RAIN
"You have to eat something, you need to nourish your body and the little ones growing, please."
What's the point? It's not like I feel like eating anything let alone have an appetite.
"You have to tell me what you are thinking. You have been mute for two days now. Please rain, I am getting worried."
I don't wish to do this to Lexie, but I just can't seem to find the energy to tell her that I am fine. It would be so good if she left me alone, I need the quiet and space.
I have been sleeping ever since I was told Liam was gone. I haven't let anyone change the sheets. I haven't let anyone climb on the bed either. This is the only place I can be wrapped in his scent.
That night, I felt him blocking me. It was painful, feeling him rejecting me like that. I cried so hard, that no tears were left. Ever since then, I have been feeling like a husk. All I want to do is sleep, not see anyone, not talk nor get off this bed.
