Thanks to Duke, I'm forced to rest today.
Well, I don't think I can put the entire blame on him at this point. To be fair, last night, I was the one who asked for it. Of course I realized how starved he had been and how wrong it had been for me to ask such a starved man to make love to me. But it was much too late when I realized that.
He always talks about how much he wants me… I finally got to witness and partake in it and it was evident that his want for me was fiery and vehement.
And I didn't realize until last night—
I didn't realize how much my desire for him matched his own for me. The fact that I could not push him away even though I was exhausted, showed how much of a seducer he was, how easily I was to seduce, and how ready I was to be seduced.
It showed how much I had also dreamed sweet dreams of having him deep inside me and when he did take me, Lord have mercy on my dirty mind but, damn…
It was fire.
