RAIN
"Why?"
Because I don't want to go through that ever again. "Because it was hard for me and it still is even now."
"Can you talk to me about the after?"
"It was mostly a blur. I think almost a year passed while I was like that."
"How?"
"I mostly slept."
"Did your body heal?"
"I stopped bleeding after three days. By then I had lost so much blood I was weak I couldn't even lift a finger."
Dante had to force-feed me even though I didn't want to eat or drink. I wanted to die and join my baby but he kept on insisting on keeping me alive.
"I was being a nuisance to Dante, so after two weeks he stopped bothering me. I was just sleeping and crying. I wasn't getting up or even had any desire to get outside.
