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Chapter 98 - Whispers of the Heart

I drifted through the streets, my feet leading me on a path I didn't consciously choose. The familiar stone buildings of the kingdom blurred into a haze around me, my mind trapped in a whirlpool of memories and unspoken words. Each step felt automatic, yet I was painfully aware of the conflicting desires bubbling within me.

With my heart heavy, I wandered aimlessly until the towering silhouette of the queen's castle came into view, the ancient stone walls a fortress against the shadows of my thoughts. I stopped at the foot of the castle steps, the flickering lanterns casting an ethereal glow on the weathered stones. 

What was I doing here?

The answer felt elusive, slipping away like grains of sand through my fingers. I took a deep breath, the chill of the evening air sharp against my skin. The idea of seeing Eleri flitted through my mind, igniting a flicker of hope—a misguided, desperate hope.

Eleri had always been a formidable presence, a force to be reckoned with, and even if she was partly responsible for the chaos that had unraveled Seraphina and Dragonir's lives, there was still a connection between us. She had ambitions, desires, and perhaps she could be persuaded to help me unravel this tangled mess.

Pushing open the heavy doors, I stepped inside, the warmth of the castle washing over me. The grand hall was eerily quiet, the only sound being the soft echo of my footsteps on the polished marble floors. 

I hesitated for a moment, my heart racing with uncertainty. Would Eleri even be receptive to my proposal? Would she even care about the turmoil her actions had caused in Seraphina's life? 

With a determined breath, I made my way toward the queen's private chambers, my mind racing with potential outcomes. **What if I could convince Eleri to separate Dragonir and Seraphina?** The thought was both thrilling and terrifying. I knew it was selfish, but my heart was a tempest, drowning out all reason. 

When I reached the ornate door, I knocked softly, the sound reverberating in the stillness. Moments passed before the door creaked open, revealing Eleri's piercing gaze. 

"Gwen?" she said, surprise flashing across her features. "What are you doing here?" 

I stepped inside, the door closing behind me with a soft click. The room was adorned with rich fabrics and plush furnishings, an air of power and sophistication enveloping everything. 

"I… I came to talk," I stammered, my pulse quickening under her scrutinizing gaze. "I need your help." 

Eleri raised an eyebrow, a hint of curiosity mingling with her skepticism. "Help? From me? What could you possibly want from someone like me?" 

Her tone was laced with an edge, and I could feel the weight of our past—the tension between us thick in the air. I swallowed hard, trying to steady my racing heart. 

"Things are complicated between Seraphina and Dragonir," I began, my voice trembling slightly. "I know that you still care for Seraphina, and I…" 

"Don't finish that sentence, Gwen," Eleri interrupted, her tone suddenly sharp. "What you think doesn't matter. Seraphina has chosen Dragonir. She has a right to her happiness." 

The conviction in her voice sent a pang of frustration through me. "But what if we could change that? What if we could—" 

"Change what?" Eleri asked, crossing her arms. "Their feelings for each other? You think you can walk in here and make a deal as if we're trading trinkets? It doesn't work like that." 

I took a deep breath, trying to quell the rising tide of emotion threatening to spill over. "I'm not saying it's easy. I just thought…" 

"Thought what?" she challenged, her eyes narrowing. "That you could waltz in and charm me into turning their lives upside down because you're feeling jealous?" 

"Not just jealous!" I retorted, the anger bubbling up. "I care about Dragonir! I've always cared about him, and now Seraphina has him, and I just…" 

Eleri's expression softened slightly, and I could see a flicker of understanding in her eyes. "You want him for yourself," she said quietly, the accusation hanging in the air like a heavy fog. 

"Yes!" I confessed, the weight of my emotions crashing down like a tidal wave. "But it's more than that. I want to protect Seraphina, too. I just don't know how to handle this. I thought maybe… maybe you could help." 

Eleri studied me for a moment, the silence stretching between us. Her expression shifted, a mix of intrigue and contemplation. "You want my help to manipulate their emotions, to separate them? Why would I help you with that?" 

"Because you care about Seraphina!" I implored, stepping closer. "You've always cared. I know you're not the villain everyone paints you to be. You want to see her happy, and if she's with Dragonir, it's not the kind of happiness she deserves. He's conflicted—he cares about both of us." 

"Is that what you think?" Eleri asked, her voice softer now, a hint of vulnerability breaking through her cool demeanor. "That he's confused?" 

I nodded, my heart pounding in my chest. "Yes. And I believe that if we work together, we can help him see that he doesn't have to choose. We can find a way to create space for both of us in his life." 

Eleri's gaze drifted toward the window, the moonlight casting shadows across her face. "It sounds appealing, but do you really think it's that simple? Love isn't a game, Gwen. You can't just dictate who someone should love." 

I took a deep breath, willing my thoughts to coalesce into something coherent. "I know that, but this isn't just about love. It's about duty, expectations. The kingdom has enough turmoil without adding more chaos. Can't you see that?" 

Her silence felt like a weight pressing down on me. I could see the gears turning in her mind, the internal struggle playing out behind her eyes. 

Finally, she spoke, her tone measured. "And what do you propose we do? How do we achieve this delicate balancing act you're suggesting?" 

"Perhaps we can present it as a strategic alliance," I suggested, my voice picking up strength. "We could convince Dragonir that he needs to focus on the kingdom, on his duties, rather than pursuing a relationship. You could appeal to Seraphina's sense of responsibility, too." 

Eleri regarded me with a mixture of admiration and caution. "It's a risky move, and I can't guarantee it will work. Feelings are messy; they're unpredictable." 

"Better to take a chance than to watch everything fall apart," I argued, desperation creeping into my voice. "I can't stand the thought of Dragonir being torn between us. I want him to be happy, but I don't know how to let him go." 

Eleri sighed, her gaze distant as if she were weighing my words against her own desires. "You realize that this could blow up in our faces? You'd be risking not just your relationship with him but your friendship with Seraphina as well." 

"I'm willing to take that chance," I said earnestly, my heart pounding in my chest. "I just need to know that I'm doing something to change this. I can't sit back and watch while everything falls apart." 

Eleri studied me, the tension crackling in the air between us. Finally, she nodded slowly, a reluctant acceptance in her eyes. "Alright. I'll consider your plan. But know this: if we're going to do this, we must tread carefully. We cannot let our desires blind us to the consequences." 

"Agreed," I said, relief flooding through me. "I promise, I'll be careful." 

"Good," she replied, her tone returning to its usual cool demeanor. "But remember, this is not a game. The heart is fragile, and we must handle it with care." 

I nodded, feeling the weight of our shared understanding. "I will. Thank you, Eleri." 

She waved her hand dismissively, a flicker of something softer passing between us. "Don't thank me yet. This is just the beginning, and I'm not sure where it will lead." 

"Neither am I," I admitted, uncertainty lurking in the corners of my mind. "But we'll figure it out together, won't we?" 

Eleri gave me a slight smile, and for the first time, I felt the spark of an unexpected alliance forming between us. Perhaps this was the path I needed to take, the chance to rewrite the narrative of our tangled lives. 

As I turned to leave, a sense of determination settled within me. I would find a way to protect my heart while helping Seraphina navigate her own. The road ahead would be fraught with challenges, but I was ready to embrace whatever came next. 

I stepped out of the castle, the moonlight guiding my way as I ventured back into the world, my heart a tumult of hope and uncertainty. 

But one thing was clear: I was no longer standing idly by. I was ready to fight for what I wanted, even if it meant risking everything.