" H.Hotaru am in love with you" I have never seen such a look of disgust from Hotaru before. He was always to mature from me . His so kind but today I have never seen this side of him before. Kiyoshi stop joking this isn't funny. I felt my nose sting and eye lids heavy , I couldn't breathe properly I felt my heart breaking into pieces. I locked at Hotaru and asked if he loves me . Anything would be fine but all I heard was silence . I couldn't hold the tears in for any longer . I felt so stupid to look him in the eye. I cried so hard my eyes were red and puffy getting them to open was like a few moth old learning how to walk all over again. Hotaru was already gone bye the time school was over. I want to say goodbye bye to him at least before I got to America.