Ch-1: I Hate Those Memories 😔

Regret is a word that everyone knows or has in their life.

Some regret not reaching their dreams.

Some regret wanting love from a particular person but backing out from reaching out to them. 😞

Some regret being incompetent at their job or workplace.

Some regret their love life. 💔

Some regret not trusting the person they loved because of the past.

Some regret that because of trust issues, they can't help their loved ones.

As you all know, everyone has their own regrets.

You must be curious as to why I'm saying all of this… 🤔

Some people say to me,

"You're from a rich family, so you don't have to worry about any work because your family already gives you money or the items you want, right?" 💸

Some say to me, "I'm a genius because I'm from a rich family." 🧠

Some say to me, "You're really looking down on me because I'm poor, right?" 😠

If I help someone, they say to me, "You don't need to show off your money." 🙄

Well, who am I to talk about any of this?

My name is Emily.

I'm a girl, between 20 to 23 years old. 🎂

My birthday is on 12th Feb 1999. 🎉

My family is wealthy, but I hate them. 😤

Because of them, I lost everything in life that was dear to me. 😢

My friends.

My love life. 💔

My dreams.

My goals.

My childhood.

And my child. 👶

Yes, my child. I lost her forever because I couldn't protect her when she was in my belly, and my family forced me to abort. 😭

I am in the fourth stage of depression. 😞

And I have MPD (Multiple Personality Disorder). 😓

I have four personalities inside me who are always with me and help me survive this world. But why do they help me? What am I to them? 🤷‍♀️

I am too innocent for this cruel world. 😔

#sob. sob.# 😢

What fault is mine? And what fault is that of my unborn child?

Who is wrong? Tell me.

Today is my birthday, and my family didn't even remember it. They're celebrating my sister's engagement on my birthday. 💔

On fucking birthday. 😡

I hate myself.

I hate myself. 😞

When I was 3 years old, I lived with my grandfather and uncle butler there.

I just want love… please give me that, please. 💔

I beg you, please. 🙏

@The girl silently cries in her room as her tears drop to the floor while she looks at the moon.@ 🌙

#drip. drip.# 😢

There is no one who can love me. 😔

Everyone hates me. 💔

My father, who is supposed to protect me with anything, always slaps me or shouts at me. 😣

My mom always ignores me. 😞

My older sister always blames me or spreads false rumors about me. 😠

I can't make any friends. 😞

The first boy I had a crush on in high school is now engaged to my older sister. 😔

What's worse is that I told her I had a small crush on Robert, but she thought I had a big crush on him. 💔

Please, somebody, please help me get out of this hell. 🙏

I don't want to live anymore. 😭

@The girl joins her hands in a praying manner and closes her eyes.@ 🙏

"Please, God, take me with you. I don't want to live anymore.

I am tired now. Please, God, take me away from this hellish life." 🙏

@The girl prays to God and loses her consciousness, falling down cold.@ 🥶

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What happened to that girl? Why doesn't she want to live? 😔

Why is she praying to God to take her life? What happened to her, and why does she have regrets? 😞

Who is Emily? 🤔

Emily, who says she is innocent and has depression and MPD… is she really innocent, or is there another personality inside her? 😶

What secrets does she have, and what is in her future? 🔮

And why does her older sister hate her? 😡

Please stay tuned to know more…

Over and out.

Bye 👋