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[Jun, I wrote this message a long time ago, editing and reediting it over a lengthy period, and only after last night's incident did I finally understand just how outrageous Gu Feier's behavior was!]
[I initially thought she just fell out of love and wanted freedom, which is why she divorced you, but I never expected her to have an affair during your marriage. Only under my relentless questioning last night did she admit that she had hooked up with Director Lin while still married to you.]
[That's when I realized I'd been deceived, and I was furious, asking her why she had to do this?]
[I know I did something wrong. When she wanted to divorce you, I just thought if there's no love, then parting on good terms is best, without ever imagining it would turn out like this.]
[Jun, scold me if it'll make you feel any better, you can even hit me, whip me, anything is fine. I just want to alleviate my guilt and compensate you.]
