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Chapter 15 - Chapter 15: Echoes of Devotion

The hours that followed Michael's arrest were a blur of flashing lights, distant voices, and the cold, clinical environment of the hospital where Amelia had been taken for evaluation. The cuts and bruises on her body were a stark reminder of the nightmare she had just escaped, but the deeper wounds—the ones that lingered in her mind—felt far more overwhelming.

As the doctor examined her, Amelia's thoughts drifted in and out, her mind replaying the events of the past few days like a broken record. The fear, the violence, the suffocating grip of Michael's obsession—it was all still too fresh, too raw. Every time she closed her eyes, she could still feel his hands around her throat, could still hear his voice, filled with anger and desperation, echoing in her ears.

"You're going to be okay," the doctor said gently, breaking through the haze of her thoughts. "Physically, you're going to heal just fine. But it's important that you talk to someone about what you've been through. This kind of trauma doesn't just go away."

Amelia nodded numbly, though she wasn't sure if she believed it. The idea of talking about what had happened felt impossible, like reopening a wound that was still bleeding. But she knew she couldn't ignore it forever. The shadows of her past were too dark, too deep, to simply be pushed aside.

After the doctor finished, Amelia was left alone in the small, sterile room, the silence pressing down on her like a weight. The police had taken her statement, the nurses had bandaged her wounds, but the emptiness she felt inside was something they couldn't touch.

A soft knock on the door pulled her from her thoughts, and she looked up to see Liam standing in the doorway, his expression a mixture of relief and concern. His face was still bruised from the fight with Michael, but his eyes were filled with the same gentle warmth that had always made Amelia feel safe.

"Hey," he said softly, stepping into the room. "How are you feeling?"

Amelia tried to smile, but it felt forced, hollow. "I don't know," she admitted, her voice barely above a whisper. "I just… I feel like I'm still in shock."

Liam nodded, understanding. He crossed the room and sat beside her on the bed, his hand reaching out to gently take hers. "You've been through a lot," he said quietly. "But you're strong, Amelia. You're going to get through this."

Amelia looked down at their joined hands, the warmth of his touch grounding her in a way that nothing else had. But even as she tried to hold on to that feeling, the memories of the past few days—of Michael, of the fear that had nearly consumed her—kept pulling her back into the darkness.

"I don't feel strong," she whispered, her voice trembling. "I feel… broken. Like I'm never going to be okay again."

Liam's grip on her hand tightened slightly, his eyes filled with a fierce protectiveness. "You're not broken, Amelia," he said firmly. "You're hurt, and you're scared, but you're not broken. You survived something that would have destroyed a lot of people. That's strength."

Amelia's eyes filled with tears, the weight of his words pressing down on her heart. She wanted to believe him, wanted to believe that she could come out of this whole, but the fear, the trauma, was still too overwhelming.

"I don't know how to move on from this," she admitted, her voice thick with emotion. "I don't know how to let go of the fear."

Liam reached up, gently brushing a tear from her cheek. "You don't have to do it alone," he said softly. "I'm here, Amelia. I'll help you through this, every step of the way."

Amelia looked into his eyes, seeing the sincerity, the love, that had been there from the start. But even as she felt the comfort of his words, a part of her mind drifted back to Ethan—to the feelings she had once had for him, to the connection that had been reignited when he had shown up to save her.

Liam must have sensed her hesitation, because his expression shifted slightly, a hint of worry creeping into his eyes. "Amelia, I know things are complicated right now," he said gently. "And I don't want to pressure you. But I need to know… is there still a place for me in your life?"

Amelia's heart ached at the question, the weight of it pressing down on her like a physical force. She didn't want to hurt Liam—didn't want to lose the safety and comfort he had given her—but the unresolved feelings she had for Ethan made everything so much more difficult.

"I don't know," she whispered, her voice breaking. "I care about you, Liam. I really do. But everything is so… complicated."

Liam nodded, though the pain in his eyes was unmistakable. "I understand," he said softly, his voice filled with quiet resignation. "Just know that I'm here, no matter what."

Before Amelia could respond, the door to the room opened again, and Ethan stepped inside, his expression tense but determined. He paused when he saw Liam sitting beside her, his eyes flicking between them as if assessing the situation.

"Amelia," Ethan said softly, his voice filled with concern. "How are you holding up?"

Amelia's breath caught in her throat, the tension between the two men palpable. She could see the conflict in Ethan's eyes—the worry, the longing—but there was also a hint of something darker, something that made her heart race with anxiety.

"I'm… I'm okay," she said quietly, though the words felt like a lie. She wasn't okay. She was far from okay, and now, with both Liam and Ethan standing before her, the pressure of the situation threatened to overwhelm her.

Ethan took a step closer, his eyes never leaving hers. "Amelia, I need you to know that I'm here for you," he said firmly. "Whatever you need, whatever you decide—I'm not going anywhere."

Liam's grip on her hand tightened slightly, and Amelia could feel the tension building in the room, the unspoken conflict between the two men intensifying with every passing second. She didn't want to be in this position—didn't want to have to choose between them—but she knew that eventually, she would have to.

But how could she make that choice when her own heart was still so fractured, so torn between the past and the present?

The silence in the room was thick, heavy with the weight of everything unsaid. Amelia looked between Liam and Ethan, her mind racing, her heart aching with the knowledge that whatever decision she made, someone would be hurt.

"I can't do this right now," she whispered, her voice trembling. "I can't make that choice. Not yet."

Ethan's expression softened, but there was a flash of frustration in his eyes that made Amelia's chest tighten. "Amelia, I'm not asking you to choose right now," he said quietly. "But I need you to know that I'm here. I've always been here."

Liam's eyes flicked to Ethan, and for a moment, the tension between them was almost unbearable. But then, with a deep breath, Liam stood up, his expression filled with quiet determination. "I'll give you the space you need," he said softly, though there was a hint of sadness in his voice. "But know that I'm not giving up on you, Amelia. Not now, not ever."

He gave her hand one last gentle squeeze before turning and walking out of the room, leaving Amelia alone with Ethan. The door closed softly behind him, but the sound felt deafening in the silence that followed.

Ethan stepped closer, his gaze intense as he looked down at her. "I'm not giving up on you either," he said softly, his voice filled with a quiet resolve. "But you need to figure out what you want, Amelia. You need to figure out who you want."

Amelia's heart ached at his words, the weight of the decision pressing down on her like a physical force. She didn't want to hurt either of them, didn't want to lose the connection she had with both Liam and Ethan, but she knew that, eventually, she would have to choose.

But for now, all she could do was take it one day at a time, trying to find a way to heal from the darkness that had nearly consumed her.

And as Ethan sat down beside her, his presence comforting but filled with unspoken questions, Amelia knew that her journey was far from over. The echoes of Michael's obsession still lingered, and the scars he had left on her heart would take time to heal.

But with Liam and Ethan by her side, she knew that she wouldn't have to face the darkness alone.