LIAM
"I have called the whole medical team, they are waiting for him," Beckley tells me as we get on the private elevator that is taking us to the penthouse.
"He will not like being crowded. Have Magda and a nurse who she trusts to be the only ones."
The doors open and I take Liam straight to the bedroom. When I place him on the bed, I notice that the clothes he has on and all soiled and wet. I take off the clothes I am wearing and do the same for him.
Carrying him in the tub, I run the water, letting it fill up as I sit with rain inside, him being on my lap, still passed out.
I don't want him to wake up. If he does, then saying goodbye will be hard. I wash up my baby, as I heal him and wrap my energy around him.
It's selfish of me, to get to say goodbye to him when he won't know that I was here. But I need to do this. I am doing this for us, for our family.
