There is always a saying where people forgive other people, but I can't forget what happened to me. I guess you can call it a revenge story. People don't know what pain really is until they have gone through it. They will pay for what they did to me. How did all this happen, where did it all go wrong. 

My name is Madeline Gray, and I'm 22 years old, this is my story from the beginning. My family is really wealthy, so I never struggled with anything growing up. I was loved and spoiled by my loving parents. Whenever both of my parents were busy, I was left with my caregiver, Rose. She was also loving and caring. She took me to see new places, so I can have a normal childhood and enjoy being a kid. Until my aunt moved in.

 At the time, I was with Rose in my room playing with the toys and having fun with each other. Until, my mom came into my room to introduced my aunt to me. At that time, I didn't know what was happening being a child and all. But I Remember my mom telling me that she was going to be staying with us for a while. I was happy knowing that my aunt is going to be staying with me for a while, but little did I know that she will destroy everything soon after.

 It's been a week since my aunt moved in, and I haven't seen Rose for 2 days. My mom told me that Rose quit because of some personal things and that my aunt is going to be taking care of me while my parents went on their business trip. Once my parents left, my aunt called her boyfriend over. I told "My aunt I was hungry," she said, "not right now, leave me alone." I went back to my room to play with my toys. I lost track of time while playing that I didn't know I fell asleep. Later that night I felt someone carrying me to my bed. Likewise, I opened my eyes to see who it was at first, I thought that it was my aunt who carried me to my bed, but I was far from wrong. It was my aunt's boyfriend who carried me. He told me ", Good night little princess, I'll see you the morning, so I can play with you." In my little head it felt weird because i didn't even know who this person was. Before I knew it, it was morning, my aunt told me to wake up, so I could eat breakfast. I ate my pancake, then I told my aunt if she would play with me, but she said no because she had to go out. She intruded me to her boyfriend. I get a bad vibe coming from this man. She told me that she would leave me with her boyfriend. It was after noon and my aunt felt her boyfriend with me. Little did I know my happiness would end here, being a 5-year-old I loved to play games, but there was a game which I hate playing. He said it was a fun game playing doctor. I didn't know what was happening, but he took off my clothes and started touching me. He then proceeded to rape me. I told him no it hurts, leave me alone. I was crying, yelling and fighting for him to let me go. His hands were close to my mouth. This was my only chance if I wanted him to leave me alone. I took it so I bit his hand so hard that he would stop. Once he got off of me I ran so fast.

Furthermore, I hid in my hiding spot where no one knows about expat for Rose. In addition, I stayed there crying with my underwear bloody. Time went by slowly, I never left my crawling space. I forgot that I had many snacks there, so I was good with food and blankets, but I didn't have any clothes. I never felt so gross like this. I didn't know what time my aunt was going to be home, so I stayed in the same spot for a while. Not only that, but I don't want to play with anything or anyone. All I want is my parents to come home already. I don't want to suffer any longer. I can hear when my aunt came home, I went straight towards her crying. Her boyfriend came out of the room trying to figure out what is happening. She hugged her boyfriend while crying. I tied to talk to her and the only thing she did was ignore me. I tried telling her "he touched me down here." She didn't care about me nor what happed to me. My aunt and her boyfriend went into their room to talk about some things. I heard her talking to her boyfriend that everything is going well with the plan. I was listening to everything they were saying, and the last thing I heard was that the plane that my parents are on will crash soon. I took some clothes to my spot without no one noticing. Before my aunt notices that I'm gone, I went to my room to pretend that I was sleeping.

Three weeks passed, my aunt went to my room crying, telling me that my parents had passed away in the airplane crash. I was in tears, but I knew that would happen. A week later, I went to the site where they died, that was where their funeral was at. I promise myself that I won't ever smile again. Two days past, I thought that was the last time it would happen but it wasn't he kept on coming to my room over and over. She knew about everything but choose not to say anything. I was in a really bad state that not even my own aunt cared about me. I had burn marks from the cigarettes they both left behind and even bruises all over my body. Sometimes they would lock me up in a dog cage. I remember having bruises on my arms and legs from the ropes that was used to tie me up on the bed so I wouldn't move. Not just that but they took videos of me and posted it on some websites. A lot of things happened to me. 

 Four months later, the abuse kept on going on but this time with my aunt hitting me and making me starve to death. If I wasn't a good girl I would be sold to other people for their own fun and games. So I was a really good girl that listened to everything I was being told to do. I never asked for food. The little food I ate was their scraps of leftover food from 4 or 5 days old. I didn't care if it was rotten, I was hungry, so I had to do it to survive so I could take over the company. Being little I didn't know what to do. I never thought that I would make it to adulthood. There was so many time that I wanted to kill myself but I always thought about my parents business. So I had to grow up fast even though I felt disgusting in many ways.