I love webtoons, manhwas, and manhuas. I have read so many of them that I couldn't stop reading them at night even during exams. They are so addicting. So one can say that even if I hadn't read the manhwa that you're talking about, chances are there that I can still recognize it. In that way, I know KILLING STALKING.
But I never read KS because I was busy with other manhwas. Recently a few days back I decided to read it and damn I don't know if it's right or wrong but I like no LOVE it. It was so messed up in a few scenes I wanted to check myself and visit a therapist but I couldn't resist myself to know what would happen next. the smut, the tension, everything I LOVED IT
KILLING STALKING is not bl I know that but still, it's not a sin to hope for fluffy romance.
I have a test on Monday in uni, but who cares about that anyway? Speaking of tests, I'm quite scared. I know shit about what's happening in class and after I come back home I don't feel like learning anything. It's been only a few weeks since uni started but now I am having backlogs. At least my sleep schedule is not too messed up. I used to straight up go to school without sleep for days since I would spend all my sleeping time reading and watching shit.
This afternoon I randomly came across some clips of RUN ON and was thinking about how nice my life was during lockdown. Before the lockdown, I was in a different world, a different person but during the lockdown, I moved to a new place and everything changed. It's not too bad but still, at times when I look back and think about my old home, school, and friends, it hurts. But can I change anything? NOPE this dreary hopelessness and painful nostagia I escape from it by watching k and reading w
But no matter how much you try to escape from something it will still somehow find its way back to you. wtf, from reading killing stalking to writing some senseless lines? I am insane fr.
I miss her (my crush+bestfriend). We are fine and we talk with each other but after confessing our feelings, the dynamics between us changed. And again I can't change anything. I want to be in a relationship with her but she has some fucked up family issues going on, so she is not emotionally ready. I mean I shouldn't hope for anything more and just be happy that she's still with me BUT I am GREEDY+TOO DELUDED so,
aish fr what should I do? she told me that I deserve someone better. but bish I want you not someone else. ARGHHH I should stop. I hope she doesn't come across this, she said she hates discussing her issues with others. If she knows that I am doing shit like this, she'll delete my existence from her life.