18-09-2003 (16 years old Janelle)
After such days, Janelle would always get up and go get ready so that she doesn't get beaten more now and met at the breakfast table , "that was what ever happens in my blatant and dull life".
On that night, Janelle regretted what ever she did and while killing her foster mother in her room with blood splattering all over Janelle thinks that,"killing one more person wont change anything" and after that Janelle with a bloody knife slowly moves up the corridor and stairs to go to her foster father's office where he spends most of his days and that will be where he dies as he is no more than a sinner and a body.
What's a father you ask? is a father someone who beats their child or is a father someone who shall sacrifice himself and save their child? Many would say the latter is the answer but just know i don't need such a answer because i have a father who beats me for minor reason, don't i?
I shall never question stuff like this as they are but a part of my foolish and blatant life.
Janelle stops in front of the office to hear if there are any more people inside except her father after confirming that there is only her father inside,she opens the door....and sees that her father was pointing a gun at her and then told her to put the knife down no matter how much of an immature Janelle was she still knew that a knife will never be faster than a gun.
that man ordered her to do whatever he asks her to do and if not...you shall truly realize what hell ever was while grabbing her hair and pulling her down to the dirty and with only one window basement and locked the door and ordered her to not try to run away.