Chapter 7 - 7

After resting a little, I got up from my seat and told them [William] "Guys, I'm going to go out and find food." Although I can convert the absorbed things into food, it takes a long time to convert enough energy for a day. I have to sit for 3 hours meditating to convert the energy. [Thomas] said, "Okay, take me with you. I want to make you happy." I told him [William] "It's okay. Help me after you wake up because I'm going to kill a lot of zombies." He said, feeling resentment. I don't know if it's me, the zombies, or himself. I'm sorry, but I can't bear to protect him or carry the guilt of his death. It's enough that I feel like I've killed more than 20 people as if he were a human being one day, but I don't feel any remorse. I feel that in the future I'll kill a lot more because either you kill or you die. I have to adapt as quickly as possible. I don't know what the outside world is like when I haven't met any zombies outside. There are two classrooms on each floor. The building has 3 floors, meaning I have to clean five classrooms first. Clearing the third floor I found some snacks and also the students' food for breakfast that could last us ten for about 3 days I put them in a bag and went to return the food but when I returned I found the group fighting each other I found Ethan looking worried and Arthur not caring about the fight but he held my weapon ready to defend himself and they stand on the side Thomas and Rock fighting Andrew Antonio and behind him are 3 girls before I intervene I asked Ethan what is happening he told me that Andrew says that Mary was injured before and he wants to kill her before she turns into a zombie I looked at Mary she is 155 cm tall her hair is yellow and her eyes are hazel but I don't feel confused why there is no injury as he says then I said stop Wednesday looked at me I said to them what is it [Andrew] said "That bitch is a zombie and we need to kill her now" [Rock] said "How can you call her a bitch you son of a bitch" then I said coldly [William] "What is your proof" [Andrew] said "I saw the wound on her shoulder" he said [Thomas] "He tried to molest her and when she resisted he threatened her that he would kill her if she did not do what he wanted but she kept resisting so he pulled out his gun and shouted that she was infected with the zombie virus" I said [William] "George please go to the corner to take a picture of her two shoulders on the phone and show me the picture" She said okay and she and Mary left and when the picture came back to me I found that there was no injury I [William] "Hahahahaha" I laughed a laugh and involuntarily turned out of anger my teeth into saw-like wolf teeth and my eyes into wolf eyes their color was completely red my eyes squinted and turned into a black line then I said to him [William] "You are a rapist and you also wanted to kill her really you wanted to kill her hahahahaha show me try to kill her if you dare you coward" about attacking me with his gun I let the gun hit me but nothing happened I grabbed his gun from his hand and pulled it and bent it then sucked it into my body And I cut his throat, blood was spraying on the ground, and I was upset that I lost control of my emotions, I have to control them or one day I will lose control like today and turn into a monster, and I saw the look in their eyes as if I was a monster, but I am not a monster, he is the monster, I had to get him out of the group, we do not know when he might betray us, and I looked at Antonio and said [William] "Get out now before I change my mind", he ran out the door and I looked at them, Thomas, Arthur, Jorja, Mary and Rock were looking at me normally, but Ethan was looking at me with deep fear, and Sophia was afraid of something, I think she was afraid that I might take revenge on her, then he put his hand on my shoulder and said [Thomas] "You did the right thing", and [Mary] said "Thank you", I said it was okay, [Jorja] said "I think what you did was right because a dangerous factor in the group", [Rock] said "He deserved that damn thing that happened to him", I laughed a normal laugh this time, [William] "You are an interesting group, in fact, I was going to get out of The group but I changed my mind let's live together and survive guys "Who's with me [Thomas] "I'm with you" [Georgia] "Me too" [Mary] "Me too" [Ethan] "I..me too" [Arthur] "I think I'll be with you" [Rock] "Me too, buddy" I smiled I felt like there might be hope at the end of the world