Maybe that's another reason why I grativated towards older men - why I I had no interest in boys my own age . Older men had jobs . Older men had money . Perhaps thinking that way makes me a gold digger, but I don't really care . I want security from a man . If I was half as pretty as my mom . I might have had a chance of becoming someone trophy wife . But that's not the case ... So I chose this method instead.
When I read the ad on the fetish website at the library, I couldn't believe my eyes . I rear it in chunks, bits and pieces, constantly glancing over my shoulder to make sure that no one else was looking at the screen. Public computer aren't meant for pornography , but I've already read every BDSM book in the sex section , and I figured that if there was a handsome , older , rich dominant man somewhere out in the world for me , I'd find him by looking online
A quick online Google search led me to DaddyDoms.com , a website that connects willing submissives to older men in the lifestyle. The profiles I went through weren't very impressive. Most of the men either weren't attractive or has fetishes that were major turn-offs for me , like skat play or making me wear diapers . The few guys that I did message were either catfish or not interested. The handful of guys that messaged me first, I definitely wasn't interested in . It wasn't long before I began to get discouraged.
And then the ad popped up .
On any website dealing with sex , there will be a ton of ads in the sidebar . Usually, they're targeted at men . Images and videos of women with perfect tits overlaid with text talking about how they're ready to get fucked . Just clicked here , and you can have pussy galore. This unrealistically attractive women is waiting for YOU . Sometimes , they even have a made up distance so that the guy will think she's nearby. It's designed to draw them away from the dating site they're on and onto another. I've seen them so many times I practically have automatic blinders at this point.
But that not what catches my eye . There's a solid brown bar at the bottom of the screen with simple white text that says " Virgins for sale . Buy her once . Own her forever." It's an ad meant to lure men , but I click on it anyway.
The screen that pops up is no more tasteful that the ads in the sidebar of the website I was on previously, but I find myself scrolling down to the footer where there are links to navigate to other less flashy parts of the site , specially looking for a link to apply as one of the virgins . I find it , click it and am taken to a black screen with a wall of text and another link at the bottom for the application. Reading through it as quickly as I can , dollar signs flash across my eyes when I realize how much my virginity might be worth, up to $100,000.
Interested girls must send in several photos, both nude and fully clothed, a list of their measurements and shoe size , and a photo ID that clearly displays their date of birth. They must also fill out the application in its entirety. The people who work at the site will assess all the information and decide on a fair asking price . They will submit the amount to the girl , and she can accept or decline to continue with the process. Once that's done , the girl just sits back and waits until an offer comes in .
Even though I couldn't help but I feel like it was some kind of scam to trick girls into giving them nudes , I still printed out the application and took it home .
Now here I am , filling it out , which is kind of fun , There's a section of question on what I will and won't do , and what type of man I want to be with . Instantly, an image of Jason flashes through my mind , his large blue eyes and curly blonde hair .