Morning alarm sound,.....
As Vivan got up with the sloppy face they felt the 'bored stare' at themself, "You never change
soon
"hey, it will be fine" said navya.
Vivan silently finished the their breakfast while feeling 'warried stare' soon they said "why are you upset, you don't have to, it's them who abandoned me", then they reluctantly gets up to go in the next room .
then suddenly they notice navya's teary face ,vivan silently rest their hand on her back and asked "what's wrong ?, navya".
"why are you leaving ?, vivu" asked navya.
"I dont have choice here and you know that "said vivan.
"so you are going to abandoned me and
"no no no why would i ever choose to abandon you two" said vivan with shaky voice then they hug navya and says "i will never ignore your and dada's call and msgs".
then they started move towards the next room and suddenly navya hugs vivan from behind and said "you will alway be my brother ,vivu".
vivan smiles and exited the kitchen then thinks "i wish i could told you the full story". as they move towards the next room they got an notification 'you just received 56,000 ₹ from account xxxxxx4378' then they smile while thinking "why do you alway look after me , dada"
As they enters the room instructed to them they see Mr. Rawat and Mrs. Rawat sitting next to each other and seat in the front reserved for him.
"vivan , sit on the reserved chair" said Mr. Rawat
vivan reluctantly follows his order.
"so what are you planning to do once you move out " asked Mr. Rawat
"i already applied for job and study programs in jaipur and also rent apartment" replied vivan.
"where did you get money from ?" asked Mr. Rawat appearing confused.
"i worked online as a freelancer" said vivan.
"so you are really leaving " said Mr. Rawat appearing discontent.
"why are you leaving , we said we wouldn't stop you from crossdressing" Mrs. Rawat said with misty eyes.
"you do know maa , why i am leaving" vivan said while looking down.
"but you are our son vivan how can we let you ruin your body" shouts Mrs. Rawat while appearing enrage.
"that's what you think maa but i am not ruining my body , i am just making it less hate-able for my self " said vivan , still looking down.
"why are you so keen on destroying the body that god gave you" said Mrs. Rawat while sighing stressfully.
"this argument doesn't work in our religion maa i have already recites all the legends including gender change in hinduism" said vivan while looking directly at Mrs. Rawat eyes.
Mrs. Rawat slams her hand on the table as tear falls down to her cheeks, while Mr. Rawat were consoling her, vivan suddenly said "it's ok maa you don't have to accept reality you can just think that i am leavin because i did something terrible ".
As they get up to leave the room Mr. Rawat asked "when are you leaving ?".
"train is scheduled in evening ,8 pm to be precise" replied vivan.
"i will transfer 70,000 rupees to your bank account "said Mr. Rawat while looking conflicted.
"thanks" said vivan , than they hurriedly exited the room, and moves towards their room fast , as soon as they enter their room they locked the door and burst into tears while whispering "i want die " repeatedly and suddenly they felt the stares filled with pitifulness while feeling gentle hand rubbing their back , they remain seated their while feeling those gentle rubs and soon after they said "are you pitying me..... i don't dislike it at least not right now" and then start packing their belongings.
At night , as vivan waits for the uber they feels light tap on their shoulder, it was navya. she was crying whole afternoon .
she said "take this all" while handing vivan bills of 100 rs.
"you know i already have enough" said vivan.
"i don't care , just take this all or i will transfer all my scholarship to you" replied navya.
"thank you, i have to tell you something navya" said vivan.
navya look into vivan's eyes and said "please tell me vivu ,i have been aware that everyone in the household is hiding some part of the story that has been disclosed"
"navya , to being honest i was intending to hide this secret till i reach jaipur but i don't think i want to hide this from you . I am leaving not because i am gay but because i am transgender" said vivan while looking down.
navya was stand there processing thing that has been disclosed to her. than she said "i kinda knew it" and now vivan standing there processing things.
"it's due to that time right" said vivan feeling embarrassed .
"yeah" said navya giggling a little.
"I am going to miss you vivu" said navya while stepping forward to hug vivan.
as vivan accepted the hug they said "me too". than uberdriver man shout "aayeeee ,come whoever order the taxi , you are going to miss the train if we get more late "
vivan hurried over to the uber and put all the luggage in it .
Soon they reach the railway station and vivan joined the line for ticket. After sometime train arrived and they find their seat in the train and settled down.
As they heard the siren the only thing that came to mind is "farewell udaipur".