Many people fall in love with the wrong person because of loneliness, but more people are lonely for life because of falling in love with the wrong person. In the past few days, I always feel that Xuejiu is in a bad mood, and something is wrong, but no one can tell what it is. "Xuejiu, are you sad?"
I asked softly. "Huh? No."
Xuejiu seemed to be hesitant to say: "I, broke up with Zhiyong..."
"Oh..."
I supported her shoulders so that she could lean on me, and gently hugged her and said: "It's okay, it's okay, breaking up is also a normal thing, don't be too sad. We have seen you look sad recently, and we are also very uncomfortable!"
"Me? When did I look sad?"
Xuejiu raised his eyes and asked strangely. Xiangxiang spoke at this time: "Haha! You don't have to pretend! Even if you want to hide it, your sadness will still be revealed unintentionally. We just hope that you won't be depressed like this. If you have any grievances, just talk to the sisters, it will make you feel better. Got it?"
We all tacitly didn't ask her about not returning to the dormitory that night, because she was already in the dormitory early the next morning. When we saw her haggard appearance, we swallowed the words we prepared to tease her in advance, just quietly doing our own things, not disturbing her, and letting her have a good rest. Knowing that the storm seems to be calming down now, I carefully comforted her... "Hey Xiaoyu, honestly, how are you and Robin developing?"
Xiangxiang put the two slices of cucumber I cut for her on her eye circles and lay on the bed enjoying the mask time. "Him? I have established a relationship with him."
I giggled. Thinking of Robin's appearance, I laughed inadvertently. Maybe this is the reaction of a little girl who just fell in love for the first time? But I am no longer the me at that time. "Oh, just say more! It's okay, there are only you and me in the dormitory now!"
Xiangxiang asked relentlessly. "Where are they?"
"The village girl went to study with the scholar. The scholar went to study, and the village girl said that she found a handsome guy who stayed in the 302 classroom of the study building for a long time, and wanted to have some interactions!"
Xiangxiang knew their whereabouts completely, including their psychological dynamics. "Haha, it's good!"
Thinking of the village girl's crazy look, I couldn't help but smile. "What's good, don't deliberately change the subject! I asked you about Robin. What kind of person is he?"
Xiangxiang has shown her enthusiasm as the big sister of our dormitory. But I enjoy this feeling of care, I know, she is afraid that I will get hurt. Emotional trauma, at our age, we should have experienced it, otherwise we would have lived in vain for so many years, but I still can't forget the experience in high school... "Xiaoyu! Xiaoyu..."
The anxious voice was mixed with some anxiety. He didn't get angry, right? "What are you doing?"
I responded hastily. "Didn't you see that the T's health dropped so much! Hurry up and add more! Brush Holy Light Flash, quickly!"
My boyfriend urged. "I'm not...ah! I'm dead!"
"Oh my God! Why are you standing so close! Can't you turn on invincibility before dying?"
"I didn't know my health would drop so fast! I..."
"Okay, stop talking, OT. Let's go, I won't play today."
"Oh..."
I obediently packed up my wallet and mobile phone in front of the computer, stuffed them all into my bag, and hurriedly followed Zhang Han out. "Zhang Han, I..."
I know that my boyfriend's feelings for World of Warcraft are no less than mine. I really can't understand why those little people running around in the picture are more attractive than a living person like me! This is really ironic... What's more, I am a beautiful woman in my prime, at the age of 29. I have a slender figure, a beautiful and plump chest, a charming buttocks and a waist and hip curve that makes people imagine. My round thighs and slender calves always make the boys who pass by me salivate. Every time they pass by me, their eyes almost fall into my collar. Zhang Han is my boyfriend. We met in the second year of high school. But he is not my first boyfriend. My first love should be in junior high school. At that time, we were always very rebellious. We liked to play everywhere after school and go home half an hour before dark. Homework was always done quickly, and then we would call to make appointments, change clothes and go out to play... But my boyfriend at that time only held my hand twice. I remember it very clearly and I can't be wrong. Besides, holding hands is already a very intimate action for us. At the same time, I would lean on his arms. His chest with thin pectoral muscles that had just developed was always very high. I liked that feeling. "Were you distracted just now?" Zhang Han asked me calmly. "I wasn't! Really, I just found out that my health was gone when I wasn't paying attention, and then I blew a flash on myself and suddenly found that the T's health was red..." "Not paying attention? That's distracted, what is it? You... Oh, forget it, it's already very good that you can accompany me to play Warcraft." Zhang Han finished speaking, took out a cigarette, lit it, and smoked silently. I like to see him smoking, if there is a gust of night wind from the side to lift his chic hair, it will be so beautiful that I can't breathe... Zhang Han is always a very chic boy, I like him, I like him very much. He is not the kind of boring boy who only knows games but not romance, otherwise I would not like him. "Xiaoyu, where are you going now?" Zhang Han suddenly turned around and asked me. We walked aimlessly after leaving the Internet cafe, and now we are at a crossroads, a very prosperous street, with bright lights and endless traffic. "It was too stuffy in the Internet cafe just now, let's go for a walk by the river."
I really can't stand the smell of cigarettes in the Internet cafe, which makes me nauseous every time. The cool breeze by the river can relieve this feeling, just like the clear air cleansing my lungs, which is comfortable. Zhang Han nodded, took me to the other side of the road and ordered a few skewers of barbecue and two cups of milk tea. After that, we stopped a taxi with food and drinks and went to the river on the outskirts of the city. It's not too accurate to say that it's the outskirts of the city. In recent years, urban expansion has covered the vacant land along the river with buildings. Various nightclubs, massage parlors and new buildings of government agencies are located here. To be honest, it's still quite prosperous. Perhaps it's because there is less noise and dirt in the city, so rich people prefer to come here to develop. I took Zhang Han's arm and leaned my head on his shoulder. From time to time, he took a deep breath of the fragrance in my hair. I enjoyed this feeling very much. Whenever I felt him take a deep breath, I always felt my scalp numb and comfortable, and a warm current flowed through my heart. Is this the feeling of love? "You shouldn't have made a mistake just now."
Zhang Han's words broke the silence. "Huh?"
"I'm talking about Warcraft. Okay, don't think about it. Come, have something to eat!"
Zhang Han pulled out my arms, opened his handbag, took out all kinds of barbecue we liked and shared them with me. While eating and walking, he always carefully helped me wipe the oil stains on my mouth, and I smiled sweetly in return for his attentiveness. A man's attentiveness can largely reflect his dedication to you and your position in his heart. At this time, a group of gangsters came over, with colorful hair. They were all men, not little girls. They put their hands in their waist bags and walked up and down, looking very arrogant. They walked straight towards us. When they passed by, they stared at my figure without any concealment. The obscene eyes seemed to be looking at a naked woman, which made me feel weak but a little excited. After all, women always want to know if they are attractive to men, no matter what kind of men they are. They didn't stop us, and didn't do anything out of the ordinary. You may be disappointed, but in fact, there are many people who are strong on the outside but weak on the inside, and they don't dare to take risks when they are not sure that they can get it right. Suddenly, a strong force came from my palm, and Zhang Han pulled me over, and I stumbled and fell into his arms. "How is it? My little Xiaoyu, those people were looking at you lustfully just now!" Zhang Han said mischievously, while walking, he put his mouth in front of me and arched it to kiss. I responded by letting him kiss my lips, and then looked at Zhang Han strangely, trying to see something in his eyes. I heard from the sisters that many men have cuckold complexes, and they are very excited to see their women being fucked by others. I want to see if Zhang Han is such a person. But I caught a trace of loneliness in his eyes that is not easy to detect. Yes, it is loneliness, not the color of excitement, not the mockery of teasing, but the gains and losses of love and the reluctance to give up me. He cares about this relationship very much. I shook my head gently, then stood on tiptoe and stretched out my arms to wrap around his neck, closed my eyes and put my mouth close to him, letting him pick. I felt him look in the direction where the gangsters left, then he touched my soft red lips, and his powerful hands went around my back and tightly embraced me, pushing me into his body, as if he wanted to melt my whole body into his body, making me feel a sense of peace and warmth. Then I only felt his tongue, which seemed to be full of muscles and powerful, prying open my lips and teeth. Of course, I didn't clench my teeth to defend myself. This was not our first kiss, but my first kiss was indeed given to him. His tongue directly probed under my tongue, and then quickly moved upwards, causing my lips and teeth to soften, and my heartbeat to speed up involuntarily. With each beat of my heart, I felt the blood in my body circulate faster and faster, and my skin began to heat up. I knew that my whole body must be an attractive pink now. Zhang Han greedily sucked the saliva in my mouth, sucking it dry, but he was very smart. He kept stirring the salivary glands under his tongue and jaw with the tip of his tongue. I also sucked his tongue hard, so that he could stir harder. I was sure that it was an extremely sensitive place. The stirring of his tongue seemed to stir directly into my heart, which was as itchy as it was. Saliva was constantly secreted like a teased pussy. Zhang Han sucked it without letting go, and I was sure that he must have a triumphant smile on his face. "Well... OK." I hurriedly asked to stop because my heartbeat had accelerated to the point that I could hardly bear it. It seemed to jump to my throat. Zhang Han did not chase after me, but just gently let go of me. He cared about my feelings, which made me like it. So I gave him another sweet smile, an expectant smile, and praised him. Zhang Han smiled, very satisfied. I knew he was very excited now. Every time he was intimate with me, he would be very considerate to me and would not push his luck. My sisters all said that Zhang Han was not worthy of me and that I could find a better boy with my qualifications, but they didn't know Zhang Han, and I didn't want to tell them how good Zhang Han was to me. That was the tenderness he would show only when we were together. "Come on, have some milk tea!"
Zhang Han squatted down and picked up the handbag and my shoulder bag that had accidentally fallen on the ground when we were kissing just now. He quickly wiped off the dust on my handbag and handed it to me. I took the milk tea he handed over, and then sat down with him in front of an open lawn, chatting with Zhang Han while sipping the milk tea. "Xiao, what does your father do? You never told me."
I asked curiously. Zhang Han doted on my chestnut-colored wavy hair that had just been dyed and permed, and then smiled and said, "My father is a doctor."
"Oh? Which hospital does he work in? The hospital's treatment is very good, hehe..."
I am happy that my boyfriend has a doctor father, so at least his family's life is guaranteed, and perhaps very rich, so why shouldn't I be happy? "Dad..."
Zhang Han hesitated for a moment, which was not like his character. He paused before continuing, "Dad is a black doctor in the underworld."
Seeing my puzzled look, he hurriedly explained, "He rescues and treats the injured after the gang fights. It's not a formal profession..."
"Yeah, very good."
I feel that although Zhang Han has some reservations about talking about his father's profession, he does not have other negative emotions such as pessimism or arrogance, which also makes me happy, because this shows that my boyfriend is a very mature person, and he is not different from others because of his special background. If he didn't say it, I would never feel that he came from a family that was involved in corruption. "Xiaoyu, I hope you won't alienate me because of my dad."
Zhang Han said lightly, but I could feel that he was trying to keep me and fill the gap between our identities. "Silly, no."
I smiled slightly, then lay down and rested my head on his thighs, so that he could hold me, admire my face, and feed me milk tea. Our milk teas were the same. I drank whichever cup I wanted, then held the milk tea in my mouth and looked at the bright moon in the sky. When he was not careful, I pressed his mouth and passed the milk tea to him. Seeing his happy look drinking my loving milk tea, I also smiled with satisfaction. The moon was so round and so bright. On this beautiful night, I gave myself to him, the first man in my life, Zhang Han.