Chapter 4 - Chapter 4: Black Lake

TW: Language, Sexual content.It was already getting cold near Hogwarts, it was closing in on the end of September and Demian knew to wear a scarf if he truly intended on going out to black lake. Fuck, should I even go?His mind kept going back to Pansy, sitting atop Draco in the prefect bathroom all those weeks ago. It infuriated him. He slammed his fist down on his desk and groaned with agitation. He got dressed, slipping on his shoes and deciding that he had to see it through. He made his way through the hallway and caught a glimpse of Mordred and Viviana sitting together, he looked awfully close with her and they laughed. He went up to them and gave an awkward wave. "Hey guys" Vi stuck her nose up and ignored him, while Mordred responded back. "Hey man, how's it going?" "Good, I mean, I guess, how did you guys enjoy the party the other day I didn't see much of you?" "And we didn't see much of you, since you were so far up Slytherins ass." Vi responded, angrily. Demian was caught off guard, he didn't understand why she still had so much resentment towards him, it had been months since they broke up. "Vi, what is your problem?" "Stop calling me Vi, my problem is you." She got up and without another word, left. Mordred sighed, "I'm sorry mate, she's been in a shit mood basically ever since you guys broke up, truthfully I don't think she's over it, even though she says she is." "No kidding, she fucking hates me." They shared a laugh. "But seriously, is everything okay with you Mordred?" "Me? Yeah man I'm fine, I mean....yeah. Everything is good. I found Elwin, my classes are going well, I'm doing great." "Alright then...well, I have somewhere I need to be, catch up later?""Yeah, I'll see you tonight." "Alright man have a good one."Demian made his way outside, the chill wind made him shudder and he walked slowly over to black lake, it was peaceful and quiet outside, not many people liked to face the cold when it started setting in around the castle. He sat down in front of the lake, no one was around, and he sighed. Go figure. He used his wand to toss rocks into the water, seemingly waiting for nothing. Suddenly he heard a branch snap behind him, and he turned his head, Malfoy was walking up and sat down beside him. "Hey." "Uh....hey." He said. "So what's this about?" "I just wanted to know what really happened at the party. Between you...and Higgs." "Are you fucking serious? You called me out here to ask me that?" "Yeah, I did, what's the big fucking deal I figured you didn't want anyone else to know so I asked you here, where no one typically goes." "Where's Pansy, should I expect her to come out of the bushes and straddle you at any moment in time?" Draco smirked, "Still mad about that huh?" "Are you joking? You basically made me watch her dry hump you in plain sight.""Hey, I didn't force you to do anything, you came and watched, willingly."Demian silently threw more rocks into the lake with his wand. "Now tell me what happened with Higgs." "What the fuck do you care, Malfoy?" "Care? I don't care. It's simple curiosity, because from my perspective it seemed like the two of you were fucking." Demian scoffed, "I haven't fucked anyone, let alone Higgs." Malfoy studied his expression, "So then what happened." "Nothing fucking happened, he spiked my drink, and we kissed. I left after that and we never spoke of it again, in fact he's avoided me ever since." "So you don't like him." "I thought you said you were done fucking with me." "I'm not fucking with you I'm asking you a serious question." "No, I don't" "Then why did you kiss him?" "I don't know, okay. Because I was drunk and he was forceful, I hardly wanted anything other than friendly conversation which seems to be hard to come by with you Slytherins." A small laugh escaped Malfoys lips, "Well, you're right about that." Silence overtook the air and for a moment, the lapping waters was all the two could hear. The dark night was chilling, and Demian shivered from the cool winds.Without hesitation, Draco grabbed his chin and turned his face towards his own, his grey eyes locked with his and Demian gasped, pulling away a bit. "What...what are you doing?" "Be quiet, Valentino." He said, pulling his chin towards him and pressing his lips against Demians, his eyes closed, and his stomach lurched with anticipation, he kissed him back, slowly before breaking away. "What the fuck..." Malfoy didn't respond, he simply slid a hand to the back of his head and pulled him in for another kiss, this one more forceful than the last, Demian didn't fight it, he moved closer to him and felt Dracos tongue against his own, he moaned softly into his mouth and felt a hand inching up his thigh, squeezing possessively. Draco turned his body towards Demians and slipped himself between his thighs, pushing him to the ground. "Malfoy, what...what are you doing." He pushed his hips against Demians and kissed down his jawline, both boys erections pressed against each other, and Draco mouthed lustfully, "Fuck..." His fingers twisted into Demians dark locks, he pulled, exposing more of his neck and sunk his teeth into the pale flesh, a louder moan escaped his lips while he felt pressure being applied to his hips, the thin fabric being the only thing separating them. Demian couldn't control himself, he wrapped an arm around Dracos waist and pulled him closer, arching his hips upwards and he finally heard a noise of pleasure leave his mouth. Demian slid his hand up the back of his shirt, trailing his nails down his back, he felt himself throbbing, Draco continued to kiss and bite his way to his collarbone, where he began leaving small purple marks to admire later. "You can never tell anyone about this, half-blood...""I-I wont..." he stammered. "I want you..." Draco whispered breathlessly into his ear.Demian felt his face get hot, he had never wanted something so badly, until they heard a twig snap in the distance and a light shine through the darkness. "Fuck!" Malfoy exclaimed, he quickly moved out from between Demians legs, sitting with his knees up and brushing the excess dirt off of his clothes. Demian sat up, he ran his fingers through his hair to straighten whatever might have fallen out of place and tried to catch his breath, he looked behind him. A group of Gryffindors were walking past, laughing and talking with one another, "Look forward you git, don't draw attention." Demian obliged, he took his scarf off and laid in it his lap, hoping it would provide an adequate distraction in case anyone came over. After a few moments they walked away, and the two of them laughed. "Well, that was close." Demian said. "But proper fucking exciting." Draco replied. The silence enveloped them again and Draco looked over, "You know...you're pretty fucking cute." "Is that so? Then what's the deal with Pansy?" Draco didn't respond. "Are you here, cheating on her with me?" "We're not officially together, alright, I fuck her sometimes and that's the end of it." "The end of it?" "Well, I've fucked plenty of the Slytherin girls Demian, we can't all be virgin saints like you." Demian looked down, he hugged him knees and refused to respond."What?" Draco said. "Didn't realize you had slept with half your housemates, that's all." Draco smiled that familiar smile, "And I almost fucked a Ravenclaw too." Before getting up and offering his hand. Demian stood up and the scarf fell to the ground, Draco picked it up and draped it around his shoulders. Come on, I'll walk you back up. The two of them silently made their way back to the castle. *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*Demian went back to his room, his friends were engaged in a heated round of wizards chess, yelling at one another. "Hey mate, where have you been?" "Just out for a walk, I needed some fresh air." He lied. "Heh alright then, care to play the winner?" "Which is obviously going to be me." Mordred boasted. Demian smiled, "Nah, you guys go ahead, I'm going to bed. I have a lot of stuff to deal with in the morning, I'm sure of it." "Suit yourself, you couldn't beat me anyways." Mordred laughed again.Demian got into bed, he closed his eyes but couldn't drift off to sleep, instead he thought about what had just happened, his heart raced, and he wondered if perhaps it was all another game. His stomach sank, after all he had heard about Draco, he could have just been another quick fuck if he wasn't careful. The next morning, he awoke to an empty room, Peter and Mordred must have had an early rise. He got up and got ready, Silas rubbed against his legs, and he bent down, petting him softly. The purring soothed him while he slipped on his robes and slicked back his hair. He smiled at his reflection, pulling the raven necklace out to proudly display. He made his way to the great hall for breakfast and sat down next to his friends, to his surprise, Vi was sitting at the table already, next to Mordred."Morning guys." "Hey." They all responded, besides Vi, who continued to ignore them. "I can't believe we're already a month into this shit." "Yeah tell me about it" Demian said, reflecting on last nights events. He scanned the hall for Malfoy, and surprisingly, their eyes met. He quickly averted his gaze and started talking with Crab and Goyle again. "So, I should probably tell you guys this, now that Vi is ready." Mordred said, nervously. "We're together." Demian looked up, shocked, and said nothing.Peters mouth dropped open. "Together?" He said. Viviana looked directly at Demian and said, "Yes, we're together, officially." Demian finally mustered up the courage to say, "Good for you." He finished his muffin and got up from the table, leaving his friends behind. Dracos eyes followed him, all the way to the exit.  *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*Before he could even make it to his next class, Mordred chased after him. "Demian, wait up man." He sighed and stopped in his tracks. "So when the fuck were you gonna tell me that you were chasing after my ex?" "Listen man, I was going to tell you, but she begged me not to. She didn't want to hurt your feelings or something, even though I kept telling her I was sure you were over her." "Okay, and it doesn't make it any less fucked up that you didn't just man up and tell me." "You're right, and I feel proper fucked up about it. I'm sorry."Demian felt bad, he really was over Viviana, obviously he was never even really that into her, and even though they had spent 2 years together they never even officially consummated their relationship. Maybe it was for the best that she could be with someone who could actually give her what she wanted. "You know what...I'm not even mad, maybe for a split second I was upset because I thought we were closer than that, but the truth is, I just want you to be happy. I honestly could give a fuck less who she dates, but you're a good friend of mine. So next time, just tell me what's going on." "I will, I promise." They hugged. "Thanks man, seriously it means a lot that you aren't beating my ass. Which is what I expected." They both laughed, and Demian headed to Defense Against the Dark Arts. *.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*Like clockwork, Demian found himself sitting alone again, Peter had been moving to sit with Penny nearly all semester and they still weren't officially dating. He wondered what the hell was going on with that, but it truthfully wasn't any of his business. Maybe he would ask him soon, if it crossed his mind. Professor Moody was in a particularly good spirits today, he was allowing free study of our choice which was rare in Hogwarts, which was known for its meticulous lesson planning. Of course, Malfoy sits down next to Demian. Without a word he opens his book and pretends to study. Instead, he flashes his wand, and a scarp piece of parchment appears within the pages, words meticulously appear. I know you've been thinking about me. And without a trace, they disappear. Demian tries to hide his smile but fails. He continues reading, trying his best to concentrate until he feels that possessive hold grasping him again, under the desk. He looks down at his lap and Malfoys hand is gripping his thigh, his face floods again with embarrassment. Draco notices his fluster, he flashes that perfect grin and another piece of parchment falls into the pages of Demians book. I want to see you again, soon. Don't deny me. Demian chewed on his lip, nervously. Without saying a word, he nodded. When class finally came to a close, Demian walked out next to Draco, but before they had a chance to converse, Pansy walked up and slipped her arm into Dracos, "Hello Beau, I've missed you." She said. "I'm sure you have, Pansy." He said in a low tone. "What the hell are you doing with him?" "The fuck do you mean? Nothing. We just left class at the same time." he said, denying any allegations. "Whatever, I'm coming to your dorm tonight, leave the door unlocked." She winked at him and walked away. When she was finally out of earshot, Demian said, "Nothing, we were just leaving class together? Fucking bet. Enjoy your time tonight with Pansy, I'm sure it will be exhilarating as I have seen firsthand." "Love when you're jealous, half-blood, it really gets me going." But Demian was angry, and he left without another word, excited to be away from the rest of the world he made his way back to his dorm.