Helanie:
I shook myself awake, but the nightmare seemed to have scarred me for a lifetime. Very soon, my mother would officially be marked and married to the father of the men I had dreamt of having a gangbang with.
I shook my head again while showering. I didn't dream of it—it just happened to become part of my nightmare.
Instead of getting a restful night, I ended up waking and falling back asleep multiple times. I wanted to wake up feeling refreshed, but instead, I woke with overwhelming guilt. It felt like, subconsciously, I must have thought the brothers were very attractive.
But then there was Norman.
He was handsome—extremely handsome—but I hated him with every inch of my being. There was no way I would dream of him like that.
After slipping into the brown tracksuit Lucy had given me, I left the bathroom to find everyone ready to go.
