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REGRETS of my life

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Chapter 1 - Ch-1Shattered Innocence

Ch-1: Shattered Innocence๐Ÿ˜”

Regret... it's a word we all know too well. A feeling that haunts everyone at some point. ๐Ÿ˜ž

Some regret not chasing their dreams. ๐Ÿ’ญ

Some regret not telling someone how they truly feel. ๐Ÿ’”

Some regret staying stuck in a job they hate. ๐Ÿ’ผ

Some regret the love they lost. ๐Ÿ’”

Some regret not trusting the one they loved because of past wounds. ๐Ÿ˜ž

Some regret not helping those who needed them most. ๐Ÿ’”

Regret is universal, right? We all have it. But why am I talking about all of this? ๐Ÿค”

You see, people tell me all kinds of things.

Some say, "You're from a rich family, so you don't have to worry about anything. Your family buys you everything, right?" ๐Ÿ’ธ

Others say, "Of course, you're a genius. You come from wealth, that's why." ๐Ÿง 

And then there are those who say, "You think you're better than me just because I don't have money, don't you?" ๐Ÿ˜ 

If I help someone, they call me a show-off. "You don't need to flaunt your wealth." ๐Ÿ™„

Butโ€ฆ who am I to even speak? My name is Emily.

I'm a girl, somewhere between 20 and 23 years old. ๐ŸŽ‚

My birthday is on February 12th, 1999. ๐ŸŽ‰

A day that should bring happiness, but all it brings is pain.

I come from a wealthy family, but I hate them. ๐Ÿ˜ค

Because of them, I lost everything I ever cared about. Everything. ๐Ÿ˜ข

I lost my friends.

I lost my love. ๐Ÿ’”

I lost my dreams.

I lost my childhood.

And I lost my child. ๐Ÿ‘ถ

Yesโ€ฆ my child. I lost her before she even had a chance to be born. My family forced me to abort her. I couldn't protect her. ๐Ÿ˜ญ

I'm deep in the fourth stage of depression. ๐Ÿ˜ž

I also have MPDโ€”Multiple Personality Disorder. ๐Ÿ˜“

Inside me, there are four personalities, and each one helps me survive in this harsh world. Butโ€ฆ why? What do they want from me? ๐Ÿคทโ€โ™€๏ธ

I'm too innocent for this cruel world. ๐Ÿ˜”

What did I do wrong? What did my unborn child do to deserve this fate? Why is this happening to me? Who's to blame? Tell me. Please. ๐Ÿ˜ข

It's my birthday today, but guess what my family is doing? Celebrating my sister's engagement... On my birthday. ๐Ÿ’”

On my fucking birthday. ๐Ÿ˜ก

I hate myself. I hate myself so much. ๐Ÿ˜ž

When I was little, I lived with my grandfather and my uncle, who was like a butler to us. It was the only time I ever felt loved.

I just want love. That's all I want. Pleaseโ€ฆ ๐Ÿ’” Please, just love me. ๐Ÿ™

@The girl silently cries in her room, staring at the moon through her window, her tears falling like raindrops. ๐ŸŒ™ #drip. drip.# ๐Ÿ˜ข

I have no one. No one who cares about me. ๐Ÿ˜”

My father? He's supposed to protect me, but he only slaps me and yells at me. ๐Ÿ˜ฃ

My mother? She ignores me, as though I don't even exist. ๐Ÿ˜ž

My sister? She blames me for everything, spreading lies and rumors about me. ๐Ÿ˜ 

And friends? I can't seem to make any. ๐Ÿ˜ž

The first boy I ever had a crush on in high school? He's now engaged to my sister. ๐Ÿ˜”

And what's worse? I told her I had a small crush on him, but she thought I was obsessed. ๐Ÿ’”

Please, somebodyโ€ฆ Please help me get out of this hell. ๐Ÿ™

I don't want to live anymore. ๐Ÿ˜ญ

@She folds her hands in prayer, closing her eyes, hoping for some kind of escape. ๐Ÿ™

"Please, Godโ€ฆ take me away. I don't want to live like this anymore. Please, God, just take me away. I need peace. Please, just take me to a better place." ๐Ÿ™

@And with that final prayer, the girl's eyes close, her body cold as she falls unconscious. ๐Ÿฅถ

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What happened to Emily? Why does she want to die? ๐Ÿ˜”

Why is she praying to God, asking to be taken away? What regrets haunt her? ๐Ÿ˜ž

Who is Emily, really? ๐Ÿค”

Is she truly innocent, or is there something more lurking inside? Is one of her personalities taking control? ๐Ÿ˜ถ

What secrets does she hide, and what awaits her in the future? ๐Ÿ”ฎ

And why does her sister seem to hate her so much? ๐Ÿ˜ก

Stay tuned to uncover the truthโ€ฆ

Until next time.

Goodbye ๐Ÿ‘‹