Later at night after the horrible dinner, i went outside to take the cool brezze and relax my mind, i wasnt normal again, i felt soo rejected and at that points all my hopes and dreams came crashing before my eyes, hot tears started running down my cheeks, still lost in thoughts my mum came outside and met me in my dejected state. "Sandy" Thats the name she calls me. "Are you okay?? Why are you crying?? " She asked , she asked, i was quickly jotted off my thoughts when i looked at her, her face was red and her eyes were swollen. "Mum, why were you crying also?? " I asked wiping her tears. "Am soo sorry for everything you go though because of us " I continued. "Sweetie am not complaining, am just worried about your wellbeing and that of your brothers" She said , then i quickly realised that i havent seen them since when i woke up. "Mum, where are my brothers?? " I asked.uhmmm... They went to live with my uncle in faragan, am soo sorry i didnt mention it to you... " She said. "I would make sure i take good care of you okay, please dont cry, common cheer up lets go inside" She continued. "Okay mum" I quickly got up and followed her into the house.