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Chapter 19 - me an elf now

Chapter 2: The Echo of Emptiness

Lior woke up in the cave, his mind clouded with a strange haze. The cold stone beneath him felt distant, his body heavy with exhaustion. Where am I? He blinked, trying to piece his thoughts together. Slowly, it came back to him—the deal he had made. He had come here willingly, sacrificing himself for the safety of his parents. The experiment... he was paying the price.

As Jake, his life had been ordinary, blissfully so. He was just a normal boy with normal parents. No wars, no magic, no danger. A simple, peaceful life. That had been before everything changed, before he became Lior. He had been torn from that life and thrust into this world, filled with its strange magic and ancient powers. Now, here he was, a living part of the experiment that had created him.

For two months, he had been trapped in this cave, surrounded by nothing but stone and silence. The price to protect my parents. The thought echoed in his mind, a constant reminder of why he was here. He had agreed to this—agreed to give himself up, become a part of the twisted experiment that had birthed him, just so his parents could be safe. They didn't even know what he had become, and maybe that was for the best.

But as he sat up, a deep emptiness gnawed at him. His memory was mostly intact; he remembered everything about his life, both as Jake and Lior. And yet, something was missing. A piece of him had been torn away, leaving only a hollow ache in its place.

Why do I feel like I've lost something? He thought, his hand absently gripping his chest. It wasn't just the sacrifice he made for his parents—it was something else, something important that he couldn't quite grasp. He squeezed his eyes shut, trying to remember, trying to find whatever it was that kept eluding him.

Nothing came. There was a void in his mind, something that should be there but wasn't. It felt as if a part of his soul had been carved away, leaving him incomplete. The more he tried to focus on it, the more distant the feeling became, like trying to hold water in his hands. It kept slipping away.

He stood up, pacing the cave. His hands clenched into fists. What am I missing? He had always remembered every detail of his life before, but this... this emptiness was new. Something—or someone—was gone, and it left a hole that no memory could fill.

Lior bit his lip, frustrated, as he tried to shake off the feeling. I'm here to protect them, he reminded himself. That's all that matters. But the nagging emptiness refused to leave.

Suddenly, a sharp, stabbing pain shot through Lior's chest, causing him to double over in agony. The pain grew wilder, spreading like wildfire through his veins. It felt like a million tiny needles were piercing his body all at once, burrowing deep into his flesh and then leaving, only to return fiercer than before.

His breaths came in ragged gasps, each inhale making the searing pain worse. His body felt like it was burning from the inside, flames licking at his bones, melting away his strength. His hands trembled as he clutched his chest, trying to steady himself, but the pain was relentless.

What the hell is happening to me? Lior thought, his mind spiraling into panic. It was unbearable, as if his body was being torn apart piece by piece. He stumbled against the wall of the cave, his knees buckling beneath him. Every nerve in his body was screaming, every muscle convulsing under the force of the pain.

He didn't understand it. This wasn't just physical-it felt deeper, more primal. Something inside him was being ripped open, something he couldn't name. He had sacrificed himself for his parents, but this... this was something different. It was as if his very soul was being shredded, piece by agonizing piece.

The pain intensified, waves of heat surging through his body, burning him alive from the inside out. His vision blurred, and the world around him started to spin. He clawed at his chest, desperate for relief, for an end to this torment. But the pain only deepened, and with it came a strange, gnawing emptiness, a void that seemed to expand with every pulse of agony.

Unbeknownst to him, this was the cost of saving Orphie's life. The price he had paid when he had intervened, using his own life force to protect someone he no longer remembered. That sacrifice had saved Orphie, but now it was coming back to claim him, and he didn't even know why.

All he knew was that the pain was unbearable, and there was no escaping it.

Chapter Two: The Overflow of Noor

Lior sat there, his body aching and his chest throbbing in waves of unbearable pain. He clung to his legs tightly, as if the action could somehow reduce the intensity of what he was feeling. The pain had briefly subsided, but soon it returned, though less intense, like a thousand needles surging through his veins. His heart seemed to be the core of the agony this time. He gasped, realizing that the Noor within him was exploding, pulsing violently in and out of his body. The flow was chaotic, too much for him to control.

He stumbled to his feet, barely able to walk. He had to find a way to contain this overflow, or it would tear him apart. The only place he could think of was the most dangerous room in the cave, the one he had discovered a few days ago. It was filled with S and SS-grade Noor-infused beasts. Lior had no choice but to go there; only the challenge of facing such powerful creatures could slow down the torrent of Noor within him.

With every step he took, the world around him blurred, the pain making it hard to focus. He entered the room, feeling the intense aura of the beasts around him. They were waiting, prowling in the shadows, eyes glowing with the power of Noor. Lior didn't hesitate. He unleashed every spell, every attack he knew, pushing his body to its limit. The creatures responded, attacking him with ferocity, but he kept going. He had to. He couldn't stop now.

The room was soon in ruins. The beasts, one by one, fell to his onslaught. Their roars of defiance were silenced, and when the dust settled, every S and SS-grade species lay dead at his feet. The cave was quiet again, and Lior, though exhausted, felt the overwhelming flow of Noor within him finally begin to stabilize.

Breathing heavily, he looked down at himself and froze. He had always known that when he transformed into a female, he assumed the form of a shapeshifter—not an elf. But now, as he looked at his reflection in a shard of broken rock, he saw long, flowing white hair cascading down his shoulders, and his features had softened into those of an elegant female elf. Confusion surged through him; this was new and unexpected. What had caused this change? The realization of his unexpected form sent a shiver down his spine. Before he could make sense of it, exhaustion hit him like a wave. His body collapsed, unable to bear the strain any longer. As his consciousness faded, the last thing he saw was the shimmering white strands of hair falling over his eyes before everything went black.