#Chapter51 KYLE
Even though she has told me to back off, I can’t seem to get my mind off of Lea. It’s crazy how much she occupies my mind. She’s driving me crazy. I’ve forced myself to stop following her every move but every time she is near me, my eyes follow her around, tracing her every move and I can’t make myself look away. I guess, I have allowed myself this luxury, of just being able to look at her and observing her and everything she does. I don’t know if she knows about this but I don’t think I would be able to stop even if she tells me blatantly. I guess this is another facet of the mate bond, being away from your mate is hard and I feel like I’m suffering some severe withdrawal effects. But how could that be, when I never really experienced much of her in the first place?
