I enjoy looking back at what I was doing on the same date one or two years ago.Even though I'm still young and I know I'll miss this year too much, I can't help but feel nostalgic all the time. I wish I could go back, even if it wasn't that long ago.As I mentioned, I like checking my memories from one or two years ago. Sometimes, I see things that remind me of bad times, but I still enjoy it. Last year was tough, just like this year. A lot happenedâat least, that's how I think.Maybe someone more mature wouldn't even care.There was a girl who stopped talking to me for a year, and now she wants to talk to me again.Last year, I spent so much time overthinking her silence. Did I deserve to be dumped? Probably not, since she said she had no real reason for cutting me off.Every time I look at photos from that time, I remember the different problems I was dealing with.Now, just because I had one or two more friends that are even long distance and I am dealing with loneliness, I wish I could go back.Do I gain anything? No.Do I lose? Yes, I'm wasting time now, which I will regret next year. It just keeps going in a loop.
One solution could be to write down the positive things we have now that we didn't have last year. This can show our progress because we often take our current blessings for granted. We focus on what we no longer have, but why should we care about things that no longer exist?