I feel so alone, and it's not because I truly am. But the lack of feeling that anyone understands me. I feel like I'm trapped in bubble being viewed at the expense of others. I feel bad for animals in zoos because this is what they probably feel. I want to cut my skin so maybe someone will speak to me and that person will probably be me. We cope in strange ways and sometimes those ways make a man insane. But I can't be alone much longer, I can't be stuck with these thoughts. A smile adorns my face with only sadness in it place.
I want someone who thinks like me, pursues things I like . Is like me, yet I'm cursed with no soul on earth having my mind. Uniqueness makes beauty, but who wants feel like a bird in a cage. A fool with thoughts of nothing, isn't that something. A paradox in that thought, yet the only something to me is nothing because nothing lasts. It's like quick blips, joy,anger,sadness all of fades in seconds, back to nothing. This is what makes me feel alone.
Alone I stand gazing at the stars, I study there beauty from afar, truly I feel like a star.