T/W: Child loss and miscarriage, please read only if you are comfortable
The silence that followed was heavier than I could ever imagine.
I could barely remember anything or what happened after I came to the hospital, everything was a blur to me. I only watched as Xavier lowered his head and nodded slightly to confirm one of my worst nightmares.
I couldn't hold back the soft gasp that left my parted lips as I fell back into my bed. I remember pushing out my baby and then I passed out before I could even see him. I tried to say something but there was a lump stuck in my throat and I couldn't even utter a single word.
