Before going back in time.
Li Tian flashed through his previous life's memories.
He was born into a prestigious clan called the "Li" clan, which was a second-rank clan, where clans are divided into five ranks, and the first-rank clans are called the ruler clans, and the Li clan was among the best second-rank clans because it contained several talents, among them were the older Tian brothers, especially the clan chief Li Feng, Li Tian's father.
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"Father, please don't torture me.."
"Shut up, you talentless bastard, you are a disgrace to our clan."
"It's not my fault since I was born without talent."
Hit!!!!!
"How dare you say that?!! You mean that my genes that your mother gave birth to your brothers are weak, shut up, you b*tch."
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"Hahaha, isn't that Li Tian the shame of our clan, let's stone him and whoever hits him the most, will be allowed to bully him for a day."
Throw!! Hit!!
Li Tian had no choice but to endure the bullying of his brothers and cousins
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"Today, Li Tian, I have decided to expel you from the clan."
"Why, father?? I have endured enough beatings and insults, and now I am expelled from the clan."
The father immediately hit Li Tian on his stomach, causing him to spit out blood.
"Consider it your good fortune that I didn't kill you because you are my son, and be thankful that I will give you a house to live in, and as for the money, don't look for me because if I see you in front of me again, I will kill you."
"Okay, Dad." Li Tian said as he spat blood.
Since that day, Li Tian has been doing various jobs, and any mistake he made would be punished with flogging, and he would spend his remaining money buying weapons to train on so that he could return to the clan and tell his family that they had wronged him."
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Li Tian was watching him in his past, and he was angry to the point of exploding at how stupid he had been in his past.
When Li Tian completed his strict training with himself, he was surprised that the place around him had become extremely dark to the point that everything disappeared into the darkness except for him, and then he heard a voice saying:
"Do you want revenge?"
"Who am I with? Identify yourself." Li Tian said fearfully.
Then in this darkness, two red eyes appeared, and a big mouth said:
"Don't be afraid, when you answer my questions I will tell you who I am."
"Yes, I will answer you." Li Tian replied.
"What is your goal in this life?"
"My goal is to become stronger than my family, and prove them wrong about me."
"Wrong!!"
"Why?" Li Tian replied in horror.
"Even if you become stronger, even if you work hard, even if you face all your fears, you will still be scum in the eyes of your family, they will see you as an obstacle, they will envy you, they will try every possible way to break you and eliminate you, they don't appreciate you because they don't really want a stupid brat to surpass them."
"How is this?"
"This world does not value smart people, because they think that strength is everything, even if you are very strong you can destroy the world but your only flaw is intelligence, you will be just a pawn in the hands of those who have intelligence and experience, but if you are strong and intelligent then in this world you are only defeated by those who have high intelligence than them, this world advances with intelligence and strength and not just strength"
Then Li Tian sighed and asked:
"What do you wish for in this life?"
"I wish to live a normal life."
Li Tian exploded with anger at his past self and said:
"In this life there is no decent or normal life, every person goes through all stages of suffering in his life, there is nothing normal in the lives of the weak and fools, they were born only to be crushed in this life by the strong."
"And now I will answer your question, I will be your anger and despair from this damned life, I will be your savior from it, and now you must rest and leave things to me to complete."
Then the shadow waves began to swallow Li Tian, and he started to shout:
"I beg you, don't kill me, I will do anything for you."
Li Tian replied, "Don't worry, after all, I am you from the future."