August , 2024
Write now I am remembering my life like a video playback on last moments of my life. My father, mother, brother and little sister are trying to take me to hospital but I know it will be impossible to save me. I have taken many wrong decisions and back off many times during many different opportunities for my life descisions and others. Now at the end of time I feel like my life is a completlety joke.
Me " mummy papa sorry I haven't done anything for you in my life and thank you".
My family were crying as I took my last breath and thought if I get another chance I will do everything without any fear and try to make my family's dream real or even greater.
June 2002
I a small village in Agra a house 1km away from village there many women were standing with a pregnant women giving birth in the centre. After 30min birth is successful and dai maa come outside of room.
Dai maa" congratulations there is a boy. Pradhan ji distribute laddu".
Pradhan ji "Sure how is bahu".
Dai maa"She is fine but you have to take all precautions that a pregnant women shall have."
Pradhan ji"sure".
After the talk all the men there congratulate Pradhan ji
Ramveer" hey Pradhan you are now grandfather why don't you do Akhand Ramayan".
Pradhan ji "Akhand Ramayan can only be when a girl will be born".
Ramveer" Ok when is baddana coming back it has been 2.5 months going to Delhi."
Pradhan ji"Tomorrow."
Ramveer"After all he is becoming father."
These types of talks were going on in the whole living room . Inside the room there is a women of nearly 18 years old sleeping peacefully. She is looking Haggard due to physical exaustion there is a little boy on her side looking at the roof in daze.