In my mortal body, I found myself suffering once again. However, this time, I made a conscious effort to let go of control and stop suppressing the overwhelming emotions. I allowed myself to fully feel the overlapping waves of confusion and indescribable emotions.
I had no choice but to endure the suffering. My mind was incapable of thinking of any solutions while my body was engulfed in pain.
I lifted my head and extended my arms, a gesture of surrender. I no longer fought against the pain, despite my body screaming in agony as the blue flame burned through my organs.
Uncontrollably, I let out a scream of anguish, "Ahhhhhhhhhhhh, please stop this... please, kill me!"
It seemed that only death could bring an end to this suffering, and I found myself hoping for an earlier demise than before.
