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love is fickle but mine

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Chapter 1 - unwanted love and mystery

- I will win this war ..for the world..

- I will support you no what the consequences..

- if I can't make you love me then I'll take you to hell with me..

Three people three different mindsets , who will live , who will die and most importantly who will win in this love ..

(Pov 1)

In the heart of a sun-drenched meadow, a knight in gleaming armor stands tall, his gaze fixed upon a young woman with a gentle smile. Her laughter, carried on the warm breeze, fills his heart with a warmth that rivals the summer sun.

- I love you you know that ..

- I know...and once we win this war then let's get married...(He says while kissing the girl head gently)..

(Pov2)

A Moment of Regret

A man, clad in heavy armor, stood over a kneeling figure. The kneeling man's eyes, filled with deep regret and longing, met the armored man's gaze, which was clouded by a mix of sadness and anger. The sword in the armored man's hand trembled slightly, as if weighing the weight of the decision he was about to make.

- you used to shine so brightly like a moon in the darkness...what have you done to yourself...

- it's not what have I done to myself...it's what have I not done to you .. nine lives .nine lives I spend loving you , even when I was born as a mortal my soul craved you , even when i was born as a snake i crawled towards you...so why ..why ..it's not me ..

- I love her...

- but I love you ..no love is the small word for what I feel for you..i worship you..

- please don't say things like this..

- she is my destined partner...the one choosen by the destiny itself...

- then WHAT ABOUT ME..what about me..tell me...i already fell for you...so why..

- we are not destined partners and I won't go against destiny to change the fact that she is the one my heart desires...

- then why did you showed me the kindness..why did you smiled at me gently whenever I came to you in every life , every day , every time...tell me...

- i...i..

- even if it's a lie ... still say it .. say you also feel the same for me ..say you also wants me like i do...

- I can't lie...

- ( psycho laugh) I knew it...you were always so stubborn...even though you don't have to listen to me talking but you are still doing so because you ...PITY ME ...

- I don't pity you ...never did ..I admire you for your hard work , for your determination to fight against the fate itself...

- then kill me because if you don't then you won't be able to get to the lord of evil souls..

- why ....why did you join the dark side...

- because seeing you in light with her....hurts me ... More than the attacks of your swords ever could

- my deepest apologies... please tell me what can I do to lessen your pain ..

- ( smirk ). What I want, you won't be able to give me ..

- except the promise to reciprocate your feelings , you can ask me anything as long as it's within my power ..

- then give me yourself...

-( widen eyes) love no ..you don't have to do that ... let's just kill him .. anyway a god who has joined the dark side deserves death...

- you know I can't do that...as a god i have a duty ...and I can't give myself to you as i belong to no-one...I am nothingness

- ahh...then why bother asking me...just kill me ..

- you are the god of light..if i kill you then my darkness will take over everything...we need you to come back .. and i am sure you also knows that

- ( sarcastic laugh) ofcourse I know that...i know until you find someone to take over my position you can't kill me ..or you can seal me... that's one of your options too ....you know

- why do you have to go to this extent...

- I want you... that's the only thing that will stop me from my madness

- i .....

- you know love doesn't always mean getting them, it also means letting go of that person when their happiness belongs with someone else ..

- then why don't you let go ..( pff..giggles).....for me love means getting the person I love , doesn't matter dead or alive..(serious )

- you know nothing can kill me , seal me or even harm me because I am nothingness I am nowhere at the same time i am everywhere...i create things and in the end I also destroys them to continue the balance...I need you to stop this before you break the balance...

- i know ( tears falling from his eyes)...oh great mother of destiny and fate.. don't you find my appearance pityfull if so then please come and set my destiny with the man I love ..make the impossible possible...make him mine...if not in this life then in another...

The Enigmatic Goddess appeared

A woman of ethereal beauty, her long, flowing hair cascading down to her knees, stood before everyone. Her eyes, hidden behind a mysterious gauge, held a depth that seemed to peer into the very soul. There was a serene aura about her, a calm that belied the unknown power she possessed. Her presence was both comforting and intimidating, a paradox that left you captivated.

- mother...

-( the mysterious woman made a silent nod with a smile)

- child remember i told you that in darkness and light fight the one who falls is the world...even if darkness wins , without the light it'll lose its purpose.. light and darkness belongs tog...

- but mother we are not destined partners otherwise the will of the universe would have worked in our favour and interlinked our fate together...

- child sometimes even universe don't work in someone's favour but still they find their way together...

- mother isn't my destined partner...her

- who knows...

The woman looked at the kneeling figure and asked with a voice that hides deep emotions

- child you called for me ...tell me what do you want ..

- promise me , you will give me what I ask for ..

- I can't fulfill your unreasonable request but let me listen first tell I will decide...

- if not in this life then...in another..._________

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Mortal world ( name - bluestar)

Stella - ahhh...why God ..why ..so much homework.. can't you see me happy...

Anna - stop being so over-dramatic,the homework is not that much ..you can finish it in five hours ..

Stella - yeah that's the point..if homework is gonna take five hours then when am I gonna read my new novel .it near it's end...

Anna- then wait for the novel to end before starting reading again

Stella - NO...you don't know the excitement of readers when we read new chapters everytime and the desperation and sadness when the book is near it's end..and when the novel is coming to end . it's always have unexpected turn , I can't wait to read it ...

Anna- you are obsessed with this novel .and this is not right ...

Stella - you won't understand...the FMC betrayed her family and now the unknown brother of hers is finding her to kill both her and her lover ..

Anna - I hope he kills then both and story become a disaster, atleast then you'll study..

Stella - yeah sure...like such an interesting story will have such a shity end...

(At home)

Stella - i jinxed myself, didn't i...why like why ..i spend my whole summer holiday reading this instead of doing my homework and now when i choosed to read this only to find the author creating such a shitty ending...why .....

Stella - ohhh..God ..why ...I mean yeah her eldest brother who is shown rarely is handsome beyond measure..but still ...i thought....what did I thought anyways...it's all FMC Fault,yeah .. first she betrayed her family for a red flag..and now when her brother is ready to kill her she begs for forgiveness...like seriously..it's not like you didn't thought of this ending...

Stella - and what's with her eldest brother...he looks at the crown prince with such adoration but choose to marry that princess...God this novel ...is messed up.

No..no..I am messed up..i choose to read this and now I can't blame myself...but i am still gonna blame that FMC..like her father and mother both loves her so much , her brother adores her but still she did such stupid thing...

She had everything and she gave up all just for stupid love, her family who adores her unlike mine who don't even bother to call to ask for my wellbeing...a mother who remarried, father who left us after few months of my birth ..a grandmother who tries to control my actions... sometimes I ask this question to myself, is my life worth it....

Someone who has everything can give it all up so easily and here I am ... starving for love and care .. atleast I have a friend who cares for me ...God if you are hearing this please let me live her life I wanna see how it feels to be loved..

Atleast then I won't have to face a mother who's partial to her son and ignores his wrongdoings..and a step father who just can't handle her presence...and ignores her like she is nothing...

If I were her I will never betray them for someone else ..their love will mean everything for me .. I'll try to soften my eldest brother cold heart and will love him ...

Oh goddess mother who gives life to the world and who loves every soul equally please show me sympathy and let me feel love and care , even if it's for some time , I just want to be loved and cared for ... please I can't live like this anymore, where every day is a torcher in itself....

The goddess who created me and everyone please show mercy... please I am begging you,...

( With tears flowing from her eyes that girl cried bitterly , her beautiful honey eyes pleading for mercy , with a heavy heart that finally let out all the emotions...her breathing turns shallow and finally she sleeps ...with tears not stopping even when her breathing did)

(A/n - i know this chapter is confusing but right now is not the time to clear your confusion but one day I might clear everything and make everything clear ,till then keep your excitement intact..babye)