It's been three days since my little argument with Duke in his study. I've been avoiding him like he's some kind of demon after my life. I even started sleeping in my room again.
Why am I doing this?
Why am I acting this way?
I just feel too sorry, and too bad about everything. He keeps telling me I should rely on him but I just feel miserable rubbing all my mess on him.
Even yesterday Saturday, I didn't spend my time at home. Instead I went to the office and spent my entire day there. I made sure to stay way past eight before returning home and heading straight for my room.
I know I'm being unreasonable, but I just— I just feel so bad, what do I do?
It's Sunday and I'm heading to church with the twins in their car seats. I already got permission from Duke a long time ago to take them with me whenever I'm going to church so I did not even wait fkr him to wake up before escaping with them.
