Sebastian
I can't believe it is over. What just happened? Have I really cut ties with Elizabeth? What did I just do? Why did I have to listen to people? I thought I had found what I had wanted for so long in Elizabeth. Moon goddess what is this? Why did you not just bless me with a normal mate like everyone else? Why did it have to be someone like her?
When I met Elizabeth that fateful night, my world had come to a stand still and I had known immediately that she was my fated mate even before I felt Kyle's excitement. I rejoiced with my inner wolf before carefully approaching her and thanked the moon goddess over and over for making Matt invite me to the boring prom party.
Coincidentally, she had been the one Matt could not stop talking about. And look at our
fate. She happened to be my mate but what I did not know was that she was special. Special in more ways than one.
Our first mating her had been divine and the feel of her tight body around my dick had almost been my undoing and that was how it had been, for the glorious two years we had been together.
I was okay with her being an omega, I just loved everything she was; her beautiful red hair, her fair skin and above all her unusual deep violet eyes with specks of silver, eyes I had never seen on any other werewolf in my life and when I saw her snow white wolf, Phoebe. I fell in love all over again. What more could a man ask for?
I looked around the room we shared and looked at the king size bed and remembered all the things we have done on that bed. A smile comes to my face. Elizabeth and I have been matched in every aspect. We were so compatible , not until about a year ago….
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I had just returned from the northern part of the territory where I have heard rumors of poaching by rogues with Conor, my Beta and all I wanted was a hot meal and to be in the arms of my mate.
Suddenly, I heard whisperings of the maids Betina and Ava gossiping.
"Have you noticed that since Luna came to this pack she has never missed her period . Do you think she is barren?"Bettina asked her fellow maid.
"I have been wondering the same thing too. By now there should be a pub running all over the house but nothing. Given that our Alpha married beyond his status ,now we have to also deal with the issue of barreness.What bad luck" Ava said, clicking her tongue and swarting the broom she was holding in a gesture similar to warding off evil.
"Not only that, have you noticed that Luna is not normal? Have you seen the way she looks at us? As if she can see everything about us, those unnatural eyes," Bettina continued with both maids shaking their bodies as if they had seen a ghost, shaking their heads.
"I am always afraid to go to her room.Tell me again, where did our Alpha find such a freak?" Ava, the other maid asked and suddenly froze as if she had seen a ghost.
Bettina continued talking with her back turned to the door . "If Alpha does not do something about it soon, I may have to leave this pack, I can't come and die an untimely death here ,who knows what this freak omega is capable of doing?
Ava, who had noticed the two men coming in, had fallen silent and had tried to warn Betina by nudging her urgently. "What is it Ava? Why are you….?" Her question died in her throat when she saw who was at the door. She fell down in fright at the sight of Sebastian,
"Welcome Alpha". She was sweating and shaking, thinking of what Sebastian would do to her for talking about Luna. "Welcome Alpha." Ava knelt down in greeting. Fidgeting and thinking, we are all dead now.
I looked at the two maids with all the fear evident in their eyes.
I turned and looked at Conor who had also heard the gossip. There was no expression on his face. I just nodded at the maids and got into the house looking for Elizabeth wondering "Was this what everyone really thought of my Luna? What am I going to do?"
Flashback Ends….
From that day on, the gossip grew more intolerable. It was so bad that I began to fear that there would be a revolt if something was not done. Although I loved Elizabeth with all my heart, I could not ignore what was going on and the fact that she had not conceived since we came here. Was she really barren?
For an alpha ,the greatest task was to have an heir. Yes I could leave the succession to Matt ,my brother who is also an alpha but would I be truly happy with not having a child of my own? All these thoughts festered and the continuous temptation from Sasha and her father, I could not just take it anymore.
For her safety and for her sake, I had to send Elizabeth away. I had noticed the various attempts on her life. I could not risk her being harmed .I would rather she thought I never loved her than to see her dead .
On that fateful day, I would have preferred I died than to reject and shame her publicly. That's why I had begged her to accept the rejection. And when she had, the pain was more excruciating than any I have ever known.
I watched the love of my life moving away and with every step she took, my heart shattered all over again. The tears in her beautiful violet eyes, the light that went out immediately in her eyes. Oh moon goddess, you have not been fair to me.
After finding her for such a long time, I had to let her go so miserably. Why? I felt tears brimming in my eyes. How would I live without her now? I have not cried since I lost my parents but today I feel like crying, for the love I have gained and lost.
Call me weak, I don't care. All I know is that my life can never be the same again .
I know I have disappointed a lot of people; Maggie, Matt and Conor. If I explain to them would they understand and maybe forgive me?
Elizabeth, will you understand my reasons? Will you be okay and safe? I look at the empty room. Yes it seemed empty even though Elizabeth had not taken a pin ,even the things she had with her, she had left them all behind.
Yes, this was an empty room without Elizabeth, this room and my heart would always be empty. From now on, I will live for just my pack and nothing else but will I be able to live with myself ever again?