"See you later, eren" that was the last thing eren heard before waking up and finding himself sitting in a vast infinite land cover in sand with a beautiful dark sky filled with lights
"Here again huh." Eren thought before hearing a voice of a girl call out to him
"Hey there Ymir" eren said without even turning to look at who called him because he already knew who it was.
"Looks like you died again, right" founder ymir replied sitting next to eren looking down at the sand with eyes devoid of emotions.
"Guess we have to do everything again right?" Eren said in a flat cold voice, he was tired of living stuck in a never ending loop. It was the definition of hell.
Just then the paths started glowing and Ymir felt a weird feeling in her head and eren was confused as of what is happening to the paths. "Huh?.. There's something different this time" said Ymir surprised about what's happening, "What is it?" Eren replied keeping his words as short as possible "I don't know this is the first time since 2000 years ago that something like this happened" Ymir replied back. "I guess we have to go back and find out, maybe this a sign of something good happening" eren replied with a stoic expression but his green eyes were filled with hope and enthusiasm "Maybe this time we will succeed in breaking free from this fate!" Eren thought with a hint of happiness in his eyes, something no a feeling he thought he lost a long time ago.
"Alright I'm going to send you back to the moment you kissed Historia's hand" Ymir replied with something that made eren's eyes widen in disbelief.
It was a Smile. For the first time in 2000 years. "W..Wh..Why? There" eren replied surprised and In disbelief "I don't know why... But I feel like it I guess it's a hunch" Ymir said in a cold low voice.
"What the FUCK DO YOU MEA-" eren yelled but was cut off by his own conscience slipping away from him and the last thing was the darkness before slipping away into away into a slumber.
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Eren opened his eyes to find himself kneeling in front of Historia and her hand near his lips and he was gritting his teeth and eyes wide on his left Commander Hange and Captin Levi looked confused at eren's weired behavior.
"Eren?.." Historia also confused asked but then it hit her "he saw something.." Historia thought realizing what is happening.
Eren then looked to his right and saw Armin and Mikasa but then he looked more closely and his eyes widened and nearly popped out from shock because Mikasa was also gritting her teeth and tears were in here eyes but she was trying to hold them back it looked that she was confused at where was she at. And what was more surprising was that the commander Erwin was there alive "he is a.. ali.. alive? Impossible" Eren thought and his thoughts were all over the place he didn't what was happening but this timeline was very different from all the others
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After the ceremony ended:
The 104th corps and their captains and Commander Erwin were eating their meals and eren was looking at his meal uninterested and with empty eyes that didn't anything but void in them, that was until Mikasa spoke up "Eren." "Hm?" Eren hummed back still looking down bored.
"Wh.. Why did you.. did you tell me to forget about you?" "why did you go far away from us?" "Why did you do it?" "Why did you ask what you are to me?" Mikasa asked at the verge of crying and her voice full of despair and sadness.
"W-Wh-What?" Eren said then froze, his spoon slipped from his grasp and fell to the ground. He looked at the others and they were looking at him and Mikasa in confusen.
"Why did you tell me to forget about you when we were in our home in the mountains? Wh-" Mikasa said and her tears flooding her checks but was cut off by eren who said " You remember that?"
Mikasa was confused about everything, one moment she was cutting off the head of the love of her life and the the next she found herself back at the medallion ceremony kneeling. She didn't have any idea about what's going on. "What do you mean remember ?" "I was going to give you a proper burial until I found myself back here, please Eren tell me what is going on I can't take it anymore" Mikasa said in broken voice of despair.
Eren was still as a rock still try to process what Mikasa said until the silence was broken by Armin "Burial?" "Back here?" "What do you mean Mikasa?" "What is happening with Mikasa and Eren" Armin thought confused about the situation. Commander Erwin was listening and observing everything silently without uttering a single word.
Eren then suddenly stood up and walked towards Mikasa and told her "Mikasa can we talk privately about this I promise I will explain everything?" Eren was staring into her beautiful onyx black eyes getting lost in them while waiting for an answer
Mikasa then agreed by saying "okay." with teary eyes but then Armin spoke up "Eren is this something related to your titan powers?"
Eren tenses up and grits his teeth "Damn it Armin you are too smart for your own good" Eren said in his head ignoring Armin and then grabbed Mikasa's hand and dragged her out of the mass hall to his room and then closed the door. Mikasa sat on the bed waiting for Eren to say anything about the situation at hand, she wanted an explanation to why she had to kill him and how did she get back here she tried to remain calm but in the end her emotions got the better of her and she stood up and faced Eren and looked into his and the said "Eren.." and the she looked at him again right into his eyes and saw that they were dim and we're filled with sorrow and regret and something else she couldn't identify "Why did it have to go like that, why did I have to kill you, why did you go away from me, all I wanted is to be with you by your side, Eren I..I lo..I love you" her eyes now we're filled with tears and here checks were stained with tears