LIAM
I have failed him.
I have failed him.
I fall on my knees, the endless stretch never ending as far as my eyes can see the sun is scorching hot on my skin, I feel like I am a walking dead body but what gives me strength what makes me stand up and continue walking is that rain isn't okay.
I told him to wait for me, I left him and now he seems to be dying. I know I am a failure. I failed as a child, as a son, as a brother and now I am failing the one person I could give my life to, if only they can just live a little longer.
I don't deserve anything. I keep failing those I love. I have killed the monster that I kept telling myself that he is the epitome of my failure, but even with him dead, I still keep shortcomings. I shut him out, this is why this is all happening.
