ANIKA'S POV
My friends' reaction after I told them I was pregnant was second to none.
Their eyes widened and their mouths parted, giving insects enough entrance to dance inside their mouths.
I had no idea myself.
How I got pregnant, how we had sex and all that.
Maybe I was just like one of Levi's whore, I was so desperate that I took advantage of him.
TWO MONTHS AGO
He returned home drunk after going to a party.
As usual, I was waiting for him up until 12am when he returned.
I was surprised to see him drunk. Levi never drinks out or returns home drunk. It was the first time.
" Oh, that's my wife!" He grinned, his eyes drowsy and his steps wavering.
" Why are you so drunk, Levi? You've never gotten drunk before." I muttered, tears welled up in my eyes.
Ever since our love began to drift apart, it was the first time he was returning home drunk, and it angered me.
" You don't have the right to question me!" His face turned stern.
He still looked cold even in his drunken state.
" Let me help you to your room." I said and walked towards him, holding him by his arm.
" I don't need your help." Levi declined my help, but I had no time to bullshit with him, so I helped him upstairs, until we got to his room.
We no longer shared the same bedroom, since two years ago.
Levi was the one who wanted to stay in a different room.
I dumped him on the bed, breathing hard like I just ran a hundred metre race.
" I hope you never get drunk again, because I can't be the one helping you all the time." I muttered, as I bent over to take off his shoes.
I was about to tuck him to bed when I saw swear on his forehead, so I reached out to take off his shirt also, and turn on the AC.
After taking off his shirt, I couldn't take my eyes off his biceps and his killer body.
My core throbbed at the mere sight of my husband's abs.
I haven't had sex in two years, waiting patiently with the hope that Levi changes for the better and returns back to me.
I was gullible and stupid to think he would run back into my arms sooner or later and we would become like how when we were dating, when the love was still fresh and the candle of our love hadn't burned out.
But he never did.
Levi was permitted to cheat and flirt with other women, but I wasn't, because I'm the woman.
What if he returns back into my arms and finds out that I'm cheating?
What would he think of me?
Those thoughts consumed me and I couldn't cheat on my husband.
I was starved of sex for two good years.
But upon seeing his abs and biceps, my core throbbed and my desire took over me.
I wanted to look away as it wasn't proper to take advantage of him while he was drunk, but what about me?
What about me that hasn't had sex for two years?
Before I could wrap my head around everything, I had already climbed on Levi and began to take off his trousers.
He was my husband after all, I deserve it.
Levi's eyes slightly opened, and a smirk graced his lips.
" You're such a whore, aren't you? You want to ride me again?"
I knew that wasn't meant for me, but for one of his numerous whores, but I didn't care.
I might as well lose my sanity if I deny myself the opportunity to have sex for two years.
" Yes, I can't have enough of you." I said shamelessly, trying to act like one of his whores.
If this was the only way out, I was in for it.
Before I could take off his pants, he switched out and came on top of me.
" Well, I'm the master, let me show you how it's done." Despite his drunken state, Levi was so hot that I couldn't resist him.
His lips landed on mine and I could taste the mint mixed with alcohol scent in his mouth.
Oh God!
How long has it been since I have been kissed this much?
I wrapped my hands around his neck, wanting for more.
I know I was selfish for this, but I couldn't help it.
Our marriage was more like a cage, I can't move and neither can I leave.
After kissing for more than five minutes, he went down to my transparent nightie which was showing my poking nipples.
" So hard, waiting to be suck, huh?" He smirked and grabbed one of my nipples into his mouth through the night, and I could swear I saw stars.
That was the kind of sex I had pictured we will be having everyday once we got married, but I was still pure then.
I had no idea what life had installed for us.
" Fuck, Levi!" I moaned, and he halted and looked at me, his eyes turning bloodshot.
" How dare you call me by my name, call me master!" He gritted.
Oh wow! How whores aren't permitted to call him by his name.
" Master!" I moaned, obliging to his orders.
He tore my nightie like a starved lion, kissed, sucked and licked my nipples.
His eyes flickered with lust as he got to my lower abdomen.
" So fresh and clean." He grinned once he tore off my panties.
I did mind the aggressiveness, because he had always been gentle with me when we had sex, three years ago.
That was when we were still newly wedded.
One thrust from him, I could swear I saw paradise, and I let out a cry of pleasure.
For two fucking years, this was the best sex I have ever had, even though I took advantage of him on his drunken state.
" Right there, master!" I moaned, cried, tugged at his hair, twisted my legs in pleasure.
After about one hour of aggressive thrusting, Levi poured his seeds inside of me and fell asleep.
I tucked him to bed and dressed up, leaving his room like nothing happened.
One month after we had sex, I wasn't feeling well so I had to take a pregnancy test, and low and behold, I was pregnant.
I didn't know what to feel.
I wasn't happy and neither was I sad.
How will Levi take this news once he finds out?
Will he be angry with me that I took advantage of him?
Numerous thoughts ran through my mind, but I prepared myself.
I was going to tell him on the day of our fourth anniversary even though he doesn't remember, I do.