In our digital age, screens have become an integral part of life. From iPads and phones to TVs and gaming consoles, they are like a constant companion, present even in the most personal moments. As a child, I was no exception to this trend. My early years were marked by an unbreakable bond with screens, a relationship that shaped much of my formative years.
From a young age, I was mesmerized by screens. Whether I was in the bathroom, during meals, or even just lounging around, the screen was always within reach. It was my window to a world of endless entertainment and distraction. Looking back, I realize how deeply this immersion affected me. I was so absorbed that it felt as if the screen was a part of me, a constant presence in my life.
At the age of five, I struggled with verbal communication, unable to speak clearly. My developmental challenges were compounded by my academic performance. I wasn't particularly bright and often found myself in trouble, with poor grades and behavioral issues. These early struggles seemed to set the stage for a challenging adolescence.
High school was a turning point for me. Despite my introverted nature and difficulties with social interactions, I was fortunate to find a group of friends. This was a significant shift from my previous isolation. I began to explore who I was and what kind of person I wanted to become. It was during this period that I noticed my tendency to help others, often going out of my way to run errands or do favors in exchange for money. This behavior, while somewhat positive, was driven by my desire to fit in and be accepted.
Despite my religious upbringing, which included reading my holy book and performing daily prayers, I fell short of adhering to these practices. My faith was a mere backdrop to my life rather than a guiding force. I often wondered how different my life might have been if I had committed to my religious duties more earnestly. Instead, I was easily swayed by the allure of social media and materialism.