Si Jiao's eyes were as still as a pool of stagnant water. Her beautiful eyes, which were always dazzling, were as deep as the abyss at this moment. The more she stared, the more Situ Qiong felt creepy, so that her tears and collapsed rationality seemed to be stopped by a cliff. She looked at Si Jiao in front of her, still trembling, but at this moment, she was not regretful, but worried and afraid.
It turned out that the girl in front of her had also reached her limit, but she was different from herself. She did not expose her fragile side by crying. She concealed herself as if she was still the original Si Jiao - but her heart must be at this moment...
"Jiao Jiao...you..."
"Do you want to hear it? My proposal." Si Jiao continued, staring at Situ Qiong motionlessly.
Situ Qiong swallowed her saliva and nodded gently.
Si Jiao smiled. Obviously, her expression was very gentle and docile, but for some reason, Situ Qiong felt a little cold.
She did not directly state her proposal, but asked Situ Qiong a question first: "Xiao Qiong, answer me, can you abandon Ye Shengge? Can you stop being his bitch? For me, for Brother Xia, give up all the 'value' he brings to you, can you do it?"
This question was like a sharp knife stabbing Situ Qiong's heart. She trembled all over and looked painful. She wanted to answer "I can do it" immediately, but when she opened her mouth, her voice was like being strangled in her throat and couldn't come out.
She soon realized that she couldn't do it.
If she did so, what she might get was not abandoning one and returning to the arms of the other - but being abandoned by both, making the nightmare a reality.
This is what she suffered, this is what she was entangled with.
She wanted Ye Shengge to pay the price for what he did, but while making him pay the price, she might stab two sharp knives into her body... She was extremely afraid of pain, and she didn't want to lose everything she had now.
"I...I..."
But she felt even more sorry for Si Jiao and Xia Wenxue - she finally had a family, but because of her own choice, it ended up in such a broken state.
'I can do it. '
She felt that she should say this.
Even if she might be abandoned by her senior and Ye Shengge would disappear from the world, even if this might not make up for the mistakes she made to Si Jiao, she had done too many wrong things. If she could start to make amends from now on, even if it was just a little bit...
She struggled to open her mouth, but the voice of the girl in front of her blocked her words first, "Xiao Qiong, have you ever thought about why you are so entangled?"
Another question.
"...I..." Situ Qiong was silent for a long time, and then slowly said: "I...I am very scared..."
"I am afraid of being abandoned by my senior, I am afraid of being abandoned by A Ye, I am afraid of being hated by you, Jiaojiao..."
"I clearly promised Jiaojiao that I would protect you, but I broke my promise. Not only did I not do anything, but it was because of me that Jiaojiao lost her virginity in the end!"
"I am a sinner, but I don't have the courage to atone for my sins...I can't abandon either side. I want to answer you, but I...can't say it..."
Si Jiao listened to her words quietly, and then said: "In other words, Xiao Qiong, you feel that you have done something wrong, you want to apologize to me, you feel that you should let Ye Shengge pay the price, tell Brother Xia about all this...but you are afraid of losing Brother Xia and Ye Shengge after doing all this, so you have been struggling."
"But, but! I don't want to refuse! Give me some time...I...I can say ..."
But Si Jiao shook her head and said, "No need."
"That's not the problem, Xiao Qiong." She looked at Situ Qiong and saw a trace of surprise and confusion on Situ Qiong's face. She continued, "I don't need Xiao Qiong to do this for me. I don't need you to atone for your sins."
"Because you and I are already dirty, this is a fact... For Brother Xia, you and I are women who have been defiled by others. Even if you tell Brother Xia about all this and make Ye Shengge disappear from the world, what can you do? The three of us can never go back to the way we were before."
Situ Qiong opened her mouth, lowered her eyes, and trembled, saying, "Then...then what should we do..."
"...It's very simple, isn't it very simple..." Si Jiao smiled lightly and whispered, "Let Brother Xia..."
"Just fall in love with us who have become dirty, isn't it okay?"
"Huh?" Situ Qiong raised her head suddenly and looked at Si Jiao in doubt.
She still stared at Situ Qiong and continued, "If being defiled may cause a gap between us, then let Brother Xia like this feeling, and not feel unacceptable and alienated, isn't it better? In that way, we can go back to the past and be the three people who love each other the most."
Ah ah - Sure enough...
Jiaojiao's heart has long been broken.
Now she is just trying to suppress the madness in her heart.
Situ Qiong's red lips trembled slightly, and she slowly said: "Then, that's not... let the senior... be a cuckold..."
She smiled and didn't answer.
"This... Jiaojiao... Why do you want to do this... Won't this only hurt you and Senior in the end!" Situ Qiong rushed forward, hugged her tightly in her arms, and whispered in her ear: "Just let me get hurt... As long as I get hurt!"
"Just tell him that Ye Shengge and Han Mu only did it to me! Then Jiaojiao, you can find a chance to have surgery to repair your hymen. In this way, once Ye Shengge and Han Mu die, no one will know what you have encountered, Jiaojiao!"
"And no matter how Senior treats me, even if he abandons me, I deserve it!"
"If I leave you, you and Senior can still be like before..."
"Not at all!" Before she finished speaking, Situ Qiong's voice was interrupted by her louder voice.
Situ Qiong was startled. Si Jiao pushed her away, then pressed her shoulders tightly with both hands, with a hint of anger on her face: "Xiao Qiong... not."
"You are not a third party who intervened temporarily. To me, you and Brother Xia are both very important to me! The three of us... I just want the three of us to always be the same as before..."
Si Jiao said, her calm voice finally trembled a little.
"Don't you... hate me...?"
"I don't hate you, I don't hate you... I don't need Xiao Qiong to pay any price for me, I don't care about these at all...!" Si Jiao bit her thin lips lightly, and the stagnant water finally rippled: "I... just want to go back to our previous relationship..."
"In high school... when the three of us were together, even if there were quarrels, even if there were jealousy and quarrels, it was also the happiest time for me!"
Situ Qiong trembled all over, she sniffed and clenched her fists.
It doesn't matter what the lust is...
If the senior's penis really can't satisfy me, then take medicine! As long as I take the medicine, even Han Mu's penis can make me climax repeatedly, let alone the senior? !
If I can't be satisfied emotionally, I will cling to the senior even more than before! Always cling to him! Act like a spoiled child to him! Let him satisfy my emotions that can't be filled!
It doesn't matter if you get lost for a while, as long as you can recover immediately--
"In that case, Jiaojiao, I have an idea...!" Situ Qiong reached out to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said seriously: "Let me confess to the senior."
"I will tell him everything, but... uh... Although I feel a little sorry for the senior... But as I just said, I am the only one who has become the victim under their crotch...!" Situ Qiong paused, and then said: "In this way, at most there will be some estrangement between me and the senior!"
"Then, I will work hard! Even if the senior despises me, I will try my best to make up for that estrangement! No matter how much the senior wants to abandon me, for Jiaojiao, I will also try my best to find a way to repair any possible estrangement between me and the senior!"
"As long as it's not that Jiaojiao despises herself, then I will add some exaggeration to the content of the confession to the senior, and put more of the problem on A Ye and Han Mu, and then if I try to pester the senior... well... in this way, it should be fine!
Thinking of Ye Shengge, Situ Qiong's heart trembled slightly, but she bit her thin lips and hardened her heart.
You must not be soft-hearted at this time!
You have done something wrong, you must make amends immediately - now is the best time! If you are soft-hearted now, you may never be able to turn back in the future!
"...I can't do it..."
"Why!" Situ Qiong pouted: "Jiaojiao, don't you believe me so much!"
"No...I mean...Let Brother Xia not know that I have lost my virginity...This thing...is impossible." Si Jiao's tone could no longer maintain the previous calmness, and the pain was obvious.
"How is this possible? Jiaojiao, didn't you say before that you would do that kind of thing after you married your senior? In that case, there would be plenty of opportunities to do hymen repair surgery before that, right?" Situ Qiong bit her red lips lightly: "Although this is a bit unfair to the senior... but if only we know all this, we keep it a secret and take it to the grave, what's the difference between this and nothing happening?"
"This may be a bit mean, but it's the best way to deal with it, isn't it...?!"
Si Jiao lowered her head and was silent for a long time-
When Situ Qiong couldn't help but speak again, she finally spoke and asked: "... Xiao Qiong, you know Ye Shengge better than me, let me ask you..."
"Why do you think Ye Shengge is willing to share you and me with Han Mu?"
When this came out, Situ Qiong was stunned.
She had been worrying about other things just now, but never thought about this-why did Ye Shengge let Han Mu get involved with Si Jiao? And why did he let Han Mu do it to herself?
But when she calmed down and thought, a detail from last night made her feel cold.
Camera.
The camera recorded everything she and Han Mu did.
So... could it be... impossible... how could it be possible... how dare Ye Shengge...!
No...but...
"...Jiao, Jiao..." Situ Qiong felt her voice was a little hoarse for a moment. She slowly opened her mouth, holding the last glimmer of hope, and asked: "He...should not...'only' take a video of you and Han Mu having sex...right?"
"..."
After a while, Si Jiao shook her head gently, "As you think."
Instantly, as if all her strength was taken away, Situ Qiong sat on the bed weakly, muttering: "...scapegoat..."
"Han Mu...is Ye Shengge's scapegoat..."
"Han Mu...is the victim he used to create a gap between 'us'..."
"Han Mu...is his third hand...a tool for him to reach places he couldn't reach..."
"Ha...haha...so that's it...so that's it..." Situ Qiong took a deep breath, covered her cheek, and whispered: "Aye...you have a cruel heart..."
When did it start?
Situ Qiong recalled the scene of Ye Shengge and Han Mu chatting and making friends during this short college time, and couldn't help but tremble slightly.
Did he regard Han Mu as a sacrifice from the very beginning when he met him?
If their guess is true...
Then both of them are destined to show such lewd appearance in front of Xia Wenxue - under other men!
"So Jiaojiao, you plan to do that... Because how can we be easily accepted by the senior when we show that appearance under other men..."
Even if we can return to his side, how can the estrangement disappear easily?
Just as she said, they can never go back to the past.
Situ Qiong couldn't help but be a little dazed, and her brain was extremely blank for a while - the psychological preparation she had just made was defeated again at this moment.
"...Xiao Qiong, what do you think...?"
Si Jiao's voice made her come back to her senses a little, she looked up stiffly at Si Jiao, and met her sight...Si Jiao's eyes were slightly shaken, but she still looked at her firmly, that was definitely not a joke.
Unwilling to let go - in this case, no matter how ugly it is, hold him firmly in your hands...Is this Jiaojiao's 'answer'?
Situ Qiong could not help but fall silent. This time, she seriously thought about the feasibility of what Si Jiao said.
Situ Qiong could not help but think of the past fun play led by Zhuang Yuxia. She induced Xia Wenxue to imagine his woman being played with by other men. Although Xia Wenxue did not want his woman to be touched by other men at that time, his body's reaction was beyond Situ Qiong's expectations. The penis that was thought to have reached its limit became more energetic.
Maybe... Senior is really likely to become like the protagonist in those novels that A Ye had shown me before...? If that were the case, Senior would no longer feel alienated and sad, and I would no longer have to suppress my desires. I could enjoy myself...
Situ Qiong swallowed her saliva. After a while, she took a deep breath, looked up at Si Jiao, and said seriously: "In this case, we will be accomplices in the future."
Accomplices
Si Jiao's beautiful eyes moved slightly, and she whispered: "Yes... accomplice..."
Let's do the most excessive thing for Brother Xia...
Thinking of this, Si Jiao felt a sense of joy inexplicably in her heart.
Even she herself didn't notice that the corners of her mouth quietly raised a barely perceptible arc.
"Let's become accomplices together, Xiao Qiong..."
The depth in those eyes seemed to swallow up 'her', leading the two of them to the road of no return.