Stephen was an amalgamation of emotions. He had come to check on Mizuyuki, only to find him moaning and writhing on the bed. He wouldn't wake up no matter what Stephen did.
Not only that but he ejaculated in his sleep with a loud moan, and Stephen was torn. He was glad that Mizuyuki wasn't screaming in his sleep, but he could almost guarantee Mizuyuki wasn't dreaming about him.
This thought was further confirmed after Mizuyuki snapped out of it looking every bit guilty and embarrassed. Stephen realized he loved Mizuyuki when he was no longer by his side each day felt overwhelming, and he was still a man with needs, however he didn't want to hurt the still healing Mizuyuki in any way.
"Oh... I see..." He said.
"I'm really sorry... I can't control it."
"It's fine Mizuyuki... what do you want me to do? Should I help you...? Or would you like me to give you some privacy?"
"I... Um... C-Could you help me?" Mizuyuki asked looking up at Stephen through his hair.
"Anything you ask of me I will freely and gladly give you." Stephen said, pushing Mizuyuki's hair out the way and kissing him softly.
Stephen knew he couldn't go all the way with Mizuyuki, but there was plenty he could do instead. He slipped off Mizuyuki's clothes gazing lovingly at him. He kissed him again, slowly making his way to his neck.
Stephen wanted to cover all the marks and bruises with his own. As he kissed and nibbled at Mizuyuki's neck, he slowly ran his hand down his chest and gently took Mizuyuki's cock into his hand.
"Ungh... Ngh... Yes..." Mizuyuki moaned, sending shivers throughout Stephen's body.
He quickened the pace of his hand and began kissing Mizuyuki deeper. He stopped kissing him intermittently to let him breathe. Watching him gasp for air was adorable in its own right. He was still so adorably innocent, so amazingly strong, so breathtakingly beautiful, and so damned delicious.
"Is this okay Mizuyuki?" Stephen asked between kisses.
"Mmm... yes. It feels good... Keep going..."
Stephen couldn't help but chuckle at that and kiss him more. He squeezed his hand tighter around Mizuyuki's erection, using the pre-cum and semen as lubricant.
"Haah... You're so beautiful Mizuyuki. I'll never let you go you know?" Stephen whispered into Mizuyuki's mouth as he kissed him more.
"Mm–hmm... It's good... so good... I'm close..."
"Hmm... yeah, cum when you want to... I love you Mizuyuki." Stephen said looking into Mizuyuki's eyes watching him shiver all over.
Then realization dawned on Mizuyuki's face and his whole body tensed up, face beet red.
"AHHH!"
Mizuyuki ejaculated immediately, shocked surprise plastered on his face. Stephen squeezed every drop out of Mizuyuki while he trembled and shook underneath him.
Mizuyuki covered his face and turned it into the pillow under his head. To make matters worse, Mizuyuki still had an erection. Stephen moved his head down and took Mizuyuki's erection into his mouth.
"Ah! No wait!... Ungh! W-What are you doing!? Hngh!" Mizuyuki asked with a fearful pleading gaze, as he took him deeper into his mouth.
"Hayking ew eel hetter." (Making you feel better.) Stephen replied nonchalantly.
"D-Don't talk with your mouth full dummy! Ah!"
"Hokaay."
"Ugh! Agh! Take your mouth off please! It's coming out!"
"Mmm-hmm..."
"No please. Seriously Stephen. Take it off!"
Stephen could feel Mizuyuki twitching in his mouth, he was going to cum again soon. His pleading, weighed on him heavily and he couldn't help but obey Mizuyuki. He removed his mouth stroking Mizuyuki with his hand again.
"Uhh... I'm cumming... Hngh! AH!"
Stephen couldn't help but stare in admiration, Mizuyuki was squirting again. It arched up his chest in ribbons gleaming against the sheen of sweat on his body. Stephen took off his shirt and wiped Mizuyuki down.
Then he wrapped him in a sheet and carried him to the bathroom. Stephen turned on the shower to warm it up and took his pants off while waiting. He slowly unwrapped the sheet and carefully held Mizuyuki as he stepped into the one person shower.
He stood Mizuyuki up letting him lean back against his chest. He quickly scrubbed Mizuyuki and then himself. They stayed under the spray of water for a while longer after scrubbing down. Stephen quietly hugged Mizuyuki close to him running his fingers through his hair.
"I'm so screwed up. My mind knows it's disgusting, but my body craves it. All day. I can't unsee what I've seen and I can't forget the sensations and feelings. The drugs were so strong, it was like floating above my body watching everything happen. I'm sorry.... It probably grosses you out..."
"It's okay Mizuyuki. I mean don't get me wrong, it doesn't feel good that that bastard is the one making you feel that way even in your dreams. However, I'm here now, and I'm not going anywhere. Because I love you, Mizuyuki. I love you so much. And one day maybe you could love me just as much."
"I envy you... you can say that embarrassing stuff so easily.... Thank you for not rejecting me. I'm sorry I'm damaged goods. I will try my hardest to work on me... for us..."
"Take your time, I'll be right here waiting." Stephen said kissing the top of Mizuyuki's head and then his lips.
"All right let's get out now. We still need to go shopping." Stephen said picking Mizuyuki up.
"Right..." Mizuyuki replied.
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They pulled up to the grocery store and Sebastián parked the car. Mizuyuki had been cradled in Stephen's arms the whole way there. He was loathe to get out of the car, but he also didn't want to be carried by Stephen the whole time they were here either.
I got out of the car and stretched, taking a deep breath of fresh air. It wasn't too cold outside so I chose to wear some basketball shorts, a tank top, and some flip-flops.
We all made our way inside and Stephen grabbed a cart. It wasn't long before Sebastián and Todd disappeared and then reappeared with arms full of snacks and junk food while Stephen continued to shop for dinner tonight.
I was standing in the produce isle when I felt a tug on my arm. Thinking it was Stephen, I turned into the pull and slammed into a firm human wall. I shuddered and took a step back.
"Who the hell are you?" I asked looking confused.
"See what'd I tell you, she's a he." The man said.
"But damn he's so pretty. Does it even matter? A hole's a hole, right?" Another man chimed in looking at me from head to toe sensually, making me take another step back.
The man who had tugged on my arm still had my arm in his grip. He tightened his grip when I tried to pull away. The rough sensation sending pleasurable shivers down my spine. Alarmed at my own bodies reaction, I looked around in search of any of the guys and locked eyes with Sebastián. The fury in his eyes was unmistakable.
"Could you let go of me? If you don't you're going to die..."
"Oh? And who pray tell is going to kill me? You?" He sneered yanking me forward towards him. He wrapped his arm around my waist and rubbed his erection against my stomach. Goosebumps arose across my skin.
"No. I'll be the one to end your life. I advise you to step away. Now." Sebastián said holding a gun to the back of the man's head.
The man let go of my waist and turned around in a huff only to be met by three very pissed off men, all of which hand drawn their guns and aimed them at the three strangers.
"C'mere Mizuyuki." Stephen said gently, holding out his left hand but not taking his eyes off the man in front of him for a second.
"Jeez he already had three boyfriends? What a slut. Who needs ran through goods anyways?" One of the men said.
At that comment, all three men, Sebastián, Stephen, and Todd, cocked their guns immediately.
"Apologize to the young master right damn now, or leave in a body bag!" Todd yelled pressing the barrel of his gun to the forehead of the man that disrespected me.
"It's his own fault for dressing provocatively just to come to a grocery store. How were we supposed to know he was a big deal?" The man that grabbed my arm said.
Stephen held me protectively in his left arm, while I couldn't even look these men in the eyes. The guilt and lingering arousal swimming inside me like a whirlpool.
"No one is going to repeat themselves for scum like you. You'd best do as you're told." Sebastián said taking a threatening step forward.
"I'm sorry okay! Fuck this shit! Who needs him anyways?!" The guy said turning around and high tailing it out of the store with his cronies hot on his heels.
"You know, I'm starting to see why you said you'd never take the subway again. They really don't leave you alone. Is this also why you're so comfortable living an introverted life?" Sebastián asked putting his gun away.
"Yea unfortunately there were barely any moments of peace for him. College was a nightmare for me, I could only imagine how Mizuyuki felt at the time." Todd said patting my head.
"I'm sorry, I looked away for just a second... Forgive me?" Stephen said looking sick and wounded.
"It's fine. This is why I wanted you guys to all come too. It really happens all the time. So just imagine a crowded mall, right." I said hugging him tightly.
"No way in hell are we ever going to the mall. We'll need a lot more men to do that." Sebastián said shaking his head.
I couldn't help but laugh out loud and the guys all melted into the sound. It seemed they really liked it when I laughed, a little too much.
"I need that as a ring tone. Your laugh is so soft, gentle, and so damn genuine." Stephen said kissing my lips.
"Right let's hurry up and get out of here. The next man to approach Yuki carelessly is likely to die." Todd said, his hand still on the handle of his gun.
"Agreed," Sebastián and Stephen said in unison.
They made short work of the shopping, grabbing beers, and an indoor grill as well. Stephen grabbed some whiskey and three different types of wine. He also grabbed a cheese and snacks tray. I had successfully procured some of my favorite fruits and a fruit platter.
We checked out with a clerk and headed for the car. Sebastián and Stephen went to put the food in the car while Todd and I stayed by the door.
"Todd let me have some money for the vending machine, I'm thirsty." I said.
He quickly obliged and I headed over to the machine.
"Hey Todd do you wan-"
My words died in my throat I looked over and saw he was swarmed with girls.
"Are you with the secret service?"
"Are you a spy?"
"You're so hot oh my god!"
The girls were relentless. I went back to choosing a soda. Suddenly a strong arm smacked the vending machine, startling me.
"Hey buy me a drink too."
I didn't recognize the voice so I ignored him. I selected a sprite, and waited for it to spit out the change.
"Ah! Fuck!"
Angry, the man forcefully turned me around slamming me against the machine. The loud clatter was nothing compared to the pain and pleasure that shot up my back simultaneously.
"Don't just ignore me. Thats rude, I was genuinely trying to get to know you. At first I thought you were a girl, but now I see I was wrong. But you're just so damn good looking, I don't think my cock would mind." He said running his thumb down my cheek to my chest.
My body was vibrating at the excessive sexual contact, I bit the inside of my cheek to clear my head. Suddenly the girls around Todd started screaming, he had drawn his gun again.
"Excuse me ladies I have a job to do."
I looked over and locked eyes with Todd, who was walking closer with murderous intent in his eyes.
"Sorry I'm spoken for... so if you could just move along before you end up a stain on the pavement, that'd be great."
"Oh please. If you were, you wouldn't be here all alone. Where is this significant other of yours?"
"I'm only going to say this once, back away from him right now." Todd said.
Suddenly a car screeched nearby, and a tired sigh was heard.
"Seriously? Again? This poor guy..." Sebastián said losing his patience.
The man didn't back away, instead he turned around to face the men while pressing his body against mine, smashing me into the vending machine, trying to secretly cop-a-feel. I felt my face heat up at the sudden intense groping.
"Ugh you irritating bastard!" Sebastián yelled, right before punching the guy square in the jaw.
The man stumbled left but didn't fall, he stood up straight looking furious, only to have 3 guns trained on him now.
"I said it didn't I? A stain on the pavement..." I said voice dripping with irritation.
I continued to get a soda for everyone, we were all getting the same drink. The man hastily ran away and the girls swarmed all three men this time, squealing.
It was adorable in a way, but not when they started touching Stephen. For some reason I felt an irritation in my chest. I handed out the drinks and then got into the car. The boys easily followed suit leaving a group of forlorn women in their wake.
"How did you survive until now? Seriously..." Sebastián asked exhausted already.
"Todd and Myah mostly, but as you can see I'm not the only one who gets attention." I said with a hmph.
"Oho? You jealous?" Sebastián laughed.
"Not even close. All I'm saying is you guys get swarmed too. The difference is no woman would dare try to drag you off or approach you alone. Even when guys approach me they think I'm a girl. Then after finding out the truth, it's like all of a sudden they are no longer heterosexual and began contemplating what-if's. It's annoying and insulting. Not to rub salt in the wound but your asshole father was the same way..." I said a little more harsh than intended.
Sebastián flinched and started to drive the car before saying, "I'm sorr–"
"Don't apologize for him... he did it plenty and it still felt hollow." I said cutting him off. It wasn't his fault and I didn't want him to apologize for that bastard.
The drive back was awkward and quiet. Like everyone had something to say but didn't want to acknowledge it.
We pulled up to my apartment and they immediately got to work dividing up the bags between themselves. I tried to help but was instantly shut down and handed the keys instead.
"Go unlock the door, we'll be right there." Sebastián said handing me the keys.
I obliged and headed to the second floor. Standing at my door, I slid my key in and heard a whistle from behind. It would be hilarious, if it didn't make my skin crawl.
"Hmm? New neighbor huh? You look great from behind, let's see the face." Said a voice before two arms fell to either side of my face against the door.
I let out a sigh and slowly turned. He was handsome to be sure, but had the air of a man who didn't know what 'no' meant.
"Ugh... men are so predictable. I'm a guy just so you know."
"Oh I definitely know, I'm bisexual so that's not a problem." He said nonchalantly.
"I'm also spoken for..." I said reaching for the door knob.
"He's not here is he? What he doesn't know won't hurt him. And yes it's most definitely a guy, a woman wouldn't know what to do with this body. She'd probably just get jealous all day." He said moving his face closer. I could feel my face heat up again and my pulse quicken.
"Please go away... He is around, and if you stay here you're going to die." I said finding the knob before twisting it.
In hindsight it was a terrible idea, he was leaning most of his weight on the door attempting to kiss me, so when the door suddenly opened we fell into my house, him crushing me under his weight. The pain hit my back and lungs first and all the air left my body. The man took it as a sign to begin frantically kissing me.
"Ugh! Stop! Get off me! You're hurting me!" I said trying to push him away.
"Mmm... but you taste so good... why should I stop?" He said eyes glazed over.
He wasn't listening, he wasn't listening at all. Worst of all my body was enjoying the frantic hands and messy kisses, I could already feel myself getting an erection. Panic set in at the realization of my body's reaction.
"Uhh! Ow! Let go! STEPHEN!" I sucked in as much air as I could before screaming.
Suddenly the man was lifted off me and kicked so hard in the ribs, I could definitely hear them crack.
"Ack! What the fuck!? Who the hell–"
The man's voice died in his throat as two guns were trained in his direction as Stephen picked me up.
"Mizuyuki who is this guy?" Sebastián asked while Todd proceeded to kick him again repeatedly.
"He said he was my neighbor. He didn't really say much else that didn't pertain to how I look." I replied.
Todd stopped kicking him and threw him out the door.
"Let me make things abundantly clear... If I catch you around him again, I'll kill you myself." Todd said before slamming the door.
"I'm beginning to get a full picture of your everyday life, and honestly? I'm worried..." Sebastián said looking at Stephen.
I had nothing to say because this was just a trip to the store. The mall and subway were the real problem. Stephen and Sebastián looked thoroughly distraught.
"I'm tempted to lock you up..." Stephen said.
Todd put his hand on his shoulder attempting to calm him down.
"I know it's hard to wrap your heads around, but it's not his fault. Also if you plan to be around him you should get used to seeing it when he leaves the house." Todd said picking up the grocery bags and heading to the kitchen.
"Our only job is to look out for him. I'm not saying it's easy to ignore it. Personally if Yuki wasn't here I would have shot that guy in the dick. But Yuki's safety comes first. It's all that goes through my head when he's around. Because he's always been at risk of aggressive people. And make no mistake men aren't your only concerns. Women can be very persistent too." Todd said as he unloaded the bags.
He said he was still angry but you would never know by looking at him. He was doing his best for my sake. Stephen sat me down on the sofa and helped put away the groceries with Sebastián and Todd. The air was back to being tense and I didn't know of anything to say to lighten the mood.
I turned the TV on and found an action movie and began watching it. My body was beginning to shake and tremble again, so I laid down on the sofa curling up. I hated this feeling, it felt like it was coming on faster than usual. My sides hurt and my heartbeat was quickening.
I rubbed my lips with the back of my arm, I could still smell that guy on me. My eyes started to heat up, tears forming in them. I know Todd was just trying to inform them of my situation, but it annoyed me more than anyone else. I couldn't take one step without someone coming on to me. I never ask for anything, no matter how I dress they always say it's provocative. No matter what I say, they only hear what they want to. I was tired, I didn't feel well, I hurt all over, and yet I still had an erection.
It was a horrible feeling. One that I'd give anything to not have. When I was taken by Sujin they gave me drugs and used toys or whatever they had on hand at the time. But I never felt the urge to enjoy it or crave it afterwards.
The drugs that Daimian had used were ten times more potent than Sujin's and they made me crave sex and drugs constantly, even without them in my system. I just wanted it all to be over. I didn't want to feel like this anymore. I didn't want to get an erection from anyone's touch anymore. I didn't want to crave that familiar sting in my neck, then the sudden rush of pleasure and ecstasy. I just wanted it all to end...
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Suddenly a phone rang. Sebastián dug in his pocket and paused. He picked up the phone and put it on speaker.
"What's up Gloria?"
—Hey Bas. You boys holding up ok?
"Well it could be worse I suppose. What'd you find?"
—Well I hate to be the bearer of bad news, but that medication for his withdrawal symptoms I prescribed him will not be enough... sigh...
"You're on speaker Gloria. Speak freely." Sebastián warned.
—That poor boy... I bet he's putting on such a brave face. The injections they gave him were monstrous. Aphrodisiacs, cocaine, ecstasy, PCP, and even Fentanyl. High concentrated amounts of it. I'm talking almost pure. There were high levels of dopamine and his endorphin count was through the roof. Meaning he got next to no sleep being drugged and woken up with adrenaline whenever he passed out. I don't think there is something I could give him that would help with the hell his body is going through.
"But he doesn't seem to be in too bad of shape at the moment. We even took him outside today." Sebastián said casting a glance at the sofa.
— The medication I prescribed him curbs surface level problems. Shakiness, cold sweats, nervous twitches. However his real concerns are much deeper. The cravings for sex and drugs his body is going through is nothing short of maddening. Simple touches will calm him somewhat but it's like putting gauze on bullet wounds... with the bullet still inside... sigh... tell me, does he need constant contact? Still having a lack of appetite? Hasn't slept more than a few minutes despite the medication making him drowsy?
Everyone looked over at Mizuyuki, now understanding why he always leaned into simple touches and always wanted to touch them. It was sadly adorable and also painful to know that he needed it but never asked.
"You're right Doc. It's exactly as you say."
—Where is he now?
"Laying on the sofa..." Stephen said walking towards it.
He froze and instantly scooped him up. Mizuyuki was unconscious and sweating profusely.
"Mizuyuki wake up. Wake up, Mizuyuki!"
—Shit! I may have been too slow. Crush up two of those pills for withdrawals and rub it on his tongue. Then pour a little water into his mouth. Enough to dissolve the powdered pills. Sebastián get the emergency syringe with the blue label and inject it into his thigh immediately, even if you haven't put the pills in his mouth yet!
Sebastián and Stephen got to work at the doctor's instructions. Sebastián injected the syringe and Todd passed Stephen the crushed up pills. Once the powder was in Mizuyuki's mouth Gloria interrupted them.
—What's happening boys? Keep me updated!
"I injected him, he's still unconscious, Stephen is putting in the crushed up pills now. Todd the water." Sebastián replied.
—Tell me, did anything traumatic or stressful happen to him today?
The men looked at each other and Sebastián answered, "Yea it was stressful alright. He was accosted three times in the span of an hour!"
—He didn't mention feeling sick or nauseous?
"No... he just laid down and now this. Doc, he's not waking up!"
— Get a flashlight going and tell me if his eyes dilate when shown.
Stephen quickly took out his phone and flashed the light in each of Mizuyuki's eyes.
"Not dilating Doc! What's going on?" Stephen said in a panic.
—His body is basically putting itself in a comatose state to save itself. All we can do is wait. Don't let him overheat.
"He's burning up and sweating right now Doc!" Stephen yelled losing his patience.
— I told you to keep me updated! Don't yell at me! He needs lukewarm water. Not too cold but barely warm. Grab towels and blankets. His temperature will plummet afterwards.
Stephen immediately took Mizuyuki to the shower turning it on and sitting Mizuyuki inside the tub letting the water cascade down his face and body. Sebastián went to grab towels and blankets, while Todd held the phone.
"Mmm... don't! Uhh... help me... please... so hot..." Mizuyuki mumbled.
Stephen placed the back of his hand against Mizuyuki's forehead to check his temperature. He was still burning up.
"I got the towels and blankets." Sebastián said carrying them into the bathroom and placing them on the counter.
—For the next part, I need everyone but Stephen out. If he wants to share what I tell him next to the rest of you I'll leave that up to him to decide.
Todd placed the phone on top the towels and stepped out with Sebastián, closing the door behind them.
"What is it Doc. I'm not calm at all so talk fast." Stephen said.
— Listen, you guys are going to need to be more attentive going forward. It's clear now that Mizuyuki doesn't want to inconvenience anyone, but he can't fight this alone. As a doctor I could never outright say give him drugs in small doses, but you will need to find an equivalent soon.
"What do you mean?"
— Physical touch is just the beginning. If he doesn't find release, or a substitute for the drugs two things could happen. He could take his life, or search for drugs. Since I imagine you boys are watching him like a hawk, those options will be hard for him... sigh... in which case, the self-loathing he will feel could be catastrophic.
"Self-loathing?"
—Yes. Feeling guilt or shame about being in a sexual state even if his mind doesn't want it, his body will. If you love that boy, then forgive him everytime. Help him when you can, it's not his fault. He may have already shown signs...
"What kind of signs?" Stephen said, checking Mizuyuki's temperature again.
—Waking up with an erection. Acting indifferent about the things that happened. Getting sexually aroused by simple touches and becoming exhausted from simply walking around. These are the beginning signs of the withdrawals to come. He will feel guilty about all of it, or even embarrassed. If you catch him touching the other guys, even in a non-sexual way, go easy on him. He's just trying to say something without words.
"Doc, he passed out earlier after lunch and basically had a wet dream, he also touches foreheads with Sebastián and Todd, or head pats– both giving and receiving– almost all day. Not to mention, he didn't put up any resistance to the guys who approached him today. He fought off the last guy, but something tells me it was more reflex than will... Is that what you're talking about?"
— Yes, exactly. However what makes you think he didn't fight back the last time?
"You know this by now but, Mizuyuki isn't weak by any means. He fought for almost 20 minutes when William and his co-conspirator abducted him from the estate. Yet this guy managed to pin him down, and all he did was shove his face away. No critical hits or anything."
— I see what you mean. Fuckin William, that cockroach of a bastard. I should geld him for good measure!
"There's no need I took care of him. Permanently... Also I don't get jealous at the closeness he shares with Sebastián and Todd. Mostly because Todd has been there for something similar with Mizuyuki before, and has known him far longer than me, so the trust is there on both sides. And well, Sebastián is Sebastián. He cares for Mizuyuki because I care for him. You know who Sebastián wants so there's no need to say it out loud."
—He's been through this before!? Christ! This poor kid. Is that why he had a bad sleeping habit even before all this? Ugh... breaks my heart.
"I'm cold.... Stephen... h-help me... Ngh..." Mizuyuki mumbled threw chattering teeth.
His eyes were still closed, yet he called for Stephen.
—Is that Mizuyuki? Wrap him tightly in the towel first– take care to not damage his ribs further– then wrap him in the blanket. Hold him, keep him at normal temperatures until he comes to. You may have to do this again, if his fever spikes rapidly a second time.
"Hurts... Don't make me... I don't want to look... Hngh... uncanny... stop..." Mizuyuki began to flail as Stephen wrapped him up.
— The nightmares... are they reoccurring?
"Yea he had nightmares before this too. So sometimes you never knew what instances he was reliving. But now, you can definitely tell what's, or rather who, is tormenting him." Stephen said threw gritted teeth.
— Due to the physical state he's in, I will never recommend intercourse... but he will need to almost be held all day... can you even handle that?
"I hold him all the time. That shouldn't be a prob–"
— I'm not talking about by just you. You could never sleep if it was only you.
"I hear what your saying Doc, but I don't think Mizuyuki would agree to that. And if he did things could get awkward, for him." Stephen said, picking up Mizuyuki and sitting him in his lap on the floor.
— What I'm telling you is, that is the state he will eventually be in, any comfortable touch will do. He will feel the lowest here. The good news is it can't be a stranger, he'll be more likely to vomit than allow it. However friends and family on the other hand will be fair game. I gather he doesn't have many family members or friends right?
"Family, two. Friends, two."
— I could tell... it will be like his body reverted back to a toddler or adolescent. Learning 'Good touch, Bad touch' kind of thing. Nothing personal but, it's going to take a village this time. Don't kill the friends and family Stephen...
"I would never... Sebastián on the other hand..." Stephen said with a chuckle.
— Don't kill him either. It's your fault for bringing an adorable wounded puppy home. Just keep an eye on him ok? If he starts hallucinating– asleep or awake– inject him with the green labeled syringe, in the neck or thigh quickly. I'm going now, call me immediately if he doesn't wake up by tomorrow morning.
"Thanks Doc. For everything." Stephen said hanging up with a sigh.
"Stephen... ugh... Stephen help... me..."
"It's ok Mizuyuki. It's just a bad dream. You can wake up now." Stephen said standing up with Mizuyuki in his arms. He grabbed Sebastián's phone off the sink and walked out of the bathroom.
"How is he?" Sebastián and Todd asked in unison.
Stephen handed Sebastián his phone, then headed for the sofa. Sebastián and Todd followed, looking between Mizuyuki and Stephen.
"Sebastián, Todd... would you feel uncomfortable holding Mizuyuki in a platonic way?" Stephen asked running a hand through his hair.
"I mean I don't look at him that way. He's like a baby brother to me, it's always been that way... but I can't imagine Yuki wanting that." Todd said with a shrug.
"I'm gonna be completely honest. I'm a guy so... there's no way in hell I could hold him the way you are now, and not make him uncomfortable. Not saying I'd act on it, but I couldn't stop Jr. from acting on his own. Let's face it Stephen I play bad santa every year at the bar, I'm no saint. I mean honestly he's freakin adorable, like all the time. In any other world, it'd be a compliment, but for Yuki it'd be a warning bell."
Stephen looked at Sebastián in confused shock.
"Sebastián do you want to die?" Stephen asked.
"Oh C'mon don't give me that! Out of all those present I've literally known him for the least amount of time. He's not a bad kid. And he's super caring. How am I the bad guy here? How else is my body supposed to react? It's Normal! Don't judge me. I said I'd never act on it, or hurt him. Do you think someone who's been through what I have could do that to someone else?"
"You have a point..." Stephen said backing down.
Stephen knew very well how Sebastián processed things like this. Later on when he was older he had ran into a guy who had had a hand in his rape and sexual assault, and beat the man within an inch of his life and shot him in the knee. On the basis that said asshole was unrepentant and had the nerve to ask him if he could do it again.
At times Sebastián was more merciless than Stephen. It was comforting to know but not very helpful to Mizuyuki.
"The Doc said his constant need for contact will get far worse before it gets better. And since we didn't even know he needed it this much today, we have to be more vigilant. Mizuyuki won't tell us, because he feels guilty and dirty. So the touch, and assurance that he isn't filthy will be priority number one." Stephen said on a weighty sigh.
"Hngh... Stephen...help... me... ugh..."
Stephen flinched and looked down at Mizuyuki. His face was contorted in pain and he tried his best to flail around.
"Mizuyuki... it's a bad dream... you can wake up now... open your eyes." Stephen said gently kissing his lips.
Mizuyuki's eyes slowly opened, and he flinched back, terror written all over his face. His eyes weren't focused at all.
"I'm s-sorry... I won't... say it again... I'm s-sorry!" Mizuyuki sobbed tears beginning to stream down his cheeks.
Stephen wiped the tears away and kissed him again, "It's all going to be alright Mizuyuki. It's just a bad dream. It's not your fault." Stephen said softly.
Mizuyuki closed his eyes, then began to blink slowly. He finally opened his eyes and focused them.
"Stephen...?"
"Yes... Welcome back Mizuyuki." Stephen said with a sigh.
"How did I get here? Wait where even is here? What happened? Ugh I feel sick." Mizuyuki said clamping a hand over his mouth.
Todd brought a wastebasket to Mizuyuki and he threw up immediately. Sebastián brought him a bottled water and Mizuyuki took a few sips.
"Well we rescued you about two and a half days ago. Your body is going through some rough withdrawals right now. But it's not your fault. Just say what you need and it's yours."
"Hmm... clothes... and will you... brush my hair again?"
"Absolutely. Do you care if Sebastián and Todd get your clothes?"
Mizuyuki shook his head, and Sebastián and Todd headed for his room to find clothes.
"Have I really been here for two days?" Mizuyuki asked looking scared and confused.
"Yes. It's all okay now, Mizuyuki. Just breathe, okay?" Stephen said kissing his forehead.
It wasn't long before Sebastián and Todd came back with shorts an one of Stephen's shirts. Todd wouldn't make eye contact with Stephen, while Sebastián smiled like an idiot. They had clearly argued about it and Sebastián won.
Sebastián and Todd agreed to cook dinner as Stephen dressed Mizuyuki. He then positioned Mizuyuki in a straddling position and Mizuyuki laid his head on Stephen's chest.
Stephen began brushing Mizuyuki's hair and Mizuyuki let out a shuddering breath. He slowly relaxed in Stephen's arms holding Stephen's shirt in his tightly clutched fists.
"I love you Mizuyuki Shin. Don't you ever forget it. I love and accept everything about you. Please don't suffer all alone with this. I swear I'll help you however you need." Stephen whispered in his ear quietly.
Mizuyuki cried softly against Stephen's chest...