"Fear was because I was afraid they would fight and not get along, and it was strange because I couldn't understand why they would take off their clothes to fight in bed."
"It was only after I started middle school that I finally realized, they were not fighting, but doing that kind of stuff. So I tried to comfort myself with my hand, but it always felt like something was missing, so I've always wanted to try with a man, but I'm a girl, I have to consider my reputation, so I..."
At this point, Xia Tiantian stopped talking.
But Lin Tian could guess the rest without her even saying it.
"No wonder you were so proactive, you've wanted to do this with a man for a long time... Why didn't you tell me sooner? You could have come to me earlier," Lin Tian said, smiling.
"I'm also very afraid of being looked down upon, what if you spread my story around, and the villagers laugh at me? As a girl, how would I live in this village if my reputation is ruined?" Xia Tiantian said seriously.