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Chapter 37 - 033 · If We Go Down, We'll Go Down Together [2]

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"I've been miserable too, I... I awakened three tails after that, because of you. I..." I shook my head, "I had to stay, to train them, to... to prepare them, Alec and Kat more than the others, but I had to raise them, our parents don't have time for that, they are to busy being...." I swallowed, "what they are, and I'm the oldest and... and... and I had to do my duties and,"

"What are you Hell, Mia?" He frowned, eyes darkening.

I swallowed, "What?"

"What is your position in Hell?" He asked, glaring at me.

I clenched my jaw, "My position?"

"You know exactly what I'm asking you. Please. Stop lying to me," he held my face with both hands, making me keep my eyes on him. "You know what I am."

"I can't, I,"

"Don't give me that," he leaned down, pressing his forehead on mine and I felt my tears rolling down, "tell me truth, Mia, tell me who you are. No lies."

"Please, don't make it,"

"Mia, please," he looked into my eyes, his burning with sadness.

I held onto jacket, "I'm... I'm the Imperial Crowned Princess, Eric."

His eyes darkened, "Does that mean,"

"I was raised by the Emperor and the Empress, Alec is the Imperial Prince. But he... he's actually the real Crowned Prince. Had the Emperor's older sister stayed in Hell, I would be rightfully the Crowned Princess, but I'm not. He doesn't know that, none of them do, and the Emperor and Empress don't know I know."

"You were the baby in the vision," he breathed eyes darkening.

"I was the baby in the vision," I swallowed. "Your parents... they,"

He took a step back, releasing me, then another, "Oh no."

I stared down at my hands, "I don't... I don't know everything yet. I just learned this, before you ask if I knew that I was... I was their daughter, I didn't. I... I learned in the vision, but I didn't think I was the baby because I... I'm not a fae, at least, I don't look or have anything of one, but... but then the fox inside me told me it's me, and... I got some extra proof that I am that baby, and I... I'm confused. I..." I shook my head, "it's all too new, it hurt," I pressed my hands on my chest, feeling agony, tears falling down, "it hurts so much. I saw everything, you didn't finish the vision, but I did, and... and it hurts so bad," I fell, sitting down, back on the wall, hugging my legs. "I feel so... bad... and helpless... I,"

"My... my parents killed yours, they..." he gasped, then his breathing got uneven, "our... our parents they... you are the... the tyrant,"

"Don't call him that," I snapped. "He wasn't a tyrant, a clan tried to kill my mom pregnant of me, he retaliated, your clans hated it, because she was a demon, and they called him a tyrant for that. Would you do different? If I was pregnant and a clan poisoned me and our baby, would you let them go or would you murder them and make them pay for it?"

He flinched as if I hurt him, "I would kill them, of course, I fucking would."

"Would that make you a tyrant?" I hissed. "Would it?"

"No... I..."

"Then don't call my father a tyrant," I snapped. "He did it for love. I wouldn't have been born if something else had occured."

"Don't fucking say that, mia."

"I meant it. I'm only a fox, because my fucked up grandparents had threw my mom as a baby into Tartarus and left her there for two millennials to survive on her own, saying she would only be worthy of the throne if she survived and brought them a fragment of the remains of the divine foxes,"

["Kitsune."]

"Kitsune or whatever the name is, to them, and my mom had to map the entire Tartarus while surviving the worse shit in the world, growing up in there, and she found one, and stayed with it, only then she managed to go back to Phlagentonte City. When she ran away from Hell to be with my father, leaving everything at the hands of her younger brother, she brought it with her, and they made a potion to take all the magic from the fragment until it was gone, which she drank pregnant, it fought the poison and saved us. But... it changed me. And I... I became this," I cursed, shaking. "I..."

He got to me, bending his knees, "Do you want to kill them?"

No, he can't ask me this, it's not fair, "They killed my parents," I cried.

He held my face with his hands, "Do you, want to, kill them?"

"What... what will you do if I say yes?" I whispered.

"I'll kill them with you," he said firmly, eyes on mine.

My throat dried, "What?"

"I will," he pressed his forehead on mine, "kill them," he nuzzled our noses and I felt my heart racing, "with you," then, he pressed his lips on mine.

There was no fighting against, I took off the gloves, throwing them far away and my hands went to his hair as I pressed my lips back on his, my body moving on its own, I stood on my knees, then I pushed him to sit down instead, and then I hopped on his lap, straddling him, all while kissing him hard, needing desperately of his touch, my hands going to his leather  jacket, taking it off. His hands went to my sweatshirt and he paused the kisses to take it off me, which I rose my hands up for a second to help, as soon as it was gone, his lips were back in mine, and I could tell he missed me as much as i missed him when growled against my lips. He was dress a button-up dress silk black shirt underneath the jacket and my fingers began to work on unbuttoning it as his unzipped my shorts so he could grab my butt.

"I missed you so much," I cried against his lips, as he grabbed my ass hard.

"I missed you more, mia," he whispered against mine, back to kissing me.

But when I was going to take his shirt off after I won the fight against all the annoying buttons, he grabbed my wrists, stopping me, and his heart raced in an anxious manner, not like how I was used to. "What... what is it?" I frowned.

He swallowed, "I... I'm not the same, mia."

"Are we going to fast?" I blinked, stopping moving, adding some distance.

"No, no, fuck, no," he groaned and I narrowed my eyes softly.

"What is it? Why are you retracting? I'm different too, babe."

"I don't want you to... to hurt yourself for this, mia," he avoided my eyes, which made all the alarms inside me soar, because he never did that, I did.

"What happened, Davon?" I groaned.