indifference, or a demeanour she didn't dare to think of, but it all happened just right, the memory was gone, but the memory of the body, the memory of the soul, seemed to still be there, still deeply engraved in the hearts of the two people.
Lieselotte closed her eyes and took a long breath, the images of the past few days flashed in her mind, the close-up kisses, the encounters outside the elevator, the encounters in the toilets, these close encounters drove her crazy, and when she touched her, she couldn't control her heart. She kept suppressing the urge to kiss Katelynn, she wanted to kiss her for seven days and seven nights, hugged her to sleep every night, buried her head in her neck, whispered love to her ear, and when she woke up in the morning, kissed her forehead, watched her finish her breakfast, and drove her to work.
These daily scenes are the only thoughts that have kept Lieselotte alive these past 7 years, they used to love each other, so much so that the Bloods couldn't stand it.
Lieselotte didn't care, race was a hindrance to her, if she wasn't a vampire everything might have been better, everything might have gone smoother, she could have been free to love her, she could have loved her freely, she could have loved her freely, she could have loved her more without a care in the world, it's a sweet destiny that Lieselotte loved her, she just loved her. .
After lying down for a while, Lieselotte opened the refrigerator and took out a heart-shaped blood plasma ice cube from the frozen layer, the white ice cube was wrapped in a blood plasma filling, which Katelynn had done for her in the past, and Katelynn would often add some raspberry jam and syrup to the blood plasma, even though Lieselotte said, I can't taste it. Katelynn just smiled, pinched her face, and said, "Our Katelynn is a child too."
Later, after the separation, Lieselotte learned on her own, and Lieselotte, who often cuddled and watched Katelyn make them, began to try them on her own.
As Lieselotte sucked on the ice, she remembered the expression on Katelynn's face when she first learnt that she was a vampire, how can I describe it? Katelynn's face didn't have any ripples, instead, Katelynn stepped a little closer to her, touched Lieselotte's cheeks and said,
"I'm not afraid, I love you, you're not afraid of me who has never even possessed love before, so how can I be disgusted with you? You let me have love, you let me feel love, you love me with all your heart, you give me your whole being, you embrace me warmly, you suppress your nature to love me, you endure the temptation of human blood, Lieselotte, I will only love you more, more and more. How could I ever leave you when I am so?"
Lieselotte thought about it, crying uncontrollably, sobbing as she struggled to prop up the table.
Katelynn, I miss you so much, I miss you so much, but you can't remember anything.
Oria company bus stop.
Katelynn got on bus number 777, got off at 6 stops and walked straight home, it was a small apartment, Katelynn stopped in front of door 707, pressed the code, and pushed the door open.
The home was empty, only a bed and some basic furniture and supplies, and nothing superfluous. Gray sheets, gray pillows, gray quilt covers, gray sofas, most of the things visible to the naked eye are gray, just like what others think of as Katelynn, a faint, expressionless, seemingly emotionless working machine.
Katelynn put down her backpack and lay down on the sofa, which felt wrapped in due to the lower weight limit.
The moment Katelynn lay down made she feel a little lonely for the first time in so long, in the past she was obviously used to loneliness, used to being alone, since she was 6 years old. She has dealt with many things alone, making decisions alone, going to school alone, going home alone, eating alone. There are countless people, she has always been herself, and after these few days of intensive hugs and kisses. Katelynn felt extremely warm, and after the warmth, it was so lonely.
Is warmth a dream? So illusory, so fleeting. Katelynn doesn't believe in fate, because fate is for people who have concerns in their hearts, and Katelynn. What are the people who can care about??
With no family, no friends, no one who loves her, she doesn't know why she survives in this world, and does her existence mean anything to this world?
She only felt like a thin thread drifting in the wind, which might suddenly break one day and disappear without being discovered.
Open the refrigerator, neatly arranged transparent boxes, Katelynn took out a box above the refrigerator, and after closing it.
She took out the ice tray below, the heart-shaped pink ice tray was slightly obtrusive in the gray room, but Katelynn couldn't remember when she bought this ice tray, and some things in the house sometimes couldn't remember why they appeared here, obviously it was something completely different from her style, but she just couldn't remember when it appeared, and those things existed.
Katelynn does not take care of this pragmatism, and adheres to the attitude of not being ashamed when she exists, and continue to use it.
Katelynn pours the beans into the machine, sets the glass and waits for the ground coffee. In this gap, her mind flashed to the encounter with Lieselotte again today, that warm hug.
Katelynn came to her senses, picked up the glass, and put the heart-shaped ice cube in.
She preferred coffee with nothing, there was paranoia in this regard, she believed that coffee should be kept in its original form, coffee was coffee, milk was milk, they could only be them.
After drinking coffee, Katelynn turned on the TV, and the TV showed that familiar and unfamiliar face, the lady on the left was broadcasting, and on the right was the picture of a kiss from yesterday's concert.
"Yesterday's Lieselotte concert lottery amount was actually a reward for a kiss, and the lucky winner was an employee of Oria."
Katelynn looked at her unmosaiced face, and a strange emotion germinated, and now, the whole world knew about her.
Like a long-established boundary was broken, her world suddenly flooded into many people, but Katelynn for some reason, her heart was filled with a little warmth.
Katelynn couldn't recognize, for the current her, because she had never experienced it, she didn't know how to describe it, but Katelynn felt the corners of her mouth rise, that muscle seemed to have rarely been exercised.
Katelynn touched it with her left index finger in surprise, this, is it happy? Happiness turns out to be this feeling.
She slumped on the couch with relief, closed her eyes unconsciously, as if she were dreaming, dreaming of Lieselotte, dreaming of herself, they were lying on the lawn, there was a small river, there were a few black swans swimming in the river, a few birds flew in the sky from time to time, the trees were rustled by the wind, and sometimes the cheers of a few children were heard.
In the dream, Katelynn was lying, in order to focus on the shape of the leaves, Katelynn made two circles with his hands, in the shape of a telescope, looked at it, and suddenly Lieselotte's face appeared in two small circles, and asked with a smile, Katelynn, what are you looking at?
Katelynn stopped half-beating, retracted her hand, and said hesitantly, "I'm looking at the leaves." Lieselotte just laughed like that, but she didn't know that Katelynn's heart was about to jump out at that time, and at that moment, Katelynn wanted to kiss Lieselotte.
Katelynn suddenly turned around, her movement was so rapid that she kicked the pillow of the sofa to the ground, making a slight "thud" sound. The seat cushion on the edge lost its balance due to Katelynn's sudden turn, and moved half way, revealing a corner of the sofa.
At this moment, a Polaroid photo slipped from the gap in the sofa, flipped several times in the air, and finally landed gently on the carpet, making a slight sound like a leaf falling to the ground.
In the photo are Katelynn and Lieselotte.