It was normal for someone to protect a better looking egg than a cracked one, isn't it?
That's the same as the current situation. AiLin wouldn't let someone else to die instead of her, not when they deserve a future.
Riding back home, her eyes were hazy as she stared at the sky outside. The entire world was dark and she always loved the moonlight. The darkness of a night sky was her best comfort. She could feel as if she was finally in control of herself again whenever the night dusk the sky. Times to times, she thought she had healed but there were times when she realized that she wasn't healed at all.