Otherwise, he could not accept the fact that Ahtal was a villain, even though he had already joined the Dusk Cult, and wanted to cooperate with the Dusk Cult to assassinate Ahtal.
But still, he couldn't accept that Ahtal was a villain.
How should he describe this feeling? It was as if he had completely fallen and become utterly corrupted, but still held some adoration for the white moonlight of his past... It felt like the white moonlight was his contrast, making him think that the world wasn't so terrible after all.
Now that Ahtal actually admitted he was a villain, it felt like meeting the white moonlight again, only to discover she was a prostitute and that his adoration for the white moonlight was merely unrequited love from the start.
Distressed.
Shocked.
Angry.
He didn't know, nor could he describe the feeling at this moment, because the man in front of him... should have been an unblemished hero.
