After our meal that ended up being rather steamier than we had both intended, I finally took a shower and to be honest, if Duke hadn't forced me to control my urges it would have happened in the shower too.
I mean I always knew I liked making love, but I didn't know I was so crazy for it. Duke has made me realize this side of me. Or maybe it's not actually the act of making love I want, maybe I just love Duke so much that I can't help but want him every time of the day. Even when I've just had him. Even when my thighs are trembling, my back is aching and my core is swollen. I still want him.
I've heard some people say that when you love a person romantically the lust for that person is uncontrollable. With Rowan, of course I wanted him, but not with as much desire as I have for Duke. Not even half that much.
Does it mean I love Duke more than I've ever loved anyone romantically? Even though I've known him the shortest.
