Helanie:
I shut the elevator door closed and went straight to the top, hiding in my room until I was certain they were no longer in their main spots. I then rushed out of the hostel to make my way to the woods to get off this feeling of disgust and hatred.
I don't even know how far I was going as I ran like a madwoman straight down the mountains and to the woods.
It was weird energy, a boost that I had not felt like that before. All the memories of that night rushed back, and I felt so weird and dirty.
How the fuck did I continue to live without thinking about them every day?
Why was it taking so long for me to take revenge?
And how am I supposed to take revenge?
I wanted to get trained so that I could confront them, but now that he was in my academy, I ran out like a coward. Once my legs gave up and I dropped to my knees, I began to sob and scream into the air.
